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11/25/2009 11:23:46 PM
It appears I have failed in my latest efforts. I find pain of uncertainty to be a bitch that I have no use for in my life. It burned me hard once in my life, I'm not going to go down that path again.I have recently made some new chat-friends, I'm wondering about getting involved in the local scene, if anyone has information?  
It appears I have failed in my latest efforts. I find pain of uncertainty to be a bitch that I

10/28/2009 7:06:15 AM
One week. One week. All morning I've been reminding myself of that.I'm on vacation right now, but my mind is absolutely enraptured by the thought that in one week, I meet someone new. Someone new who excites me very much.  
One week. One week. All morning I've been reminding myself of that.I'm on vacation right now,

9/22/2009 5:36:03 PM
Oh my. I've just met, via text so far, someone I find fascinating. It's not very often someone has me quite literally perking up to see if they've returned, for more conversation. I am in rather high hopes. More details to come.  xxo.  
Oh my. I've just met, via text so far, someone I find fascinating. It's not very often someone

5/9/2009 1:04:23 PM
A big change, finally. Updates needed. I now work for a very Prestigious restaurant in a brand new establishment, and I'm quite proud of that. Only home about 2 months and now working full time, and learning so very much.I have been sort of lurking here, because I find the local community very lacking in events and socials. Today I went on a rant however. I mean honestly, I have a track record of being notoriously picky about lovers. I like my men pretty. point blank. I insist my dominant men be alphas, I take nothing less.So these, pardon my expression, absolute pieces of trash who I either haven't seen in several years or have never met, they decide that I should hook up with them, or try to grope me on first contact, or can't take a hint that I'm not interested and I'm just a friendly person make me absolutely sick. and people wonder why some people can be such absolute bitches when out being social. Learn some manners, not everyone is out to be sleezy.  
A big change, finally. Updates needed. I now work for a very Prestigious restaurant in a brand

3/31/2009 12:02:25 PM
 
Well then. It's been quite some time since I updated this part.I've moved back to Pennsylvania because things didn't work out so good out west. Live and learn I suppose. I just got offered a part-time job, but I'm still holding out for the big full-time one I'm trying to for. Got my fingers crossed.I don't really know too much of groups in this area, being that I've lived in Southern California the last 5 years. Maybe I'll get lucky and meet some people who an introduce me around, and not just try to claim me. wish me luck!T.E.  
Well then. It's been quite some time since I updated this part.I've moved back to Pennsylvan

3/27/2008 12:34:58 AM
Sometimes I get so frustrated out here. Trying to start a new life and constantly getting wrapped up into catch 22's is killing me. I am so grateful for my friends, they are my family, and I love them. Here's to my new ones, may they last long.  
Sometimes I get so frustrated out here. Trying to start a new life and constantly getting wrap

3/4/2008 7:30:59 PM
My mind is out of this world right now.I sought an alpha male mentor. You know how they say be careful what you wish for? My wish was granted yesterday. As a normally dominant person in my daily life, it was a bit embarassing how just his will alone could make me cave in to the way he spoke. I also met some absolutely wonderful new friends, and I hope so much that I see more of them.xxo  
My mind is out of this world right now.I sought an alpha male mentor. You know how they say be

3/3/2008 7:33:25 AM
Today should be an interesting day. I meet someone new today. I love meeting people, it's a part of my life that is constant. I could fill more in, but I'm too antsy at the moment. Perhaps later.  
Today should be an interesting day. I meet someone new today. I love meeting people, it's a pa

    

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