| What to say. . . I guess I should start off with something witty, but all I can think of is that if I had to sum up my personality in one sentence the closest I could get is "Dominant by nature, submissive by choice." Yes I know, that sounds like a bit of a paradox, but I have a type A personality, but I dislike being in charge when I don't have to be. It makes me feel out of my element.
I am the proverbial rebel child in a preacher's daughter. The girl next door. Its been said I am too innocent to corrupt. and to that I say, psshaw! hehehe.
Ok, so seriously though, I WILL push my limits, I will get mouthy, I AM sarcastic, but I know where to draw the line and where to stop at. I may be toeing the line sometimes, but I do know where it's at. I believe I choose who I will submit to BUT I also think that a dominant chooses who they will allow to submit to them. One cannot exist without the other.
I will give common respect to everyone until they give me a reason not to, that doesn't mean I will be calling you sir or ma'am off the bat, But, I will treat you the same way I would appreciate being treated.
When I say that I'm a brat, I don't mean that I am snotty and rude, or that I'm spoiled, because, I'm not. My life hasn't been easy, in fact it's been hard. I have had to work to get where I am and I don't hide the fact that I don't plan on going back to scraping my pennies. I don't mean I am looking for a meal ticket because I am more than happy to pay my way, I PREFER it in fact. It's important to me to feel like I am contributing fairly.
I don't pretend to act like I'm better than others. I don't think I am, neither, however, do I believe I am subservient though. (Because, yes, I believe you can be submissive without being subservient.)
I want someone my trust and respect is strong enough in that I want to please them. That's rare for me to find. While I strive to give common courtesy to everyone and make an effort to not necessarily displease or offend them, even strangers, it takes a special something for me to really want to go out of my way to make sure that I am pleasing them.
I do not want someone who is going to break my will just to completely rebuild me. What good does something broken do? If you can't accept me for what I am, and you want to break me to rebuild me into something completely different than what I am then, I am not the one you seek. Now, by that, I don't mean I'm opposed to being bettered but if you plan on making me cut my hair, and going blonde and turning me into a hip hop princess verses who I am, then move along. Time is a precious investment and shouldn't be wasted.
I suppose if your still reading this you probably realized like I just did that, I haven't said much about myself detail wise. So, a little bit about myself I suppose. I'm 22. I have high standards for myself, I don't believe in settling for less than what I am, or what I seek.
I adore having my hair tugged and pulled and petted. It's not much but I guess that gives you a starting point if you are interested in talking to me after all that you should know that being friendly and offering a picture will get you a picture in return.
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