I'm probably a little vanilla for this site, but

7/17/2008 5:58:25 PM: CM's not really holding my interest at the moment, so I'm logging off and staying out for a while.  So, don't expect answers to any messages while I'm away ^-^
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4/25/2008 1:31:05 PM: I'm baaaacccckkkkk....  Finally.  I got so distracted with family issues and the move to my new place that I haven't been on CM in a very long time.  But, now I'm trying to get back into the swing of things, and as a result I have finally returned to the site.  I would like to say sorry to anyone who messaged me between late January and late April, I just wasn't around to read your messages, and I wipped any messages before today since I feel awkward replying to old messages (I figure you might not even remember what you wrote, so the reply would be pointless) and in order to start fresh.I'm still looking to meet locals, for friends mostly, but I'm always open to the possibilty of more.  I find myself rather lonely as of late, so I hope to finally meet a few of you in person when we've got the time.  I don't drive, and I hate to chat on the phone, but maybe a few of you will be up to a meet-and-greet on the strip one day?  Now that you know I'm back, feel free to drop me a note and say hello.TTFN.
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1/24/2008 7:25:03 PM: An apology:To all of the lovely boys and girls who have messaged me here, on YahooMessenger, or by email, I'm sorry that I haven't been responding.  I've been sick twice this month (one of those times being right now), came within an inch of breaking my ankle (I'm still on a cane), and I'm preparing for a move to a new apartment on the first.  I just haven't had time to be online as much as I'd like due to all of this and more.I promise, I'll get around to reading your messages when I have the time to give them the proper attention.  And, for you IMers, I'm on a 2:15-10:15 PM shift at work, so I'm not on in the  late afternoon or evening.  Don't try to message me for chats durring that time, please.I don't know when I'll be "back" for sure yet.  Probably not until the middle or end of the month of February.  I'll see you all then.Thank you.  And, wish me luck.
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12/8/2007 7:06:10 PM: This is my profile from early 2007.  I wanted to clean up my profile again so, just like last time, I'm sending my old profile to my journal so that you can still use it ti learn a bit more about me:   
I'm new to this whole lifestyle. Hell, I'm new to wanting to have people in my life at all, as friends or lovers. And I am looking for both. Preferably in the same person. I'm a 26 year old SWF, working in the casino industry in Las Vegas. I'm new to town, and don't really know anyone yet. I used to be painfully shy, which I think I've gotten over for the most part, but now it's just force of habit to be alone most of the time. I'm hopping to change that sometime soon. If you look at my past journal entries I have my old (well, September '06 isn't that old) profile up. It has a detailed list of my likes and dislikes. Since posting that profile I think I've come to better understand what I want/need. Now all I have to do is find someone who wants the same things. I prefer men over women, although for the right cute little girl I think I'd change my mind, but only if you're cute and playful and willing to help show me the ropes since I've never been with a female before. As for what I want from a man? I've come to realize that I want a pet and a dress-up doll. I want a guy who's on the submissive side, shy and sweet has always been my preference, who's pretty and preferably on the delicate side. Emo/goth is always good too. Hey, what can I say, I love a guy in eyeliner *LOL* Bi is good too, if only because I write m/m erotic fantasy fics and guys who are completely straight don't' seem to feel comfortable discussing my work with me. Maybe they worry that I'll ask for a demonstration to help inspire me? I want a guy who understands that females are the dominant force in this world. I'm tired of guys who really think that they are in charge. As for the pet that I want? I don't mean that the way that some people on this site will mean it, I don't need a boy who eats out of a bowl on the floor (although kitty ears are cute) or that sort of stuff, the collar is another thing all together, but I would like someone who enjoys the treatment that my four-legged pets enjoy. By this, I mean I'd like someone to curl up next to me, head in my lap, who doesn't get upset at being petted and stroked and cooed at. I'm very affectionate, and I need someone who would enjoy that, and return it as well. As for my dress-up doll? I'm not into sissys or full out cross dressers, it's just not my thing, but a man in garters really turns me on. And, I'll admit it, I've always wanted to get a guy into a French maid's outfit or a school girl uniform. But only on occasion. I'm afraid that I'm a little more vanilla than many of the girls on this site, and I'm not into pain or humiliation either, but a little bondage and some strap-on play is high on my to-do list also. Light punishment, on occasion, isn't at all out of the question either. Picky, aren't I? Oh, and as a rule, I like my guys younger than me.  Also, locals only, since I'm looking for a relationship and not just a play-partner.  I seriously doubt that I can find someone who matches my needs, but if this sounds anything like you, then please respond. I'm also looking for people who just want to be friends too, so don't be shy, drop me a line.
