| I am romantically monogamous, and physically poly. Yeah, I have to be different, don't I??? My head, my heart, my soul... they belong solely to my Master, Christos. My body belongs to him as well, and he allows me to seek physical pleasure with others at this time.
My master is so very compelling, so very much like me, that I am convinced that reincarnation exists and we knew each other in a previous life. There is no way that I CANNOT be in a relationship with him. We are as connected as if we are woven from one cloth. He scares me in delicious ways.
I respect him.
I honor him.
I love him.
I'm outspoken, forthright and direct ("opinionated" used to be there too, but apparently, alot of people got the wrong impression). If you're looking for meek and quiet, you won't find that here, nor will you find a brat. But you will find fierce loyalty and devotion, a pretty good cook, an awful singer, and a decent seamstress. I can drive a stick shift and parallel park. I'm a whiz with organization and paperwork, and can run an office like a pro. Impressed yet?
I don't buy into that "submission is a gift" line. A gift is something you give with no expectation of anything in return, which is certainly not my definition of submission. Being submissive is my orientation, it's who I am. Submitting to someone means accepting their leadership, seeking their guidance, digging deep into the dark places where the trust hides and letting it out, and above all, striving to please them.
For all of those that have fallen in lust with my avatar in the forums... I'm sorry to have to inform you that the naked ass bound in rope is not me. Maybe twenty years ago, but not now. Go get a tissue for your tears, g'ahead, I'll wait.
If you want to read my journal, click on "view full profile" then the journal will come up at the bottom... just trust me on this one.
Cali
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