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8/18/2009 6:39:17 AM |
Princess, I will not be visiting CM for the next month, or so, for religious reasons. I charge you with keeping track of our tickle-balance during this time, in YOUR journal, just as I do, here in mine. Text me when you read these words so that I know you will comply with my wishes.
Princess, I will not be visiting CM for the next month, or so, for religious reasons.
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8/14/2009 6:51:50 AM |
Princess, it seems as though I have not updated the "tickle-time" clock
in quite some time. I apologize for my oversight. We each have our
obligations to this relationship and, it is possible that my lax
attention to mine has caused your lax attention to yours.
I seek to correct both of these.
Rather than try to remember all of your transgressions that would
increase; and, all of mine that would mitigate, we will start from the
last, and your last transgression.
Current tickle-time is NOW:
2:15
Princess, it seems as though I have not updated the "tickle-time" clock
in quite so
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6/11/2009 12:08:13 AM |
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6/11/2009 12:08:09 AM |
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6/8/2009 6:13:53 PM |
You Make Me Smile - Dave Koz(While you are looking THAT one up, take a listen to the one that was *stuck* in my head, when we last spoke... Too Shy - Kajagoogoo)
You Make Me Smile - Dave Koz(While you are looking THAT one up, take a listen to the one tha
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5/30/2009 4:08:28 PM |
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5/11/2009 2:58:07 PM |
current tickle-time:1:45
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5/2/2009 5:41:30 PM |
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4/28/2009 2:09:22 PM |
Current Tickle Time:({-} = deficit {+} = credit) - :45Tickle Credits may be exchanged for an equal amount of kissing/cuddling time.
Current Tickle Time:({-} = deficit {+} = credit) - :45Tickle Credits may be exchang
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4/25/2009 2:55:35 PM |
Current Tickle-Time:({-} = deficit {+} = credit)- 1:15Tickle-Credits may be cashed in for an equal number of minutes to be spent kissing/cuddling.
Current Tickle-Time:({-} = deficit {+} = credit)- 1:15Tickle-Credits may be cashed in for an
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4/23/2009 10:10:23 PM |
Princess has been better at attending to one aspect of our communications, of late. And this pleases me. A small discussion about timeliness and the possibility that adjusting our scheduled talk time would lead to less disappointment, and we seem to be on a much improved track. Like any caring Dom, I believe that praise and berating should be meted out in equal measure, when warranted. In this case, praise is due. Continue what we have, Princess, and build for the future, right?More personal setbacks, lately, but I fully intend to keep my word on my first visit, and our first face-to-face. Remember what we discussed about our first meeting, Princess. The how is equally as important as the fact of the meeting. Safety, first. We each have something to protect, and I believe my process will go far towards protecting your person, and my liability.We will review, in depth, as the time draws nearer.
Princess has been better at attending to one aspect of our communications, of late. And
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4/2/2009 8:35:56 AM |
<<SIGH>>Just a little over a week ago I was bragging about how Princess pleases me (see previous journal entry). Perhaps I was too premature, or, too all-encompassing in my praise. Or, more likely, my rose-colored glasses allow me to see only what is desirable for me to see, to the exclusion of the reality right in front of me. Rose-colored blinders, maybe, is what I wear.Nearly a year on and I still find myself re-stating and reiterating something I long ago put forth as a fundamental tenet of our communications. You would think one or the other of us would have learned this important (to me) lesson, by now.You would think, but, no, not so much. So, tell me oh great wise and powerful OZ (thou nameless, faceless unwashed mass who lurk and peek but never engage), where have I missed my mark? How many more times do I vainly attempt to draw a two-way communications channel? When will it dawn on Princess that saying what someone wants to hear means less than nothing if you cannot back up your words with accompanying actions? That, more so that ANY one else she will encounter on here, *I* value words AS action, until such time as it becomes apparent that those words are meaningless, and hold no value for the speaker; at which time my interest and involvement wanes.Princess, when you read these words, take a moment and ask yourself if you genuinely want to continue forward. The answer is not due ME. It is due YOU. You save yourself time and angst and annoyance, in the future, if you answer yourself truthfully, now.These things you assert; actions and improvements, hold little meaning if they are said solely to appease. It is actions that appease. Actions that draw and earn praise. Actions are what matters. ANYone can, and most do, say the right things. When nearly ALL know the right things to say. Those who continually succeed are the ones who actually do, instead of saying.
