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2/27/2010 3:50:48 AM |
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Man up for goodness sake! and that's my polite way of saying it... blah.. bunch of whinersyou get out of it what you put inMan up for goodness sake! and that's my polite way of saying it... blah.. bunch of whine
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2/13/2010 12:32:54 PM |
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I'm in a relationship that is on the outside poly, and yet really, in truth, is for the most part monogamous. I have an amazing boi who is many other things to me and my plate is full.I'm in a relationship that is on the outside poly, and yet really, in truth, is for the most p
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2/12/2009 12:51:18 PM |
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Sometimes.. I so hate online bdsm and everything that has come from it.. I liked my leather life before the internet...blahSometimes.. I so hate online bdsm and everything that has come from it.. I liked my leather li
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2/11/2009 4:32:04 AM |
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There are some days when I think that I have so much gratitude for the inventor of the french press that I might even consider giving him a blowjob.Today is one of those days -- my coffee never tasted so amazing...There are some days when I think that I have so much gratitude for the inventor of the french
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2/9/2009 10:45:28 AM |
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DO is in full swing... I just registered...Collarme.com - The Largest BDSM Community on the Planet
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2/4/2009 3:17:30 PM |
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Dark Odyssey?I know there are more than 700 people registered... not my size event, but I'm going on Saturday -- there are a few classes I want to take inanyone going? ------------------------------as an aside... I never learn. People don't change.Dark Odyssey?I know there are more than 700 people registered... not my size event, but I'm go
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2/4/2009 2:25:12 PM |
I got a new helmet today.. oh and a new jacket... what a great weekend it was... it was over 60 both days.. .nice long rides... life is good
and now once I am willing to drop another $200 on motorcycle stuff - Black dahlia scorpion fullface helmet
I got a new helmet today.. oh and a new jacket... what a great weekend it was... it was over 6
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2/4/2009 2:18:29 AM |
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odd dreams last night, not disturbing just very strangeodd dreams last night, not disturbing just very str
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1/30/2009 4:14:16 PM |
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Be Revolutionarysay yes and mean itdon't give upsay no and mean itthink positivelytake a risk, everydayknow that love will always be in your lifedon't just think positivelyBE positivefake it all till you make itBe Revolutionarysay yes and mean itdon't give upsay no and mean itthink positivelytake a risk,
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1/30/2009 12:35:33 PM |
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Ahh... I have an amazing appreciation for sissy maids... I didn't, in fact, didn't understand for the longest time and wasn't interested. A long time ago, a wonderful person taught me a lot about sissy maids and I gained an appreciation for them.Appreciation, admiration and a smile -- but I am sorry, its not something I need in my life. Ahh... I have an amazing appreciation for sissy maids... I didn't, in fact, didn't understand
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1/29/2009 7:26:39 AM |
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No, really.. I mean it when I say no thank you... its about as polite as I can be sometimes...No, really.. I mean it when I say no thank you... its about as polite as I
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1/26/2009 11:24:03 AM |
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two fun thingsI heard: please Ma'am, gently, PLEASE... I said: Now, where's the fun in thatI saw: such a beautiful look of resignation and surrenderI smiled--------------------------------I said: Can you manage 8 tomorrow night?He said: (and I expected this) Men, women or bothI said: both, and a goat, but you'll have to pay the goat -- bring bearer bondstwo fun thingsI heard: please Ma'am, gently, PLEASE... I said: Now, where's the fun in t
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1/22/2009 11:30:59 AM |
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Note: effective immediately -- if you don't know the difference between dominant and dominate -- I won't respond.Dominate = verbDominant = nounalthough context is always important.. but in the end, its just not that complicated, and if you can't get it right, I'm not going to bother I am dominant.I want to dominate you.I am a dominant woman. (adjective)and yes, all you sexual intellectuals who have taken the time to point it out to me.. dominant is also an adjective -- note I said that context is important... Note: effective immediately -- if you don't know the difference between dominant and dominate
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1/22/2009 10:36:24 AM |
a paraphrase of parts of an ad once placed on Craig's list...it was placed with someone in my life at the time, so don't be put off by the 'we' ... it doesn't exist in that form any more...
This isn’t a quick sex ad. I am looking for the right man to share sex and/or BDSM fun.
Relationships: I consider myself slightly polyamorous but will eventually, when the time is right, consider myself emotionally monogamous to one (committed to each other and occasionally playing with others - together and separately). not expecting to ‘fall in love’ or to find a long-term monogamous situation but also not ruling anything out. On the flipside, this is not a quick sex ad--long term fun is a plus. We will meet in a public place (coffee or a cocktail, even the Crucible) first to discuss goals, desires and events, and to determine if everyone is interested in investing, and developing more.
Physically: We do not expect perfection, but normal height/weight ratio is desirable. Muscles are very good; not talking gym rat, but strong. We enjoy rugged, so you don't have to shave for us. We would like you to be intelligent, educated and curious, but that's all in the eye of the beholder. These attributes are desirable, but negotiable.
Sexually: We want you to be open-minded and relaxed. We consider ourselves somewhere between lesbian and bisexual. We would describe you as straight or bisexual. Knowledge, interest, or curiosity of BDSM is a plus, but not necessary. It is all about happy healthy fun. That being said, safe sex is a must (condoms AND gloves).
