Hello and thanks for reading my profile. i am Anna, 19 from a small town in Vermont and as my profile name indicate i am somewhat lost and looking for the place where i belong. To be honest, i am not sure yet what i am looking for and if what i think i should be is something possible. i am new with this but i am extremely submissive and always knew that i was not like most of the girls my age. i never been able to put a name or a title to what i was feeling deep down until i discovered the lifestyle. It is like i was born again, knowing that there is a world where i belong and where i could be put at a place where i will be useful to someone. Please understand that i have no real experience but that i am not afraid of the reality about the world i am looking to embark into. i have read and explored quite much about it, i really found my call in it and i believe that it is time for me to step in it and fill the place i was meant to have. The point is that i am not yet sure exactly what this place is among all aspects of slavery and the different positions that some girls assume but i have to admit that i am extremely interested to puppy training as i feel that this could well be where i belong. i would certainly not hesitate to definately go for it if only that would not be a roleplay position but something a lot more deeper where my owner would really reduced me into a dog in every sense of the term. My problem is that i have read a little about the fact that some girls (slaves) are permanent properties of their owners and do live as dogs and kept this way all the time. i am wondering if it is possible to train and reduce a girl into a real animal...to not speak anymore, to think as one...to become mindless, to lose any sense of self...or if this is only long term roleplay? i am wondering what happen to a girl who become her owner's dog and to which extent a girl can really become an animal, a dog? Does she still retain some of her humanity or does she lose it all to really associate and identify to the dog she is becoming? As you who is reading can see, i am lost but looking for my place and if this is something possible to make a puppy slave dog out of myself then i am more than willing to give up everything, (though i don't have much to give up) to be permanently this dogslave and if this is not possible then let say that i will be still looking for a clue about what my call and place in this world is and willing to go for it once found. i am very serious with my search and while i am looking for information and also for my permanent place in this world. Please no gamers, no part time situation but i will be open to a permanent proposition. i have no limits regarding age, gender, look....i am open to a master/ mistress or a dominant couple and i can relocate as far as they are serious and interested in making a real slave out of me (hopefully...a dog slave).
i am here to both learn more and to find my owner. i have a real need for control and ownership. Please ,just teach me my way of life.
anna