*I AM LOOKING FOR LOCALS ONLY (No visitors, no part time LV residents, no one out of the country.)*I AM NOT LOOKING TO BE ANYONE'S SLAVE*ANYONE WHO CAN NOT USE PROPER ENGLISH/WRITE A COHERENT MESSAGE WILL NOT RECEIVE A RESPONSE
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11/13/2006 1:37:04 PM: This is my old profile.  I'd taken some time to write it all up, so I didn't want to just delet it.  Also, most, if not all, of my like/dislikes are still the same.  I guess you could call this a reference tool *LOL*:I'm really new to the whole BDSM scene, and I'm not sure what I want yet. I like my men a little on the submissive side, but I think I could let the right man dominate me. I also occasionally find myself attracted to pretty girls, so that's why I call myself bi. I'd be willing to try almost anything for the right person. As for who I am? I'm 26, a Pagan, I just moved out on my own for the first time, and I'm trying to find myself right now. I write erotic fantasy/horror fiction, and would like to be a pro some day. I enjoy scary movies, anime, vampire books, and video games. I would love to be able to travel some day because I've lived in a lot of places but never gotten to enjoy most of them. I used to be painfully shy, but I'm getting over that and discovering my dominant side everyday. I can be kind of antisocial at times, but when I take to someone I'm very loyal and loving. It takes a while to get to me, but once I take you as one of my own I'm a very affectionate and playful person.As for what I'm looking for in a mate? I'd like a man who's submissve and sweet, someone who wants to basically be my beloved pet. And if he's bi, then all the better. If you read the fiction that I write then you'll know that I'm extremely turned on by the sight of two men together, so a man who would preform with another guy for me instantly gets brownie points from me. I like my boys young, delicate, and pretty, but apperance isn't as important as personality to me. I also don't mind a man in stockings and garters, but full out crossdressers don't do a thing for me. A little eyeliner and lip gloss, on the other hand... Like I said, I like them pretty. I also prefer boys who are white or asian. The paler the better.I'm only mildly interested in women, and most girls don't interest me, but the girls that I would be into are sweet, girly-girl types, preferably a little on the goth side.Some of the things that I'm not into include: Adults in Diapers, Foot Fetishes, Furrs, Humiliation, Scat/Golden Showers, Beastiality, Mommy/Daddy/Baby stuff and Extreme Pain/Blood. I'm sure there's more, but these are the things that jump to mind. I'm not looking for older subs either. On top of this, I should probably say that I don't care for facial hair at all. Body hair isn't high on my list of attractive male qualities either. Damn, picky aren't I?Also, I don't feel comfortable chating with people that are much older than me. I just feel like I'm talking to my dad or something. So, if you're older than about 35 just stay clear of me please. That is, unless you're an insanely attractive and freakishly wealthy older man who wants to shower me with gifts and treat me like a princess. For that I could make an exception *LOL*As for Doms? And couples? I like to never say never, but it would take a special person or people to interest me in being a sub. That's not to say that you shouldn't contact me to see if we're compatable, but I'm putting it out there to start with that this isn't really what I'm looking for.I'd love to make friends, local or otherwise, who are into the scene. Newbies and experianced people alike. I'm tired of saying something off color and having the "normal people" look at me like I've grown a second head.If there's anything else that you want to know then just send me a message. No one will be ignored, even if it's just to respond back that I'm not interested. Just keep it nice. The surest way to piss me off is to be rude or stupid. You can also check out my LJ under MakaiKitty.