| Although I am leaving most of my profile intact---please note that I am not seeking. I have met someone who turned my world upside down and hopefully the blood is going to continue rushing into my head for a very long time. ***UPDATE HE IS STILL TURNING MY WORLD UPSIDE DOWN. Yep the blood is still rushing to my head.
I normally respond to all messages--but if you are being a jerk EXPECT no answer or a not very submissive like sarcastic remark.
About me: I am not a newbie. I entered the 'lifestyle' before internet. My journey has been a long one with many twists and turns---I know myself inside out, know what I desire and what I crave. I don't mind a healthy debate because I realize there are MANY gray areas. I like 'logical' discussions however if you are unwilling to look outside of the box---what is the point? I do not consider myself 'a' submissive however I have a submissive personality. I do not 'hate' vanilla. There are so many vanilla things I enjoy doing---like being a real person. Fantasy is fun---however, like a great book at some point you have to close the cover and do other things. I believe that people can live a D/s relationship---however, there must be a connection and chemistry. I have loved in a vanilla setting and still have bent over backwards to 'serve' simply because I loved and WANTED to not because I had a label tacked to my name. If I were to consider a full time relationship---it would be with one who liked to be in control of me once the bedroom door was closed. If he is leaving for work and expecting me to complete a series of tasks before he gets home or expects me to be kneeling with slippers in my mouth on his arrival at home then he is better suited for another. I believe the relationship is 24/7---D/s is a private activity that can not be every second of the day. I refuse to wear a leash in the supermarket!
I am an extremely positive and up beat person. I am not religious but believe life itself can be heaven or hell and it's my choice which way I am going to live. Life has tossed me plenty of curve balls---however I refuse to become bitter. I appreciate the hurdles, it's truly rewarding to jump over them and continue onwards. I think those hurdles have enabled me to be a better person and have gained empathy because of it. My hurdles have allowed me a desire to give back to those who are having trouble getting over the hurdles that live sets in front of them.
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