<<SIGH>>Just a little over a week ago I was bragging about how Princess pleases me
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3/23/2009 8:14:29 AM |
Princess pleases me!Princess pleases MeIt's so easy, seeHow good it can beBetween You & MePrincess makes Me smileLaughing all the whileWith Her submissive styleEach day brings a smilePrincess tries at timesSays all the right linesPlays with "tickle" finesSpecial at ALL timesPrincess has work to doI have work also, it's trueThere is no limit toWhat, together, we can doThank You Princess.
Princess pleases me!Princess pleases MeIt's so easy, seeHow good it can beBetween You & Me
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3/19/2009 5:51:56 PM |
Slave Song - Larry Carlton
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3/19/2009 5:41:27 PM |
Hello, Princess... Two things:1) Your profile needs a 4th picture. It would please me greatly if you were to post the 1st picture of your lips that you sent to my phone, as your 4th picture.2) Remember, we are starting the tickle-time clock from Zero, once more, as of last Saturday. This also means that failure to answer now incurs a 30-minute penalty, for each/either of us.Bonus: I enjoyed our own little version of sexting. The Q&A as well as the pics. You should spend some time thinking about other pictures you may want, I know *I* am...
Hello, Princess... Two things:1) Your profile needs a 4th picture. It would plea
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3/13/2009 10:13:40 AM |
Princess:You can let me know which You find most appealing by responding simply with the title. In no particular order...20. Riding Bukk - Tied down. Arms and legs spread and tied back to the head-posts. I "plug-in" to Your Joy with Your Master (My name for the part of me that will define Your *Joy*) and, holding You down with the weight of my body, begin tickling You. The bottoms of Your feet. Under Your arms. Up and down Your sides. Behind Your knees. I will stop ONLY when You have bucked me completely up, off, and out of You.19. Riding Bukk II - Same as above, except I am plugged into Your RoseBud.18. Semi-Reciprocal - Ankles in a spreader-bar, 3-feet apart. Bent forward, arms pulled through Your legs and around to the front, then attached to the same bar. Kneeling behind You, You take Your Master into Your mouth and I lick Your Joy for as long as You suckle on Your Master.17. Spanking Joy - We start in the Sixty-Eight position, You on top, kneeling, sucking on Your Master as I gently spank Your Joy. The better You make me feel, the softer I swat. Lose Yor focus and the spanking gets HARDER!16. MidDay-Nap - You will have a "Master"-Collar. One end goes around Your neck, the other encircles the base of Your Master, behind my balls. Between them will be a short chain that will give You barely enough room, when I am hard, to pull back and breath, as the purpose of this device will be to KEEP my dick in Your mouth, as You sleep/nap/rest. Biting, intentionally or otherwise, will be severely punished, of course.15. Wireless - Several versions of panties with wireless vibrators exist. You will have an extensive assortment to choose from. Trips to the mall... Dinner parties with friends... At the movies... Almost any excuse will do when it comes to reasons to tease, torment and test You...14. Spanking Bukk - Master Plugged in to Your Joy and, as I stroke, I spank. Softly, at first, gradually getting harder and harder until You manage to buck me off.13. Spanking Bukk II - Same as above except Master is plugged into Your RoseBud.12. Welcome Home - You greet me at the door, naked, kneeling, and open-mouthed. 11. Welcome Home II - Similar to above, except, instead of kneeling You are bent over, feet and hands flat on the floor, a wet and ready Joy ready to be plucked by Your Master.10. Welcome Home III - I take Your RoseBud, instead.9. Pretzel Joy - Ankles bound up behind Your head; wrists bound behind Your back, down by Your ass. I spend as long as I like licking and sucking on Your Joy, Your button, and Your rosebud. Hours, in fact. Do I let You cum? Probably not. What will You offer me, once I turn You loose, to take You over the top?8. Pretzel Punishment - Bound, as above, plugged front and back with dual vibrators, and I spank You until *I* am satisfied You have learned Your lesson.7. Morning Glory - EACH and EVERY morning, You wake me with a "good morning" BJ, whether You want to or not... Happy or