Age: We are 48 (although we don’t particularly act it). We would like you to be somewhere between 35 and 52; numbers are not as important as attitude.
A little more about us---One of us is feminine (femme) and the other is butch. The femme is in charge, PERIOD. She is aptly described in the Cake song, “Short Skirt and a Long Jacket.” In a nutshell, she is active, professional, smart and fun. Standing 5’6” (without high heels), 165 pounds, she has short blonde hair, striking ice blue eyes; with an award winning smile.
When not cruising Craigslist or similar places, we like to ride motorcycles ;we enjoy all aspects of the leather and BDSM community, love to go out and dance, cook, travel, laugh; the femme always has her nose buried in a book or crossword puzzle and the butch can be found skiing. We enjoy life together and apart; and try not to waste any time. We will be happy to answer any questions; we would be much happier to meet in person and have a stimulating conversation, but are happy to start with email. Your CURRENT regular old boring non sexual picture gets ours.
Cops, Firefighters, Military and/or Bikers are a bonus!
We would prefer to find a friend with benefits than someone seeking a quick experience. We want to take the time to develop something of value. a paraphrase of parts of an ad once placed on Craig's list...it was placed with someone in my
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1/19/2009 7:51:27 AM |
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Erotic Heritage Museum, Las Vegas... great fun, well worth a stopErotic Heritage Museum, Las Vegas... great fun, wel
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1/9/2009 4:22:30 PM |
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If you ride ... or love animals...check this outhttp://www.rescueink.org/If you ride ... or love animals...check this outhtt
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1/8/2009 2:00:15 PM |
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It is amazing -- perspective the colorful tapestry of lifethis has started (over the weekend) to be a good weekand by Saturday night, I will be in Vegas *heh*It is amazing -- perspective the colorful tapestry of lifethis has started (over the weekend)
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1/8/2009 11:55:07 AM |
from last February... my journal here
2/28/2008 9:17:46 AMAdd Comment--> [Report Entry]
Here are some of the reasons I might look at your profile if you're male:you're cute (uh huh cute)you have a motorcyclemaybe I like your inksomething looked interestingI liked something you saidcool shoes (oh yeah)Here are some of the reasons I might look at your profile if you're female:you're cute (have nice boobs or something similar)cool shoes cool clothesmaybe I like your ink, tooI want to see if I'm fatter than you *wink*
2/28/2008 8:53:07 AMAdd Comment--> [Report Entry]
Here's how you get noticed by me: you show you've read my profile; you write a comprehensible and relatively error-free email with more than one line; you don't do any cyber kneeling or fake submission in it; you're articulate and tell me about yourself; you attach a picture; and you're clear about what you seek.I haven't stopped answering the one liners and obvious mismatches yet, but I may soon. Its getting tedious.
from last February... my journal here
2/28/2008 9:17:46 AMAdd Comment-->&
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1/6/2009 6:51:31 AM |
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I'm confused (what's new? often happens on CM for me) -- why would you present yourself as Master Domly Dom here and put up a picture with a ball gag hanging around your neck?maybe its just me... *smirk* I'm confused (what's new? often happens on CM for me) -- why would you present yourself as Mas
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1/3/2009 12:53:19 PM |
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Do us both a favor and don't contact me if you're going to act like a ten year old little princess of a girl when you don't get what you want, ok?*smirk*amazing the way adults act... Do us both a favor and don't contact me if you're going to act like a ten year old little prin
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12/30/2008 2:48:07 AM |
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Experience, or even the lack of it, becomes fairly obvious in email.In person, its completely obvious.Experience, or even the lack of it, becomes fairly obvious in email.In person, its completely
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12/18/2008 9:57:25 AM |
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Why on earth do I do this to myself?Its time for you to let me go... I've tried to let you go... you should let up on me... ok?I do love you, you're so very important to me, but that's not enough and you know it.Why on earth do I do this to myself?Its time for you to let me go... I've tried to let you go.
