Approaching Submission... Creating Beauty.
“I create beautiful things...” I wrote this statement back in the early 80s when describing my art, and it has been a mantra for me in all of the pursuits of my life thus far. That quest for creating beauty has expressed itself in me, as an artist and framer, as a project manager, as an innkeeper, and as a host.
I now want that to be my intention going into service to a dominant woman or man. I want to create a beautiful experience for them, and thus, through service and fulfillment of their desires, bring fulfillment and beauty to myself.
I have been submitting my entire life, I just have not realized it.
The creation of beauty is a symbiotic relationship where two people engage and give to the other to share in something beautiful. In art, the initial act is that of the artist who steps outside themselves to create an external expression. The viewer comes in and then completes the creation by viewing and (hopefully) appreciating the creation through exploration and thought about what it is, what it means, and how it impacts the viewer.
It is similar when you care for someone – either through hosting them in your home, preparing food for them, providing body work, etc. An act, external to yourself – requiring you to be self aware enough to step outside of yourself to -do- for another – and a reciprocation of receiving your service, or your meal, or your hospitality, or your energy into their body.
I have always approached these things I do as gifts that I create for another and I now believe that it was a response to my desire to serve others – to submit.
In this act of turning myself over to another, I want to create beauty through submission and service to them.
Beauty for them, beauty for me, beauty for the world...
10/01/08 - I am currently in a committed D/s relationship with a Mistress, so at this point, I am only looking to make friends in the lifestyle. Cheers! :)
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