just a momentarily rare glimpse into another persons mind, who knows where the road may lead.

I just may be looking for you, and you just may be looking for me. Maybe this is the only way we could ever find each other? I never really wanted to find someone through a site like this, I always wanted to first meet someone, and then over time, pick up on little clues and hints in conversation like a detective would, until all was apparent. I realize that probably won't happen though, as it is difficult finding people by chance that have these... tendencies, never mind someone who needs it to be as dark and intense as I do.
 
Ideally, I would first like to get to know each other online for a little while, and I mean all facets. I would want to find some kind of friendship or kinship first. I'm not looking to jump into anything quickly. I am primarily looking for a long term relationship. I am looking for someone to enjoy life with on all levels.
 
I tend to be drawn towards introverted types who are young at heart. I myself could be described as a little eccentric, but I am relatively down to earth and friendly. I see myself as fairly creative and imaginative, and for good or bad perhaps a little bit of a perfectionist as well. My humor can be dark, and of course many other aspects of me are as well. But just the same I can be very much the opposite, and my psyche can pivot towards the lighter side of things, though I believe myself to be a serious person, and underlying always is that darkness.
 
Ultimately I want a 24/7 relationship, one set with rules and protocol. It would be both ritualistic in its consistency, but not without a fair amount of spontaneity and unpredictability. This would take time to build I realize. In such a relationship I would want there to be room for expression in other ways as well. It would have to be dynamic for it to work. Really though, I won't know until I get there with that person.
 
I have pictures, and I am not afraid to share them after speaking if you are interested in seeing them. I just don't want them posted on a public site such as this. 
 
Not as a rule, but I have no plans on initiating contact with anyone here, as I get the feeling that the woman on this site are bombarded with endless amounts of messages on a daily basis, and I would probably just get lost in the mix. Maybe you are off the radar and behind the scenes, and would have to anyways. That is certainly more my style. This is more of a ''message in a bottle''.
In any case, feel free to message me no matter who you are, I would love to talk with just about anyone about almost anything. I could always use a friend, or even just a momentarily rare glimpse into another persons mind, who knows where the road may lead.