sad. Love me or hate me. Make me cum (You WILL ALWAYS swallow) and I will have a great start to my day, and look for ways to reward You. If I do not cum there will be no repercussions, but I will not start my day in as good a mood as if I had. Fail, forget, or otherwise miss giving me my Morning Glory and You WILL be punished before the day is done. (Obviously, if You are sick, or away from home, You are excused from this requirement)6. Movie Time - If You want to watch a "chick-flik," in the comfort of our home, and want Me to watch it WITH You, we will only share this experience as You take Your Master in Your mouth and suckle on Him as we share in watching the movie. Be careful! These rules may apply even if we have guests (above the age of 21) over. Immediate family as guests will exempt You from this rule.5. Working Out - Nude Yoga. Nude Tai-Chi. Light Sparring (self-defense training). Some Wrestling (again, self-defense training).4. Corner Time - In lieu of physical punishment... There will be a punishment corner. In this corner will be a bar, kitty-corner, set just far enough out for You to fit behind it, seated on the floor; and high enough to come up to Your knees. When sent to the corner You will be nude so that, when You are seated, Your Joy and Your RoseBud will be on display. With Your legs spread, the Twins will also be displayed. Same rules as Movie-Time.3. Personal Best - One of my personal favorite activities is "Kissing" Joy. Periodically, I will loosely restrain You and see how many orgasms I can drive You to, in succession. My intent, each time, will be to take You to at least one more than the time before.2. Marathon Man - Sometimes I like to see how long I can go, before I bust. Doing so often leads to larger and larger loads to be delivered (in this case, to Your Joy).1. Suspense builds - Various forms of suspension and bondage, with and without coital, oral or anal accompaniment. Experiments in Shibari and/or trying out various hand-made "toys"/innovations form my amusement/pleasure. You may or may not enjoy it, too, but it will happen, whether You enjoy it or not.
Princess:You can let me know which You find most appealing by responding simply with the tit
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1/8/2009 3:46:03 PM |
I accept, Princess. We will be more open. Work to better ourselves. Be more consistent. (By the way, Princess, you misspelled "consistent." Spelling counts, again, in 2009, for us both. Points accrue, for us both. What are the points good for, you ask? Well, we already have *tickle-time* so that is out. And, it must be something equitable. I will tell you once you respond to my last email, Princess.)On a personal note: For the rest of you voyeurs... A new obstacle. A new wall to climb. A new pit to traverse. A new challenge to crush victoriously!!! More to follow, as news becomes available.
I accept, Princess. We will be more open. Work to better ourselves. Be mor
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1/6/2009 7:25:29 PM |
Body of Soul - Alphonso Blackwell
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12/28/2008 9:19:04 AM |
Princess is precious, to me. If You do not know this, You do now. As we start this New Year I hope Princess and I can work on strengthening the bond we have established. Build upon the foundation we have created. Expand what we have now and grow together.For the New Year, Princess, we need to work on: - Communications. We both know where, why, and how we can improve. Let us work on it, together. - Openness. We could both do more to explore ways to share more of ourselves with each other. I challenge us to do so. - My Visit. I regret that circumstances have changed to such a degree that I was forced to postpone my visit. I vow to make this a reality as soon as I am able, in 2009. - Commitment. To voice an intent is tantamount to promising that such an intent will be carried out. To overlook this commitment is like unto breaking said promise. Broken promises erode the foundations upon which strong relationship rest. 2009 should be a year of commitment, for Us, Princess.So, Princess, what are Your thoughts about Us, for the coming Year? What would You have Us work on improving, for 2009, Princess?What, if anything, can/do You vow to Me, that You have not already promised?Where do You see improvements that You can make, to enhance Our relationship, Princess?How will You ensure those improvements are felt by Me?
