I am a slave at heart. I am also a service top, a nurturing earth mother, student, teacher and lover. I hate using labels and I understand it is one of the ways we communicate. I choose to be okay with being right where I am in the present moment, without living in the regrets of yesterday or the fantasy of tomorrow. It is the fluidity of the journey that makes it interesting. As I journey, some days there is an intense longing to submit. Other days, not so much.
My D/s relationships are person specific. I
seek a Master or Daddy, or someone who can be both. I do not need to be micromanaged and my Master or Daddy needs to be okay with who I am right now, whether in jeans and a T-shirt, sexy fetish wear or stark naked. I enjoy spanking, role play and the occasional scene with a singletail. A domestic discipline relationship or 50s household model would suit me well.
I can and do switch with some people but they are either top or bottom to me, I can't mix it up. My D/s orientation can be event or issue specific. If I submit, it is from a place of strength, as a choice, not a need. If I dominate, I hope it comes from a place of quiet and calm authority. In either place, it is not all about me. I believe that a slave gets up every day and makes the choice to submit. A Master gets up and chooses to lead. When the student is ready, the Teacher appears and everyone I meet has something to teach me.
I choose to not tolerate drama, bitching or negativity in my life. I truly believe that if something is not right in my life, I must look first to myself for answers. That should keep me busy enough dealing with my own issues to not notice those of the next guy! I can be poly or mono. I choose only relationships that are drama free and done in a loving and consensual manner. That being said, I seek a Master/Daddy who will also be a soulmate and partner, a primary relationship.
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