I am a polyamorous, pansexual, masochistic slave with a warped sense of humor, a quick mind and a wicked streak.. I am so many different things, in many ways a walking contradiction.
I love to be both treasured princess and filthy whore - With one that can meet both the playful side of me, and also the maso slut side of me, that can kiss, caress and tenderly hold me one moment, and then turn me into a quivering, whimpering, crawling puddle of subbie goo the next. My ideas, fantasies and desires to experiment can run to the extreem, the bizzar and the downright perverse and I have a rather warped and twisted imagination.
I belong to DaddyKeeper, the closest lable that fits how we are is O/p. I identify as polyamorous. I am not closed to the concept of other involvments, play partners, relationships etc, also anyone I became involved with in the future needs to understand I am committed to my Owner any involvements I have he would need to agree/approve as I am his. Friends are always welcome.
I can go to extremes and can be all or nothing, I have mental scars that run deep and can at times be hard to handle. I respond best to caring guidence, training, reward and punishment, structure and positive affirmation - along with sadism, wicked cruelty, depravity and a stomach flipping 'look'. I need to know I am cared for and wanted. I am a 'little girl' and also a depraved, wanton, adventurous slut
If you wish to add me to friends then please realise that I need to have met you rl or have chatted for a while online. If you send me a friends request and we have not so much as spoken it will be deleted. Please be aware I am not seeking any additional relationships/play partners at the moment as my life is wonderfully complete with those I have in it.
My Owner DaddyKeeper and I:
I have a wonderfull, twisted, sadistic, interesting, brutal and great to be around Owner -We are many things and fit many lables - He understands me and how I tick so damn well including my need to be pushed, my cravings for fear, pain, humiliation and to be broken down, how I identify as "property" and the way i believe i am naturally wired. As well as one that hurts me he is also one that supports me, cares for me and looks out for me - in short, I am his. We have an intense power exchange relationship, what he says goes... end of.
My best friend, DominusPices:
We have known each other many years and over the years have developed a love and closeness of each other that blows my mind. He has been a key part in shaping me to the person I am today, teaching me to believe in myself and view myself through His eyes. He makes me feel truly beautiful... regardless of if i am dolled up to the nines or curled next to him in my PJ's. He knows me inside out and often better than I know myself, and he loves me, warts and all. It is hard to put into words what I feel for this man, he has been there for me, supported me, loved me and encouraged me for many years... :D We travel too each other as often as we can when time/ money allows, being together in the flesh is not possible but emotionally we are locked together.
Olana
One of my best friend both on and off the scene who I have known a long time... she is just stepping onto this path. I will look out for, mentor, protect and take care of her in any way I can. Please be polite, respectful and open in your dealings with her, she is one of the most genuine people out there.
CatrinaDarkangel.
One of the most beautiful people I know, inside and out and someone dear to me, once a lover, now a very precious friend. Treat this lady with respect and honor as she is a true gem.
And the rest.. (for those interested enough to read deeper into my twisted but cute world)
I have cravings, the deep, ingrained urge to kneel, the desire to be owned, cherished, trained, moulded, loved, possessed - I have so many different needs and desires and I can't promise to always be easy, but I can promise that I will always be worthwhile.
I should also advise up front that I have a chronic health condition, M.E. (Myalgic Encephalomyelitis) Which does impact me. I try not to let it e more than it has to but it does mean sometimes I have muscle pain (well pretty much constantly but its only sometimes it gets bad enough to hinder me) and it also has limitations on the amount of time I can kneel in one position etc and how much strain I can put on various joints. There are other things to but thats not for going into here.
I am a 30 year old female based just outside London, a short train/tube ride away, I don't fit well into boxes (unless they have bars on the front weg) as I am a little bit of a mixture, BDSM wise I am a switch sexually sometimes with females but lifestyle wise a sub to the core, there’s also a streak of sadism thrown in, also have been known to be a Daddies girl. I am a curvy girl so if you’re after a thin/boyish figured woman then it isn't me!
Along with my adult side, I am also an 'emotionally real' regressive ageplayer and that part of me is kitty. Kitty is 4 and 3/4 years old though can be younger, she is 100% non sexual in any way shape or form. Kitty loves colouring, days out, the zoo, museums, painting, having fun, picnics and her toys especially Jazzy Bear and Flopsy Bunny and her giant stuffed kitty cat. My inner 'little girl' has the most wonderful 'family' with her Uncle (care4baby) and Amy and her cousins ( Jazz, Shy, Jen, LittleHugs). Whilst Kitty is my primary "little" i do also have a slightly older "middle" starting to emerge, though she only ever comes out for Daddy.
Style wise I guess I class as alternate/goth/fetish/50's style of dress though I can easily blend into a "vanilla" environment. I like rock/metal music as well as some pop, soul, jazz... a little of everything really. I also love to write poetry and stories, read, sing, watch movies and do a million and one non lifestyle related things. I am articulate and enjoy using my brain; I believe a good mind is a tragic thing to waste.
In a general sense, play wise I'm into a lot of things, particular fetishes being breath play, edge/fear play (I LOVE fear), humiliation, degradation, CP, knives and swords, face slapping, anal play, fisting and the helplessness of bondage, but also the helplessness of being held down. I've also been accused of being a bit of a needle slut. I also enjoy punch/kicking play, rough body play, take downs, resistance play.... and on the flip side I am also a fan of protocols, rituals, structure and routine.
I am always interested in talking to and meeting new people and experiencing new things, I enjoy fetish clubs and events and socialising, also always happy to chat, swap ideas and techniques etc. I am a very real and down to earth person and enjoy talking to other real people. I love the London Alternative Market, sometimes can be found at the Watford munch and also enjoy going into Camden market and spending the little money I have on interesting clothes, my main clothing addiction being steel boned corsets but also keen on latex, velvet, anything slightly unusual with a little bit of the style I class as "me".
I like tattoos and piercing, I believe the body is beautiful and whilst I don't look like a painted lady I view my tattoos as art.
I can't think of much more to say here, I'm thinking that anyone who is interested to know more will most likely ask, feel free to drop me a memo. I can also be found on as anguissette_dia
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