Princess is precious, to me. If You do not know this, You do now. As we start th
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12/18/2008 5:07:42 PM |
Come and Get with Me - Keith Sweat/Snoop Dogg
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12/16/2008 9:11:43 AM |
All I'll Ever Ask - Freddy Jackson/Najee
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12/16/2008 2:18:26 AM |
I will make it a point to find and listen to both of those, sometime today.
I will make it a point to find and listen to both of those, sometime today.
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12/9/2008 9:43:36 AM |
All I need - Method Man
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12/2/2008 2:14:58 AM |
I believe my Princess and I are beginning to connect, across the 5-states that separate us. Her last few journal entries not only were spot-on about a few key items I had been intent upon talking to Her about, but they also were more timely in response to some things I suggested She include. Not to mention pointing out one thing about which I had been "slipping" about. (sometimes life gets in the way of your life, and the things you promise to others gets set on a side-burner)I find it mildly amazing that My InfiniteSub is somehow managing the ability to feel some My concerns, albeit in a small way, and voice them back to Me. It makes Me feel as though My approach to gently connecting with someone who is miles away is working... Is worth it... And, is vindicated for its methodologies.Thank You, My InfiniteSub. You made me smile, again. Keep up the good work; work on improving the things You know You need to work on, and know that You have become an important part of My daily life... Even from 5-states away.
I believe my Princess and I are beginning to connect, across the 5-states that separate us.&
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11/26/2008 2:24:33 PM |
To any who may wonder: InfiniteSub has decided to honor Me by accepting My collar, provisionally, and working with Me to migrate Her life here, to D.C., to be with Me. Wish us luck.
To any who may wonder: InfiniteSub has decided to honor Me by accepting My collar, provisional
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11/16/2008 2:24:12 PM |
You need to include more of what you think/feel/hope/dream/fear/laugh/cry/joke/etc. about, in your journal. We have 4 ways to communicate. This venue helps/encourages us to explore/experience OUR dynamic no matter who is watching. Talk to me here, on the phone, via text, and our emails. Each has a place. Each has a reason. All are important.You know enough of what pleases me, by now, to bring smiles to my mind.You will have your email before this night in through.