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12/14/2008 12:32:51 PM |
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If you have four, why do you need more? Can you really be meeting the needs of the four you already have if you're looking for more?There is something wrong with having four already and still not getting your needs met.If you have four, why do you need more? Can you really be meeting the needs
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12/14/2008 11:11:25 AM |
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You know.. I like you a lot.. I think we'd be great friends.But ultimately, you make commitments and don't bother to follow through. To me, that's flaky.Ultimately, I try not to make them if I can't follow through -- I'm not perfect, but I try.*sigh*You know.. I like you a lot.. I think we'd be great friends.But ultimately, you make commitmen
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12/9/2008 11:19:42 AM |
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By far, the thing that's put me off, more often than not -- is men who push. I'm not interested. It means the following to me: you're desparate, never nice; you're all about your own agenda, not me; and in the end, you'll try to top from the bottom.Push, and no, I'm NOT at all interested. Its the easiest way to get me to say, no thanks, not interested.If you don't have the patience to allow me the time to read, digest, reread and respond.. or whatever.. then don't bother, ok? I take my time.By far, the thing that's put me off, more often than not -- is men who push. I'm not int
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12/7/2008 1:42:48 PM |
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I look at a lot of male profiles, regardless of orientation....why so many nasty nonsmiling pictures... sheesh.. I am going to guess that most woman are interested in someone who smiles... I look at a lot of male profiles, regardless of orientation....why so many nasty nonsmiling pi
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12/5/2008 8:15:14 AM |
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Here's what I need:a really intense and connected situation with someone willing to submit to me.. not necessarily someone submissive.. but willing to give it up to me...its really been awhile, I'm realizing...I'm hungry... I need to get Distraction over here... although, while he's fun, he's not quite what I'm looking for at this moment... to add -- it seems more than one person decided this was an invitation for some kind of no strings romp... uhm nope -- read my profile, its not meHere's what I need:a really intense and connected situation with someone willing to submit to
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11/27/2008 7:26:21 AM |
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I have a friend who often says: 'I need a stiff drink and a masseusse.'that's me today, I'll forgo the drink for many reasons.. but I need the masseusse (masseuse?)I have a friend who often says: 'I need a stiff drink and a masseusse.'that's me today, I'll f
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11/22/2008 12:57:50 PM |
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from a profile 'strong manly men at their feet servicing their every desire'oh yes.. please. I'd like thatfrom a profile 'strong manly men at their feet servicing their every desire'oh yes.. please. I
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11/18/2008 12:33:46 PM |
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Please don't send me a friend request unless you ARE actually a friend of mine -- that has several definitions, but you'll know if you are.I think its amusing when I get a request from someone I haven't even exchanged a nod with.Please don't send me a friend request unless you ARE actually a friend of mine -- that has sev
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11/7/2008 3:55:51 PM |
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so.. two different people who viewed my profile, two different countries.. approximately 10 years difference in age...same picture... interesting... so.. two different people who viewed my profile, two different countries.. approximately 10 ye
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11/2/2008 8:50:45 AM |
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whoo!one more time with that reminder to self:STAY OUT of the gorean forums... just stay away... whoo!one more time with that reminder to self:STAY OUT of the gorean forums... just stay away.
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10/31/2008 1:34:31 PM |
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ARGH!Don't .. just don't call yourself a slave with no experience, ok? But, if you wish to do that, don't contact me... ok?Its not my thing, and I really don't care to educate you on what slave means -- its a lifetime of learning.Your fantasies may lead you somewhere, but my reality will slap you in the face and make you think otherwise.Got it?ARGH!Don't .. just don't call yourself a slave with no experience, ok? But, if you wish
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10/21/2008 7:18:42 PM |
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Distraction was over tonight -- he distracted me, among other things. I enjoyed the evening.Distraction was over tonight -- he distracted me, among other things. I enjoyed the even
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10/10/2008 7:41:35 AM |
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Ok... HP or whoever -- I've had enough today -- ok? No more please... pleaseOk... HP or whoever -- I've had enough today -- ok? No more please...
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10/10/2008 5:17:47 AM |
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I find people's ideas of sexual orientation (note the use of the word orientation, not preference), amusing. I so wish things were all that black and white but they are not. Its too bad people can't allow for the color variations in their lives. And, yes, I realize I confuse people; if you let go of your binary notions of sexuality -- imagine the possibilities.People often ask me, so I'll put it here: I define my orientation not in terms of who I will play or have sex with, but in terms of who I am most likely to become romantically involved with. I am too old and smart to use the word never, but I know what the probabilities are for me.All that said, my world is amazingly full of color, shade, and tone.Wish I could enjoy it right now. I find people's ideas of sexual orientation (note the use of the word orientation, not prefere
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9/7/2008 8:15:05 AM |
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FYI, for anyone who cares -- *grin* -- I am busy busy... work keeps me that way this time of year (think hurricanes). I'm working most of the time and if I get a chance to look in here, its really quick. Apologies if I don't get back to you right away. My guess is, because this has been going on for the last two weeks, its likely to continue for quite a few more. I get one day off in seven and I don't use the computer much when I am away from it.FYI, for anyone who cares -- *grin* -- I am busy busy... work keeps me that way this time of y
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8/28/2008 5:25:41 AM |
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This is my favorite of all time from a profile...organism denialheh... yeah, don't want none them there things... wait, I just reread, it was 'forced organisms'This is my favorite of all time from a profile...organism denialheh... yeah, don't want none t
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8/26/2008 12:50:09 PM |
