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3/12/2010 9:42:21 AM |
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I have a new friend, and she is fun.Collarme.com - The Largest BDSM Community on the Planet
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3/12/2010 9:41:11 AM |
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It was my birthday recently. I'm now . . . much too fjoeken OLD!! It was my birthday recently. I'm now . . . mu
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6/16/2009 6:55:09 AM |
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I've added a picture of myself to show that I am indeed capable, on occasion, of wearing clothes. Thank you to the kind lady who wrote to tell me that in that pic I look like a gay and slightly psychopathic elf. I've added a picture of myself to show that I am indeed capable, on occasion, of wearing cloth
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10/23/2008 3:02:12 AM |
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I find that the more stupid the question I ask, the better the knowledge I get as a result. Please be prepared for this ;-) I find that the more stupid the question I ask, the better the knowledge I get as a result.&nb
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10/15/2008 5:17:31 AM |
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I did have a little fantasy in here, but decided to delete it because it was too, well, too full of emotion for it to feel right here. Some like to know a man's deeper feelings straight off, some don't. It doesn't describe what I like to 'do' but what could go through me, as a sub, during erotic activities of many kinds. Or maybe of just the best kinds. I'll send it if asked. I did have a little fantasy in here, but decided to delete it because it was too, well, too fu
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10/9/2008 1:39:26 AM |
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I always feel like kneeling, or bowing, when I see a woman naked, in front of me. It's funny that one part of me wants to shoot skyward at exactly the same time. . . .But I never did bow, till I went to bed with the very first woman I knew to be a Domme. Seeing her smile, looking at that expression that was a mixture of lust and satisfaction, her saying quietly, approvingly, 'good boy', now that was the real thrill for me. Hah! If you only knew the contradiction. Jean Jacques Rousseau's got nothing on me.I always feel like kneeling, or bowing, when I see a woman naked, in front of me. It's f
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10/8/2008 10:21:30 AM |
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OK, I think I'm going to start getting steamy, bit by bit . . .The first time I saw a girl naked, when I was seventeen, I two equally strong sensations at the same time. One was the obvious -the giant ache in my groin, the other was to bow. Everything about the way she looked, lying on her bed, looking up at me as I undressed, made me want to do that. A voice saying, 'this was what you were made to do. You were made to serve all that's She'. OK, I think I'm going to start getting steamy, bit by bit . . .The first time I saw a girl nak
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10/6/2008 4:20:13 PM |
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I've downgraded the following to a journal entry. It was originally in my profile, but I was told it wasn't necessary. I'm not so sure. Some things seem so straightforward to me, yet they're not so easy to convey across the ocean that sometimes seems to separate the minds of subs and dominants.Two things I have to spell out . . . in light of some of the comments I've had so far. Please remember that I'm only a male - a male who accepts a man's role and has a male's intuitive (in)ability. So,1.) I don't demand. I can't demand - it's not me. A Domme demands and her sub obeys. That's how it works for me.2.) If you and I start to communicate, I'll talk vanilla unless you tell me (or show me clearly by means of your tone), to do otherwise. And I'll stop doing one or the other when you say, too. I'm very happy either way.Thank you. I've downgraded the following to a journal entry. It was originally in my profile, but I
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10/5/2008 1:45:42 AM |
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Received a note from a kind advisor today. I'd put in some explicit details about what I'd done, or had had done to me, in the past. 'Your journal's not the place for it', she said. 'All that comes later'. She was right, so I've deleted it. I only wanted to show that I don't shock easily. It doesn't matter to me, anyway - I just have to know that she's enjoying it, whatever 'it' is. You probably get the picture by now . . .Received a note from a kind advisor today. I'd put in some explicit details about what I
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10/4/2008 2:55:45 PM |
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. . . And new pic on its way. I'm sorry, I just don't do big beaming smiles in photos. Can't bring myself to, somehow. Feel too much of a, hmm, what's the word . . . . . . And new pic on its way. I'm sorry, I just don't do big beaming smiles
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9/29/2008 2:37:04 PM |
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One thing I hate to see in a Domme (though I've only seen it once):Any kind of desperate look in her eyes - as though she's frantic to work out some new way to be dominant that'll 'interest me'. No, no, no - it's so painful for me to see. Wrong premise. I want her to please herself, not me. If nothing inspires her that way, then she's welcome just to take me 'back to the vanilla world' till she feels inspired again.Or she could give me a job to do. Yes, there's always that ;-)One thing I hate to see in a Domme (though I've only seen it once):Any kind of desperate look
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9/29/2008 9:46:17 AM |
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Deleted the age range stipulation in my profile. It occurred to me today (after a message from a certain lady) that it could debar me from a wonderful experience in the future. Or even a continously wonderful experience. Head back out of the clouds, boy, you've an article to write . . .Deleted the age range stipulation in my profile. It occurred to me today (after a
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9/28/2008 3:10:10 PM |
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This is all so exciting for me. At 37, I should know better, I should be cynical ( I am about most things) . . .But it really DOES seem that there are true Dommes out there - women who know, deep down, that a man should be owned and his life ruled by a woman. Or at least certain men, of which I'm one.Hmm. I've been told once already that I'm a 'naive sap'. Well, so be it. I've done cynicism and got the T shirt. Female domination is pure beauty to me and I think I can find it in a real, live woman. Women keep asking 'yes, but what things turn you on?' - and I can only say one thing 'to see you dominate, and enjoying it'. Nothing else matters. It's about You.Well, watch this space. This is all so exciting for me. At 37, I should know better, I should be cynical ( I am
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