| I have a family whom I love very much. My husband supports me in my lifestyle though he's on the periphery by choice. He's not dominant nor submissive. He walked into our relationship fully aware of who I am and what I need. On many levels we complete each other. On a few we don't so we cheerfully support each other in finding what does complete us.
I was once very active and remain respected in my local community and am headed back to that end now that higher education is completed and work is stable. I'm a nurse with an MBA and I'm fairly certain I'm no dummy; though I can be as silly as the next at any given time.
I can hold up my end of a conversation, I love to bottom for demos, and I enjoy teaching what I know. One of my greatest pleasures is teaching anyone who truly wants to learn. I take what I do seriously and believe that we, as established, well known and respected community members should take fledglings under our wings and support them - not shoo them away to possibly ruin their life or the lives of others. I was given that opportunity when I was young and inexperienced and I pay that forward every chance I get.
I find writing is a lovely outlet for me. My emotions run high and rarely does anyone have trouble "figuring me out". I love as hard and fast as I do anything thing else. I'm a jumper by nature and that's only subdued occasionally. I crave the outlet that BDSM gives me and could never imagine my life without it.
I consider myself poly, as I've never felt the need for monogamy in my life and when I tried, I was really bad at it. I do, however, find myself very jealous when I am partnered with a submissive. I will not tolerate a poly outlet for him. My husband has the right to choose another female in his life, my partnered submissive may not. In turn, once I've found that connection, I will no longer seek other submissives in my life.
If you do not like this aspect of me or you find it to be wrong, then move along. It's the one thing in life I know I am absolutely unfair about, but it's who I am and I own up to that. I consider myself bisexual as ruling out just over 50% of the world's population seems counter productive to me. Besides, women are hot.
I'm very picky about my partners and while I have a few I can call on to scratch various itches, at almost any time, I strongly prefer someone who's the whole, or nearly, the whole package.
While I am very discerning and discreet around my lil ones, I take pride in my life and the community at large. My volunteerism typically comes in the forms of BDSM community support.
I've done my own S.W.O.T. analysis and I know my strengths and weaknesses better than most. Knowing me, liking me, is my gift to myself each and every day. The question is...do you want to know me?
I am very experienced in this lifestyle and enjoy many extreme activities including fire play, needles, knives, electricity and with a very special person, blood. Blood to me is the ultimate in intimacy between two people and I take the letting and using of it quite seriously.
I want a play thing, a stress release, someone who's very being is immersed in the want to serve, but not just serve....serve me. I want someone who learns my ins and outs, my needs and my wants. He craves to know everything of me and desires to find new ways day in and out to please.
Do you have what I need?
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