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And, we have fish!We are both five today.I think the best part was me holding them carefully on the back of the bike. We had so many people smile and wave.And, we have fish!We are both five today.I think the best part was me holding them carefully o
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8/26/2008 2:26:36 AM |
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And the planets continue to align for me. I got to go out dancing last night! That makes me one happy woman! It was great fun, the music not so good, although eventually it improved. I'm just an old biker chick so no one plays enough AC/DC, GnR, or Aerosmith for me.It was slut night at the local dyke bar and I did my best to keep up my end. From the nods I got, I did ok. The boi certainly approved as did D.Great night, felt normal again -- and then we ended it the only way a night like that should end, Bob&Ediths for an omelet. Its a nice morning, in that its quiet. I'm going to read and later wakeup the sleeping beauty boi.No sun today, howeverAnd the planets continue to align for me. I got to go out dancing last night! That makes
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8/25/2008 5:25:30 AM |
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I've been reading like a fiend lately -- and I used to do that many years ago, then I stopped for a long time. I'd pick up a good book now and then, but not the constant two going at the same time. I'm back to that. It makes me immensely happy and it really is a step into the balanced state I like. When I went to a shrink (oh so many years ago now) she told me its a sign of good mental health and taking time for yourself.So, I'm reading The Girls by Lori Lansens. I would never have picked it up but a friend recommended it and frankly, regardless of subject matter - if its well written, I'm happy.I can't put it down. Its the story of cojoined twins. Its fiction. Its great.I've been reading like a fiend lately -- and I used to do that many years ago, then I stopped
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8/25/2008 5:01:00 AM |
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Its official, probably because I bought an airline ticket... *grin*I will be presenting at Rio Grande Leather in Albuquerque in October. I love that event and I have such wonderful people there that I adore.Its official, probably because I bought an airline ticket... *grin*I will be presenting at Rio
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8/24/2008 1:31:46 PM |
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...skin hunger...Collarme.com - The Largest BDSM Community on the Planet
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8/23/2008 1:25:59 PM |
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Balance is so important to me. Its been lacking in my life for the last six months, perhaps more. I've been working on it for the last month. I made a decision over the weekend, put it into motion on Monday, and did my part tonight. Now, if the other party does her part, it will be one more step into that balance I crave.All is well tonight. Its a never ending thing though, maintaining balance in my life. I look forward to that place where it was effortless.Balance is so important to me. Its been lacking in my life for the last six months, perh
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8/21/2008 10:59:23 AM |
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Distraction came over today and took me riding, to lunch and more riding. We watched the planes take off. We bought a few things -- I wanted him to have his own while with me. I like to do that in a relationship -- dedicate toys to that person. It was a great day. He's in a weird place though.Life goes on Distraction came over today and took me riding, to lunch and more riding. We watched the
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8/20/2008 1:01:07 PM |
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ok, its less that life sucks and more that things are so up and down, I hate itThis weekend... friday night was a mix spending good time with a dear and old friend, then her sister joined us and then the boi showed up when we'd retired to Bob&Edith's Diner for omelets at 11pm.Saturday - lots of conversation, lots of morning fun stuff and off to Augustoberfest in Hagerstown. That is Oktoberfest in August. No interstates to get there -- nice day for a bike ride and the festival was way too much fun. I bought a goofy hate and some jewelry. The boi took the card of the jewelry maker as my birthday and Christmas are coming.The Crucible last night -- used a lot of green shrink/saran wrap and wrapped the boi up and played with her a bit. Not a first for me, but a first for us together. Almost three years and yet, I'm certain there are more firsts.Today -- the boi ran errands, I did house stuff and then we went off to shop and do the hard stuff. Home with new monkey things for the monkey bathroom, the digital converter for the TV, and more fish tank stuff.Pork chops, crook neck squash from a friends garden and freshly made by me, peach and pineapple salsa on the menu.The boi has set up the fish tank. Next weekend FISH... ok, its less that life sucks and more that things are so up and down, I hate itThis weekend...
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8/16/2008 12:31:20 PM |
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life sucksCollarme.com - The Largest BDSM Community on the Planet
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8/16/2008 3:04:53 AM |
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The profiles I love the most are the ones with the long list of things that scammers, fakes, liars, psychos, and etc should do. In addition, I enjoy when people say they don't want them.Bring 'em on -- I mean, if I haven't said NO to them specifically, I want them right? And, in the end, if I had said no, or stay away from me -- they'd do that, right?On another note, I've made a step in the forward direction on a project* with Distraction. I hate setting stuff like this up but the end result, which I won't get into, will be fun for both of us. I do wonder however when he mentions things does he realize if I like it, I'll go for it? I think when reality meets fantasy, it can go in many directions and some less positive than others.*project in this context always means some complicated scene or sexual thing where I have to involve someone elseThe profiles I love the most are the ones with the long list of things that scammers, fakes, l
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8/15/2008 2:24:44 AM |
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my horoscope for todayYou love to communicate and discuss ideas with other people. Your ideas are fair and impartial, especially when it comes to other people--the social scene. You are at your mental best when you are communicating with others today. Your professional life gets a boost at this time. A kind of mystical quality at the emotional and instinctive levels can be seen. Dreams and illusions, forgiveness and understanding human frailties are the things that arouse deep feelings. The past and the future intermix and destroy barriers between people. Coming to grips with the past or getting in touch with the mystical and the spiritual give a sense of satisfaction and completeness now. Luck is with you all day long; reach for the stars. A great trip is in the forecast. my horoscope for todayYou love to communicate and discuss ideas with other people. Your ideas
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8/6/2008 5:06:40 AM |