You need to include more of what you think/feel/hope/dream/fear/laugh/cry/joke/etc. about, in
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11/8/2008 12:39:50 PM |
Looking over my profile, just now, I realized that although I do have the piece I wrote for my InfiniteSub within its' text, it may not be clear for whom it was written, and why.To: The ONLY InfiniteSub I have come across, here on CM.Why to Me? Why to Me does this Woman turn?Why to Me will the future be there to earn,Yearning for a voice through which to sing about the truth not yet burned free.Why to Me; can She see through Me to the true Me I wish really to BE?Unduly do you put the questions to Me? Try to see that which you yet cannot,Have you not already lost the truth long before you have even begun to ask…Why to Me, after so much time, and talk, and text, and email,Did I offer My provisional collar to a VERY special Female.Now She wears what none other dares to;Profess Her Submission to any and all who cares to, listen...Why to Me, above ALL the others, will She?It is plain to see that the respect is clearly held dearly,Without fear of tears to lay bare or tear Her from those yet unawareOf the nature of our mutual respect and desire to bring this mission,Full of questions and dangers and answers, through to its’ FULL fruition.Why to Me, under no cloud of suspicion, does this flower turn,Not away from those She knows wish nothing but the best,For Her to settle for less, or deny the One meant to stand ABOVE the rest.Time for Me to step free and make sure She sees Me for what I am.Just a Man, meant to stand and LEAD; as all Men should,Reign though the rain be swollen with swords, or swollen with lead.Why to Me, as She gently turns Her head, and I softly lay Her to bed,To protect, while She sleeps and dreams of the firm hand wieldedBy a strong Man filled with all that evolution instilledAnd STILL you ask and wonder but fail time and time again to underStand how it can be, but, put simply the intent shines through for all but you,You see there is no mystery.I am what I am and that is all that I be. No need to ask to whom She turns.Why, to ME!- N4SDChastity
Looking over my profile, just now, I realized that although I do have the piece I wrote for
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10/15/2008 5:52:48 PM |
I often wonder about those of you too timid to put your own words in your profile. I mean, why quote someone else? Thoughts and ideas and text stolen from anothers mind. You profess to be in tune with their feelings yet, how can you possibly know what they were truly feeling when they worte the words you so callously stole from them? How can you claim some other souls intent as your own? Maybe they wrote the words you have suborn as a great cosmic joke. Laughing where you cry; crying as you laugh. Indifferent where see passion. Passionate about your indifference. You who lack the apparent capacity for original thought... But then, I like Rap music, too, and Rap/Hip-Hop hasn't had an original thought since the early 1980's.Still, poor Anais. To have ones words so thoughtlessly bandied about. Used to express genuine feelings disingenuinely. Makes me wonder...
I often wonder about those of you too timid to put your own words in your profile. I m
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10/13/2008 12:45:08 AM |
Well, fortunately (or, unfortunately, depending on your perspective), none have ventured any suggestions through which you could make amends for your transgression. So, I will have to come up with something on my own. You should be even MORE worried, now, knowing what you do of me and how my mind works.And, you still owe me an email, I believe.
Well, fortunately (or, unfortunately, depending on your perspective), none have ventured any
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10/9/2008 4:39:03 PM |
You are coming along nicely, Princess. I applaud you in your efforts,
thus far. I am generally pleased in what I see in your profile, and in the conversations and other communications we share. Also, in your questions. They are timely, relevant, and
well-thought-out. I can only hope that the answers I provide are
helpful in not only increasing your understanding, but also in your
understanding of me. I strive to be a source of knowledge for you; a
steady, vigilante, and consistent Man; and, most importantly, someone
you would be proud to be sub to.
However, I do hasten to point out, Princess, that you did have a one-week deadline that passed, more than a week ago, in which your response to an email I sent you is LONG overdue. >If any of you spectators wish to voice an opinion as to what the price should be for this seemingly minor, yet, important transgression should be, I will post them here for Princess to see and anguish over. Do NOT opine if you do not wish to have your screenname in my journal for all to see, including my soon-to-be Princess of a sub.< ChasT
You are coming along nicely, Princess. I applaud you in your efforts,
thus far. I
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10/9/2008 4:29:20 PM |
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To those few who successfully played my little "guess my birthday" game (BTW, it is not to late to play. It runs until 31Dec08.); I have a couple of IT certifications I will be attempting to stamp "COMPLETED SUCCESSFULLY" before years end. Once I do so I will begin reaching out to you; in the order that you guessed correctly, to work out the details of delivering on my promised prize, to each of you. Stay-tuned for further development, as they occur.ChasTTo those few who successfully played my little "guess my birthday" game (BTW, it is
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10/1/2008 6:32:57 AM |
CM's text editor ANNOYS DA PHUGK OUTTA ME!!!
