Not sure how to start so Ill just start typing.
I am in a happy vanilla relationship but over the last few years have developed strong submissive fantasies. I do now want to reveal these tendencies to my girlfriend but I feel an urge to explore them.
I think my fetish comes from control. I did enjoy being an online Master of sorts when I was younger but have recently felt the urge to see what it is like to have that control taken away.
As such I get very turned on by most aspects of a Mistress, I enjoy the idea of bondage and being forced to do things and take punishments. The longer I wait between orgasms the more deviant my daydreams and fantasies go, as far as forced bi so far. I have often fantasied about being put in a chastity device but I'm quite scared at how far I will be willing to go after just a few days for release.
Not really turned on by all that domestic slavery etc. It is all very sexual, I fantasize about being held in chastity by a Mistress, held in bondage, forced to orally service her and her friends as well as take her strap on.
It's all a bit extreme as far as fantasies go, I guess I am looking to chat about it all. I have no desire to break up with my current partner as I am very happy in that relationship.