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I went to the Crucible last night with previous distraction. We had a marvelous time -- it may have been about the third or fourth time in my life that I went out to a play party and didn't play. We spent the evening in one of the best spots in the space to watch everything. We pointed things out to each other, talked about what we were enjoying or not. There was so much good and DIVERSE play going on -- usually there really isn't that much going on. I ran into a few friends, which was nice, although none of the out of towners I thought I might see due to the M/s conference. I suppose I should have gone for a day pass yesterday but I just wasn't all that interested. I had one of the nicest evenings I've had in awhile. We ended it at my favorite local gay bar -- him with a chicken sandwich and me with a glass of wine.On another note, I've worked really hard this weekend at letting go of fear, insecurity and catastrophizing -- I think its working.I went to the Crucible last night with previous distraction. We had a marvelous time --
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8/1/2008 9:39:47 AM |
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Note to self:stay out of the Goreans' forumsSTAY OUT of the Goreans' forumsSTAY OUT OF THE GOREANS' FORUMS!Note to self:stay out of the Goreans' forumsSTAY OUT of the Goreans' forumsSTAY OUT OF THE GOR
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8/1/2008 2:14:28 AM |
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I'm feeling a bit Evilene* this morning... just this song running through my head -- a friend called and I picked up the phone and said 'no bad news or I can't speak to you today'When I wake up in the afternoonWhich it pleases me to doDon't nobody bring me no bad news'Cause I wake up already negativeAnd I've wired up my fuseSo don't nobody bring me no bad newsIf we're going to be buddiesBetter bone up on the rules'Cause don't nobody bring me no bad newsYou can be my best of friendsAs opposed to payin' duesBut don't nobody bring me no bad newsNo bad newsNo bad newsDon't you ever bring me no bad news'Cause I'll make you an offer, childThat you cannot refuseSo don't nobody bring me no bad newsWhen you're talking to meDon't be cryin' the blues'Cause don't nobody bring me no bad newsYou can verbalize and vocalizeBut just bring me the cluesBut don't nobody bring me no bad newsBring some message in your headOr in something you can't loseBut don't you ever bring me no bad newsIf you're gonna bring me somethingBring me, something I can useBut don't you bring me no bad news* don't look it up, tell me where its fromI'm feeling a bit Evilene* this morning... just this song running through my head -- a friend
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7/31/2008 5:03:21 AM |
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Life changes on a dime -- you likely won't hear from me this week. My best friend's daughter (and hence my best friend) is in crisis. Life changes on a dime -- you likely won't hear from me this week. My best friend's daug
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7/26/2008 10:21:44 AM |
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Annapolis Munch Party this weekend?Collarme.com - The Largest BDSM Community on the Planet
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7/24/2008 3:46:39 PM |
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'It's the baboon. This is a nice household.' --- Sherlock Holmes'It's the baboon. This is a nice household.' --- Sherlock Holme
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7/23/2008 8:35:15 AM |
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bloodCollarme.com - The Largest BDSM Community on the Planet
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7/20/2008 9:50:57 AM |
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a piece of poetry I reread today -- I thought I'd repost too... I'm very fond of the last line I like things my way every chance I get. A limit doesn't exist when it comes to that. But please, don't confuse what I say with honesty. Isn't honesty the open yawn the unimaginative love more than truth? Anonymous among strangers I look for those with hidden wings, and for scars that those who once had wings can't hide. Though I know it's unfair, I reveal myself one mask at a time. Does this appeal to you, such slow disclosures, a lifetime perhaps of almost knowing one another? I would hope you, too, would hold something back, and that you'd always want whatever unequal share you had style enough to get. Altruism is for those who can't endure their desires. There's a world as ambiguous as a moan, a pleasure moan our earnest neighbors might think a crime. It's where we could live. I'll say I love you, which will lead, of course, to disappointment, but those words unsaidpoison every next moment. I will try to disappoint you better than anyone ever has. --Stephen Dunn a piece of poetry I reread today -- I thought I'd repost too... I'm very fond of the last line
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7/19/2008 9:38:06 AM |
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I think we spent way too much time in Tennessee -- but we did. I am editing as I skipped over some stuff -- we did go to Memphis and had ribs at the Rendezvous -- we don't like pork ribs. I think we were spoiled with all the great brisket we had in various parts of Texas. the rest of that day:We spent the first day uneventful and called it early (for us) at around 5pm. We checked into an expensive (for us) room in a town who's name escapes me now -- but the Casey Jones Museum is there -- and any number of other things that were just NOT for us. We tried to do something in the 'historic' part of town but it was all shut up. We came back, had room service and luxuriated in the bed. I put the boi's lights out that night, I do remember that.The next day was my Civil War day.. I got to tour Parkers Crossroads although I didn't spend too much time there. The next stop was all I had looked forward to this trip.I got to spend about three hours at Carnton Plantation in Franklin -- look it up, or better yet read the book 'Widow of the South'. I don't think I've ever been at a plantation before and not inside the house. It was really interesting and the history of that place and the Lady of the house is amazing. I walked slowly through the cemetary (the big deal there now) on my way out and stopped here and there. I'm not quite sure how you can be respectful when you do that -- I did my best.We never did get to Knoxville, in fact, we avoided it all together. We were not getting there on time as it was so we just bagged it.The next day -- the dragon's tail ... again, check out Deal's Gap if you need to know what it is. It was all it was supposed to be and while I loved the ride, I had an amazing swim in a creek with the boi, just the two of us to cap off the ride. It was wonderful! Beautiful country. We stayed in Asheville that night -- bad weather or we would have gone further.Slow and long day home -- most of it on the Blue Ridge Parkway -- we did the bulk of it in NC as we have done lots of it in Virginia. I think we spent way too much time in Tennessee -- but we did. I am editing as I skipped
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7/19/2008 6:20:51 AM |
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Back, but certainly not happy to be home... details on the balance of the trip later...Back, but certainly not happy to be home... details on the balance of the t
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7/14/2008 5:21:14 PM |
Where did I leave you last? We left Dallas.. had a grand time at the Dallas Eagle, the night before we left.. saw some wonderful friends.. and made a wonderful new one.. Mike.. who does a priest thing.. I suggested that Sister Fister would love to spend some time with him.. now we just need a victim.. oh, wait I mean play partner..