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10/1/2008 6:24:57 AM |
**sigh** She KNOWS I do not like repeating myself. I have informed her of this many, many times (which is, I know, also repeating myself), and yet, Princess still needs to be reminded that my phone is ALWAYS open, for her. To call and ask questions about the lifestyle, and, more importantly, MY take, MY views, MY understanding of it. Let me elaborate, for her, and for those of you who may be standing on the sidelines, wondering...I always inform Princess when I will be calling. I do this for ONE reason and one reason alone, so that she will know, ahead of time, when I am going to reach out to her. This permits her the ability to CLEAR HER SCHEDULE, and MAKE TIME at the appointed time, to make absolutely sure that she is available to answer my call. Without hesitation. Without the need to return my call because she was too busy, or on the phone with someone else. Without exception. If you KNOW specifically WHEN someone important to you is going to call, it stands to reason you would do all to be able to take that call, right? When she misses my call she earns some "tickle-time" for herself.**some background: Princess is 5 states away yet and it is ridiculous to try to exert anger/threats from that distance. I believe the threat of extended tickle-time, of an hour or more when we get together, creates more apprehension, than threats of violence. Threats of violence towards one smaller and weaker than oneself makes you a bully, not a Dom.**So, why is her access open and mine cached? Well, dear reader, because I need her to understand that I will ALWAYS be there for her. When needed, I will ALWAYS take the time to explain. Under me she will NEVER feel neglected. Never want for her basic needs to be met. In exchange, I expect 100% open and honest communications about EVERYTHING! And, unfettered access to all three of her holes, naturally. (7 if you count ears and nostrils) You "toy" Dom/mes will laugh at my "soft" approach; "real" ones understand why you are laughing, and we shake our heads with disdain for you and your ilk.So, Princess, my lines of communication are ALWAYS open, to you. They are many (several email, CM notes, your journal, my phone, smoke-signals, telepathy, you-name-it) Use them, if you wish to please me!Do not make me repeat myself, yet again, over this basic tenant of our association.
**sigh** She KNOWS I do not like repeating myself. I have informed her of this m
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9/30/2008 2:14:30 AM |
I had a productive Ramadan, this year, I believe. Generally peaceful. Strengthened my position at work, certainly. Overall, I feel better about this Ramadan just past than I have about any in recent memory.It is still somewhat of a chore (albeit a minor one) to maintain open lines of communications with Princess (my name for her, not her screen name), the CM member from the ChicagoLand area who would be my new (eventually) live-in (potentially) sub.She remains reluctant, it seems, to initiate contact. Only willing to return calls where she misses the opportunity to answer my calls. I "carrot * (soft) stick"-plan to improve her tendencies, in that regard. Wish me luck.
I had a productive Ramadan, this year, I believe. Generally peaceful. Strengthen
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8/28/2008 3:08:54 AM |
Ramadan has started.And, as a result, I will not be visiting CM all that much, over the next 30 days. So, if you send me a note there is a very real chance that I will not see or respond to it until October.Ramadan Mubarak!
Ramadan has started.And, as a result, I will not be visiting CM all that much, over the next 3
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8/21/2008 5:50:50 PM |
Hello Princess! (She knows who She is), You are making great strides in your efforts to please me. You address me as I ask, which pleases me. You have started using your journal, which pleases me, mostly. There is not yet a reference, either in your profile, or in your journal, to me as I am known on CM. But, that will come, in time. As you well know, I am not one to order any type of compliance. I let you know what pleases me and, if you wish to be rewarded, you will act to please me. When I deserve a mention in your profile I will be pleased to mention you in mine. No rush. Never any pressure. We move at your pace, Princess. Slowly. Methodically. Inexorably. Together.The trust we build will bring us together.
Hello Princess! (She knows who She is), You are making great strides in your eff
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8/13/2008 1:51:11 PM |
My tentative sub pleased Me, today, when She complied with what must have been a difficult step, for Her.Thank You, Princess.
