Approaching Submission... Creating Beauty.
“I create beautiful things...” I
wrote this statement back in the early 80s when describing my art,
and it has been a mantra for me in all of the pursuits of my life
thus far. That quest for creating beauty has expressed itself in me,
as an artist and framer, as a project manager, as an innkeeper, and
as a host.
I now want that to be my intention
going into service to a dominant woman or man. I want to create a
beautiful experience for them, and thus, through service and
fulfillment of their desires, bring fulfillment and beauty to myself.
I have been submitting my entire life,
I just have not realized it.
The creation of beauty is a symbiotic
relationship where two people engage and give to the other to share
in something beautiful. In art, the initial act is that of the
artist who steps outside themselves to create an external expression.
The viewer comes in and then completes the creation by viewing and
(hopefully) appreciating the creation through exploration and thought
about what it is, what it means, and how it impacts the viewer.
It is similar when you care for someone
– either through hosting them in your home, preparing food for
them, providing body work, etc. An act, external to yourself –
requiring you to be self aware enough to step outside of yourself to
-do- for another – and a reciprocation of receiving your service,
or your meal, or your hospitality, or your energy into their body.
I have always approached these things I
do as gifts that I create for another and I now believe that it was a
response to my desire to serve others – to submit.
In this act of turning myself over to
another, I want to create beauty through submission and service to
them.
Beauty for them, beauty for me, beauty
for the world...
10/01/08 - I am currently in a committed D/s relationship with a Mistress, so at this point, I am only looking to make friends in the lifestyle. Cheers! :)
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