We spent our last night in North TX last night.. and ended up in Arkansas within minutes of leaving this morning.. we did back roads through the Ouchita Mountains as planned... spent some time in Hot Springs.. I had forgotten what a fun town that is... a lovely old spa town -- did the mountain road, bike overheated so we were forced to stop for cocktail hour -- such a shame -- more back roads and we're now in some very small town (one stop light they say) east of Little Rock... both of us too tired to think.Tomorrow is Tennessee.. with the hope of getting to Knoxville for an evening celebrating a friend's birthday at a drag show.. on the way we must stop in Memphis for ribs.. and then I get to do my Civil War thing in FRanklin.. I'm beyond excited about that.. I just can't wait.. I'm beside myself Where did I leave you last? We left Dallas.. had a grand time at the Dallas Eagle, the n
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7/11/2008 3:41:51 AM |
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New Orleans was hot but fun. The event went off well considering it was relatively new. One of the highlights was dinner sunday night with people I love -- as they say, priceless. For the most part these days, that's what I live for at events -- sunday dinner.I was very disappointed in New Orleans, not what I remember. It must be because I was younger the many times I was there. Too many drunk people 24/7.Made it too Houston last night, hooked up with the boi's good friend who moved here last year -- and went to a Gentleman's club. I believe the boi thought we were going to some place a little higher end than Hooters. It was a strip club. I'll admit, I really didn't care that much about going but in the end had a good time -- much to my surprise.We leave for Dallas today, after breakfast/brunch with friends and some tooling around the city here. Another highlight of NOLA was meeting the amazing Miss Gulf Coast Leather who lives in Dallas. We had a great chat with her and even though she didn't win, I found her really wonderful. Anyway, she's created an impromptu dyke night at the Dallas Eagle for us on Wednesday-- I will get to see many friends and I'm looking forward to it. Yeah. New Orleans was hot but fun. The event went off well considering it was relatively new.&
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7/7/2008 10:44:52 AM |
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New Orleans.. this morning, around 1am... enjoyed watching the Vieux Carre from the motorcycle as the boi navigated. I don't think she expected what she ended up seeing.Things at the hotel not so great but today went well -- worked registration and anything else that needed to be done. Walked around the quarter during lunch, dragged the boi into Marie LaVeau's .. thought she should see it... *grin* bought something for my playroom.New Orleans.. this morning, around 1am... enjoyed watching the Vieux Carre from the motorcycle
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7/5/2008 4:36:27 PM |
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Safe in SC ... although we lost one of us to bike problems; luckily we hadn't left my house yet. The problem was diagnosed eventually (we continued on though) as a real problem to the tune of $900, and fixed next week.sooo.... she bought a Buell this afternoon... she'll be a day behind usSafe in SC ... although we lost one of us to bike problems; luckily we hadn't left my house ye
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7/3/2008 12:15:12 PM |
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The road trip begins wednesday morning...first stop on the way to NoLA ... Nola for 4 days...HoustonDallasOuchita Mountains (I can't wait)Tennessee, including several Civil War stops for methe dragon's tail -- .. heh.. that one is a highlightand back home.. two weeks+ on the bikeI just can't stand it! It won't come soon enoughThe road trip begins wednesday morning...first stop on the way to NoLA ... Nola for 4 days...H
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7/1/2008 2:14:49 AM |
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Who is going to the Annapolis munch party?Collarme.com - The Largest BDSM Community on the Planet
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6/30/2008 6:16:08 AM |
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I cut a dozen and a half roses this morning. They smell amazing.I am the lucky one.I cut a dozen and a half roses this morning. They smell amazing.I am
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6/27/2008 6:56:07 AM |
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ugharghblahCollarme.com - The Largest BDSM Community on the Planet
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6/24/2008 2:07:26 PM |
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Crucible tonight, anyone?Collarme.com - The Largest BDSM Community on the Planet
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6/21/2008 6:33:58 AM |
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Once more,don't wait for me to askI prefer to be courtedOnce more,don't wait for me to askI prefer to be co
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6/20/2008 1:24:12 PM |
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BR meeting, see you there?Collarme.com - The Largest BDSM Community on the Planet
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6/19/2008 2:51:15 PM |
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I'm a bit swamped, very stressed... so understand please.. I'm not ignoring youI'm a bit swamped, very stressed... so understand please.. I'm not ignoring
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6/13/2008 4:39:45 PM |
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kinky in helsinkiif you know this reference, let me knowkinky in helsinkiif you know this reference, let me
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6/11/2008 1:28:57 PM |
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Those that know me well know that I visit my very ancient mother regularly. Its a chore, I don't care too much for it, but she won't be around forever. The last time I was at her house, I received, after much cajoling, her travel journals. They are ... oh, I have no words for the joy they have brought me. I'm going to ask some questions and then transcribe them, I believe. They are appropriate to discuss today as they give me another glimpse of my father.Pork roast --- very heavily marinated and beautifully executed; with cabbage -- and a pecan/pistachio pie in the over by special request. These were to be Monday, but I changed my mind; I wanted the boi and my occasional roomate and play partner to enjoy them. Those that know me well know that I visit my very ancient mother regularly. Its a chore,
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6/6/2008 11:12:31 AM |
