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Am I rare?. ....maybe, I prefer unique as we can all claim that.
I am very sorry to hear that you have been hurt and therefore feel a sense of betrayal.
The sort of person who does this is not worth your sorrow; I suspect that when the time gets close for them to make a decision with the next sub they meets they will do the same thing.
It sounds as if they cannot face the commitment a true relationship can bring, be that D/s or vanilla.
I know these words may sound hollow but you were not to blame..
Could you have foreseen this, possibly.. But then again why would you look.
It is what makes people beautiful, the trust and love they show in their fellow man, I have been hurt and burnt many times.
And yet call me stupid or naive for I continue to trust in my fellow man, because if I don’t I become cynical, bitter and twisted and at odds with the world.
Yet by leaving myself open to be hurt or attacked I find that other like minded people seek me out and in doing so my previous hurt is washed and healed.
Will I be hurt again?......Very likely
Will I change myself?.......No, because I cannot live and love with who I may become ~ the same people that caused my hurt in the first place.
Take care and love yourself, for if you don’t then why should anyone else..."
Alan x
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