| You can learn a lot about me by reading my journal. All of it. Much of it is boring.
If you are more than a short day away I am not interested in a relationship. Conversation is fine, make it brilliant. NOT looking for a slave. If you define yourself as being submissive in the bedroom only, don't bother me.
NO chat requests. Don't do it. No dick pictures, vanilla first. Address me as Ms. Spidr or Ma'am. NO sissy's. I don't care for humiliating women by using them as a humiliation factor for men. Female attributes are too beautiful to waste on mens humiliation. That doesn't mean I won't make you wear panties to Thanksgiving dinner at your mothers house. Always expect the unexpected.
If you consider yourself to be a worthless piece of shit, do NOT contact me. I am looking for someone with self esteem and an equal. Weird huh.
I am looking for a man who is submissive. This isn't the same thing as a submissive male. I am looking for the following; play partner, LTR, friendship; any or all of the aforementioned. Submissive man must be my equal, Yin to my Yang, Yang to my Yin, balance. I am a sadist. It's just those little things that make me smile so... if you tell me about your terrible time at the dentist I will get a smile on my face. Or if you stub your toe I will want to know how bad it hurts. I will want to hurt you sometimes. I will want to make your head spin a lot. I also want to experience life in the most full way.
I live in the country and I will likely choose someone who can run a chainsaw, go without electricity for days on end and enjoys isolation, among other things.
My life is vanilla, work, hobbies, family, friends, spirituality, home life. But, I am Dominant. Dominant in all aspects. I will want you to take care of the details and make my life easier, simpler, better. Don't make me work harder for my personal satisfaction in life. Don't expect me to do you do you do you.
You must be comfortable with my twisted sense of humor - I am often politically incorrect in such a way as to make fun of the very thing I am making fun of. Huh?
I am a very large woman. If you are uncomfortable with ample size go away. There are plenty of skinny women to go around.
Apparently I am scary. I don't mean to be. If you fear actually meeting someone real then be on your way. I am real and am looking for the same. I do not, chat, cam or play online in any way. If for some bizarre reason I decide that's ok it must be because I am bored out of my skull. It's not likely.
I am interested in a lot of things and keep a very busy life. I would like this life of mine to be enhanced by a great submissive at my side. You must be proud of yourself and confident in what you do and who you are.
I am very approachable - be polite.
Any English or writing majors out there who would like to edit this for me... it's not reading as well as I would like.
Ms Spidr
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