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Amusing thought for the day:I am likely to end up in Columbus, OH for a week for work.interestingAmusing thought for the day:I am likely to end up in Columbus, OH for a week for work.interest
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6/5/2008 3:26:06 PM |
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a good day... cleaned the house, went to see KungFu Panda (excellent), grocery store, made a wonderful dinner, grocery store againand now I'm kicking back... a bit... but I have to say one thing, if you're a bottom, a boi, a slave, a submissive or service type person -- if you can't take proper care of yourself, you can't take care of me.a good day... cleaned the house, went to see KungFu Panda (excellent), grocery store, made a w
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6/2/2008 6:25:34 AM |
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As I make yet another loan... I am reminded that you, yes, you should know about this site... I lend only to women in Africa (for my own reasons) but you might find someone who can use $25 of yours... go for ithttp://www.kiva.orgAs I make yet another loan... I am reminded that you, yes, you should know about this site...
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5/31/2008 8:38:56 PM |
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Its becoming clear to me that its possible I'm not as strong as I think and that I may not be cut out for the poly that I'd like.Its becoming clear to me that its possible I'm not as strong as I think and that I may not be
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5/31/2008 8:58:35 AM |
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Observations from the Streets of DCI saw a pair of eyeballs on the crosswalk as I was crossing Pennsylvania Avenue this morning.Yes, eyeballs, little glass (or plastic) ones -- I wonder who lost them and who is crying over them------------Cute Goth boys -- you need to wear shorts and no black coats, its HOT here, bet you're sweaty!Observations from the Streets of DCI saw a pair of eyeballs on the crosswalk as I was crossing
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5/29/2008 8:00:12 AM |
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I have the most amazing batch of chili going on in my crock pot -- I started it at about 7am. Who's coming for dinner?I have the most amazing batch of chili going on in my crock pot -- I started it at about 7am.&
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5/25/2008 10:48:48 AM |
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I know well that I am blessed. I saw not one, but two manatees this morning. What an amazing blessing that was. I did thank the universe for that one. I need to do that more often.I know well that I am blessed. I saw not one, but two manatees this morning. What
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5/24/2008 1:34:08 AM |
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I'm not likely to send you a message; I do respond.Collarme.com - The Largest BDSM Community on the Planet
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5/22/2008 2:07:12 AM |
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I'm going snorkeling, in about 15 minutes. I can't wait.I'm going snorkeling, in about 15 minutes. I
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5/13/2008 3:36:32 AM |
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Too much theory and philosophy -- when did this all happen? I think about twelve years ago I was guilty of promoting it. Thank the goddess I've come to my senses.More sex and play, please.Too much theory and philosophy -- when did this all happen? I think about twelve years a
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5/12/2008 9:59:08 AM |
I do love that boi 'o mine -- she sent me this today -
Apples and Wine
Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right person to come along, the one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.
Now Men.... Men are like a fine wine. They begin as grapes, and it's up to women to stomp the shit out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with.
I do love that boi 'o mine -- she sent me this today -
Apples and Wine
Women are li
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5/12/2008 6:26:19 AM |
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Oh my god!no, really -- no you are not that interesting, amazing or uniqueat least beyond about 20 seconds, ok? please get over yourself... at least you gave me a good laughOh my god!no, really -- no you are not that interesting, amazing or uniqueat least beyond abou
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5/11/2008 5:27:50 AM |
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Here are some things that cause me to say 'no thanks':sending me your phone number unsolicitedincessant messagesmessages telling me what to do to yousending me naked pictures (the only time I want you naked is in person)wimps or overly agressive menanything that makes me think twiceimpatienceattempts to rush mehard limits of yours that are joys to meyou - married Here are some things that cause me to say 'no thanks':sending me your phone number unsolicited
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5/9/2008 12:35:48 AM |
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follow throughstep upbe consistentdo what you say you're going to dobe true to your wordlive your truthit seems fairly simple to me, why isn't it to others?follow throughstep upbe consistentdo what you say you're going to dobe true to your wordlive y
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5/8/2008 2:08:54 PM |
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What a day -- a friend attempted suicide. Spent a good part of the day at the hospital with him and my boi.An ex boi is now in the middle of a breakup of her long term.. a long long term... she called this morning and said, I'm ready for that conversation. We talked a lot in the morning while I was on the way to the hospital, but I haven't heard back.I'm having a bit of -- turmoil? perhaps that's too strong. I feel sad for my friends, particularly because there is little I can do.I've had a hot bath and now, I'm just numb.What a day -- a friend attempted suicide. Spent a good part of the day at the hospital w
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5/2/2008 9:26:43 AM |
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I bought a set of matched floggers this weekend. I do NOT need anymore floggers and yet... I just had to have them. I'm a pretty good two handed flogger, not a fancy ass florentine type, but I can hold my own. I need to practice more though.I bought several other things and plunked down some cash for some new custom PVC stuff -- I do NOT need more pvc either. I bought a set of matched floggers this weekend. I do NOT need anymore floggers and yet.
