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7/7/2008 12:40:05 PM: The most wonderful thing about being a true and real slave is knowing that there is such value in it, such gold amongst the tarnished souls that do not understand true committment and hard work that it takes. i will not lower myself to the level of some i see here, nor will i be anything less than my complete self with values, politeness, and a sense of being good to O/others. It is a good life
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6/21/2008 4:39:19 PM: i guess there will be S/some that understand this..but i am here to please, not to displease. If i displease Someone, it cuts me like a knife. 
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5/25/2008 1:47:32 PM: i had the opportunity to travel to new york to meet an unnamed Mistress who has a TG slave that lives away from her ..but his wife understands his need. i was able to give her massages and treat her to dinner..as well as put molding on her ceilings in her basement and bathroom ..something i have never done before. i was able to put trim on two coners of her living room and spent hours toiling away to be helpfull to her. W/we spent time at a local casino and slept there that night, and after a complete massage, i was allowed to touch her sex with my fingers. It was a hard but great weekend. She placed a collar of consideration about my neck and slept while i worked. i had no problem doing what was right and wanted to complete the job that the incompetent people she hired could not do. In the end, she was looking for another tg to live with her 24/7, and while obedient, i do not have a desire to become a woman. That collar of consideration was removed indirectly because she found a tg that picked up and moved to her instantly. i wish her well, but i do not see a lot of success there. i hope it works for her ..but i have my reservations. life is not a fling, it is life. i will happily live my life with a person of substance and understanding, and not live a pipedream of instant happiness. To me ..happiness takes work from both parties and mutual happiness will only happen from there. i may be a slave, but i need to be happy too.
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2/24/2008 5:33:45 PM: It is always a slave's pleasure to speak with Those that really and truly know
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1/17/2008 5:16:32 PM: some think that because of the picture i have up that i am a sissy. Frankly, i hate to wear women's clothes, i find it very humilating, but does what i hate matter?Somewhere out there ..there is a Person that understands what it means to own a slave, and what it means to be a slave. i do not understand the song and dance that people tend to do here just for some jolly. Servitude and slavery are so deeply ingrained within me, i only hope and pray that Someone will understand. Off to the new year