My tentative sub pleased Me, today, when She complied with what must have been a difficult s
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8/5/2008 9:22:26 AM |
Well, tentative steps with a sub. Initial contact and a few emails. We will see what, if anything, comes of it.BTW, we do have one (and only one, so far) winner in the "Guess my Birthday" contest (details further down in my journal 7/2/08). You still have time to get your guesses in (assuming you have the appropriate genitalia, that is), so don't miss out.
Well, tentative steps with a sub. Initial contact and a few emails. We will see
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6/29/2008 5:07:40 PM |
dropped some new pix... which have now been approved, and are available for you to view.
dropped some new pix... which have now been approved, and are available f
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6/28/2008 4:11:15 PM |
My birthday is coming up, SOON. Drop me a note with a correct guess as to the exact date and I will treat you to a nice dinner out, at a place of your choosing local to you, before the end of the year. The closer you live to me the sooner I will be able to make it happen, but, as long as you live in the Continental U.S. the only obstacle is time. It is a rare commodity, for me. Bonus points if you guess the date before midnight the day of... What do bonus points get you? Well, FIRST you have to guess correctly. This contest stands until either someone guesses, or December 1 (I'll need time to make travel arrangements, should it last that long, to meet my EOY promise.)Good luck!Rules: 1. You must have been BORN with female parts THAT ARE STILL ATTACHED TO YOUR BODY! No one with past, present, or future male bits is allowed.2. You must actually LIVE in the city/state listed in your profile.3. I will need to see both your face AND a full(y clothed) body pic before I will agree to commit to dinner. (not for looks, either way, but I need to have some sense of *you* .4. You must have reached the age of majority, for your state. Beyond that, no age restrictions.5. In case there is any misunderstanding with rule #1, I again state: YOU MUST HAVE BEEN BORN FEMALE!6. 3-guess-limit.
My birthday is coming up, SOON. Drop me a note with a correct guess as to the exact date
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6/23/2008 3:56:39 PM |
Not truely healed, yet, but it is time to raise my head and look to the future. Thank you to all who have offered condolences, you know who you are. You all have helped when help was most needed. If ever I can do anything you for, feel free to ask. ChasT
Not truely healed, yet, but it is time to raise my head and look to the fut
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5/31/2008 2:46:13 PM |
...to explain my previous entry... My s/o died, suddenly, about 5 weeks ago. I am still searching for some form of equalibrium; some stable state from which to center myself. Eventually... Today isn't that day. Tomorrow may not be, either, but, eventually...
...to explain my previous entry... My s/o died, suddenly, about 5 weeks ago. I am stil
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5/24/2008 12:15:34 PM |
It has been 1 month and I still find I cannot fully believe/comprehend/accept..."K," I thank you, from the bottom of what's left of my heart, for your sympathies. Inside & out, you are easily the most beautiful Woman here on CM.
It has been 1 month and I still find I cannot fully believe/comprehend/accept..."K,&quo
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4/15/2008 8:07:10 AM |
Amazingly, you all seem to decry the low-class, disrespectful, banal entreaties of the looming lecherous loosers that give WIITWD a bad name. And yet... No. Never mind. Odds are you would not make the intuitive connection required to understand the point I was about to fruitlessly make. Go back to lamenting the paucity of "real" Doms on this site. Enjoy becoming the victim of your own inaction, or, worse yet, of your imprudent action. You have my prayers.
