| From a very young age I knew that I was interested in BDSM, I would have to refer to the time that I snuck into my fathers private study and found a collection of VHS tapes, one of which was entitled Paradise Island.
Paradise island tells the story of a FemDomme island ran by an elite group of beautiful woman, where wealthy men could pay a fixed fee, to be dominated for the week, this domination involved many elements that are key to BDSM today, there was pony/horse play, there was bondage, there was main service, worshipping service, implied watersports, and a lot more I did not understand.
Throughout my teenage years I had a bit of a reputation for being sexually adventurous, until I finished school this was the trend, in my college years I turned this on its head, and was involved in a relationship that included a elements of BD and SM but it was never talked about, spanking, flogging were a regular occurrence.
When this relationship ended I flirted with the idea of being submissive, probably routed in my physkee from that FemDomme film I didn’t even understand, but I knew the Dominant was too strong in me.
I have actively practiced, flogging, spanking, body worship, gags, humiliation, role play, objectification, electrical play, and have studied BDSM Rope Play, for the past few years. |