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5/2/2008 6:58:10 AM |
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Its amazing how quickly things change with one phone call, a few text messages and many more phone calls.Something previously lost is now found. Life is, indeed, good.Its amazing how quickly things change with one phone call, a few text messages and many more p
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4/27/2008 1:11:01 PM |
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Life is good.. off to Kinko de Mayo in Cleveland tomorrow -- and I just got some amazingly good news that takes away a lot of stress in my life.Life is good.. off to Kinko de Mayo in Cleveland tomorrow -- and I just got some amazingly goo
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4/26/2008 2:15:57 AM |
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I had such weird things happen this morning.I won't go into details but it was an interesting ride on the train into work, and then down the stairs -- wow.The two great things that happened were, as I was coming up from the train I realized that I felt better than I had in days -- mentally -- I'm guessing its the fact that is was actually sunny this morning. Weather has such an impact on my state of mind.The second great thing was the guy playing banjo polka -- yes on the banjo this morning. I had no money to give him but I gave him a big smile. He was GREAT!I had such weird things happen this morning.I won't go into details but it was an interesting
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4/25/2008 9:42:00 AM |
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I really don't contact many on this site. I do look at profiles and I might make a comment; it really depends on what I'm looking at.Consider the comment a smile across the room, you can return it -- or cross the distance and come talk to me. I think I said it in February in my journal, just because I look doesn't mean I want to bed you.I really don't contact many on this site. I do look at profiles and I might make a comme
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4/24/2008 11:39:19 AM |
Here is your word for the day -- watch out for it, even in yourself.. its a hard and TALL place to fall from and you, yes, you will fall *grin* I'm sure of it.hu·bris
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4/21/2008 3:26:57 PM |
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If you ride, just for you... the boi just called -- she said a guy invited her over to his bike to feel the back seat. He's got a silver bullet imbedded in it. That's hot.. I like the vibrator in the princess seat. *grin*If you ride, just for you... the boi just called -- she said a guy invited her over to his bik
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4/19/2008 8:36:52 AM |
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If you're not prepared to follow through, please don't waste my time.thanksIf you're not prepared to follow through, please do
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4/15/2008 5:37:31 AM |
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Little tip for the players and posers:Don't send me email intended for another, ok? Keep those details straight, you will be able to keep it up a bit longer. I don't quite understand lying when you don't have to. Little tip for the players and posers:Don't send me email intended for another, ok? Keep
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4/14/2008 8:45:51 AM |
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Right... my effort has been expended. I'm done putting it out. Now its your turn.you, yes, youRight... my effort has been expended. I'm done putting it out. Now its your turn.you, ye
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4/10/2008 2:41:06 PM |
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After a great deal of thought, I have come to realize that I need a very strong, sturdy and heavily masochistic play partner.The gym and amazing trainer are paying off and my interest in increasing my level of play has always been there. Now I am completely capable of it.I think of that broken cross two weekends ago as a badge of honor. They thanked me for not breaking anything this Saturday night. *grin*After a great deal of thought, I have come to realize that I need a very strong, sturdy and he
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4/9/2008 4:12:33 PM |
I was born and raised outside of the US. I am a child of American parents, educated in a middle eastern country and then an English boarding school. I came to the US at semi-regular intervals, about every 2.5 years.
Most of my Mother's relatives lived in the NJ area, and so, I only knew THAT of the US until I was 18.
My cousins cooked something called Taylor Pork Roll, do you know it? It comes in a package of either about 8 slices or an unsliced roll.
My cousins taught me to cook it -- if it was sliced, the slices were bigger around and you had to cut them, as they would bow too much if you didn't. If it was a big roll, they were smaller but you had to be careful to slice it.
A pork roll sandwich is the prize in WHITE bread... although you can have it with eggs in the morning.
Does anyone else know about pork roll? Only one company makes it around here (Taylor) and you must make it a special way! (see below)
Its a part of my childhood in America, which was actually not very educational for the most part -- but I made a little pork roll tonight. The boi said 'tastes like fried hot dog' .. I suppose it does, but damn it was a treat for me as a kid.
Fried Pork Roll Madame4a Style
heat butter in a frying pan...
slice pork roll as thinly as possible, or if its sliced, cut a slit to the middle so that it lies flat.
Put slices in hot butter, when you're ready to turn over.. sprinkle liberally (from what I remember at least a teaspoon per slice) with brown sugar and then ketchup. Turn it over.. and mix the sugar and ketchup to make a sauce..
for sandwich (my cousins' prefered eating method) put 4 slices immediately between two slices of white bread...
yum... we ate it without the bread tonight...I was born and raised outside of the US. I am a child of American parents, educated in a
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