Amazingly, you all seem to decry the low-class, disrespectful, banal entreaties of the l
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12/30/2007 9:44:22 PM |
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Why is it all the REALLY hot looking subs/slaves are so obviously from west-africa?Why is it all the REALLY hot looking subs/slaves are so obviously from west
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11/23/2007 3:49:48 AM |
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The search continues. Ocassional nibbles. Mostly just outbound notes that are never answered, or politely declined. To those polite enough to decline, I thank you for your time and wish you luck in your search and safety in your journey. To those not so encumbered, I wish you luck and safety, as well, but less energetically so. My profile is due for an update, and I will attend to it, shortly, but I have much to do... 2 jobs, plus being a Mod on 2 different forums. It's a busy, solitary life... The search continues. Ocassional nibbles. Mostly just outbound notes that a
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9/21/2007 3:27:25 PM |
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It's been a minute since I've written in it... So, I hope you are reading this. Yes, YOU! I offer you an olive branch. An avenue to me, through you. The door is open, and YOUR truth awaits. Embrace this opportunity. Drop me a note... Or, if that is too forward for you; add me to your 'favorites' and, if I find you to be appealing, I will contact you...It's been a minute since I've written in it... So, I hope you are reading this. Ye
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7/1/2007 8:50:53 AM |
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Still searching. I did happen across the most WONDERFUL profile from an incredibly beautiful young lady, a couple of days ago. A RARE, un-stuck-up Woman-of-color who willingly engaged me in a few notes, back-and-forth. It was refreshing to trade comments and impressions with a woman-of-color, without any presumption of an agenda, on either part. If you happen to read this (you know who you are... YES, YOU!), know that, if there were a way for me to get there, if only to help with your journey and see you safely to it's conclusion under the collar of one deserving of your gifts, I would. Maybe someday soon they'll build a bridge, or sunthin'. Until then, I'm here, if you need me, as much as I am able to help from so far away . Still searching. I did happen across the most WONDERFUL profile from an incredibly beaut
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4/11/2007 1:03:38 PM |
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Well, *new* update to the profile. Took out some stuff that was more or less superfluous. Same basic message, though.Well, *new* update to the profile. Took out some stuff that was more or less superfluous
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3/2/2007 6:24:43 AM |
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Please do not take it the wrong way if I chose to start my note to you with: 'What Country are you IN?' It seems there are LITERALLY hundreds of you who post a profile claiming to be IN America, but really are not. If it weren't against the rules to say things unkind about other members I would post up a list of those whom I suspect (I have YET to be proven wrong, by ANY of you I have contacted) are from outside the U.S. (usually Ghana, it turns out), with a sob story about how your Mother has passed from some wasteful disease, and your Father abuses you, or was killed in a plane crash, or some variation of those... MOST of you give yourselves away before I even bother thinking about sending a note. You're SO obvious I'm surprised the Mods/Admins running this place don't simply banish you, but, apparently it's acceptable to LIE about where you are located, and misrepresent WHO you are, as long as you don't say anything nasty about other members.So, if I come across as jaded, cold, or a bit caustic, at first, and you really ARE already located IN America, I apologize. It's just that I'm jaded, and caustic, because SO VERY MANY of you LIE about who and, more importantly, WHERE you are. Please do not take it the wrong way if I chose to start my note to you with: 'What Country are
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2/28/2007 6:11:14 PM |
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For those of you to whom this applies:DO NOT contact me if you live OUTSIDE the borders of the Continental United States. IF I am temporarily not astute enough to discern that you are, in fact, a foreigner POSING as an American, and make the mistake of contacting you, DO NOT respond/reply. I have better things to do with my time than entertain pointless pursuits of pussy previously placed precariously outside penile range!!!On another note:I am only interested in Women of Color. ANY color is fine, as long as there is SOME color present. Those of you wishing to debate with me the vagaries of 'reflected' versus 'refracted' color, do not bother. I already know the difference, and, more importantly, YOU already know, too. It does NOT apply, in this case. And you know why.Last thing:Do not contact me, or bother responding to me, if you are already collared. I could do without THAT hassle, too!For those of you to whom this applies:DO NOT contact me if you live OUTSIDE the borders of the
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2/11/2007 12:51:25 AM |
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Additional pix added... Collarme.com - The Largest BDSM Community on the Planet
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2/8/2007 7:44:44 AM |
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Pix added. You can now see what I look like. They're ALL vanilla, because that's what I look like with clothes on! Pix added. You can now see what I look like. They're ALL vanilla, because that's w
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