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2/1/2010 4:02:36 PM
Just putting this out there for anyone locally who maybe reading .I shall be vending along side many other great local vendors at the APEX bizzare Bazaar ~ April 10th .This is an open community  event , the party that follows after is a members only event .  
Just putting this out there for anyone locally who maybe reading .I shall be vending along sid

12/24/2009 8:22:22 PM
Seems the only mail i get here is some scam or spam .I need neither .If you wish to send the other fun good kinda mail GREAT , if you are try'n to run a scam or spam me  it shall just get reported and deleted ..  
Seems the only mail i get here is some scam or spam .I need neither .If you wish to send the o

1/28/2009 4:54:16 PM
CONGRATS TO THE STEELER NATION and TEAM  way ta go ! SUPER BOWL CHAMPS  !  
CONGRATS TO THE STEELER NATION and TEAM  way ta go ! SUPER BOWL CHAMPS

1/18/2009 10:07:44 AM
Looking forward to this weekends SouthWest Leather Con , for those who are attending , hope to see your there and safe journeys .  
Looking forward to this weekends SouthWest Leather Con , for those who are attending , hope to

1/17/2009 8:18:28 PM
 Go Steelers  !!  
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12/7/2008 6:55:35 PM
R.I.P Bettie Page ...thanks for all you did in life .  
R.I.P Bettie Page ...thanks for all you did in life

10/28/2008 2:24:50 PM
 
This is just to add how much i am enjoying some recent books i have had my nose in . One book is by Michelle Belanger  the energy and vampire codex's .The only problem with the books for me is having to read and read again and again to  allow the concepts to sink in .Perhaps its partly due to lifes distractions and being able to slip in reading when i can .I hold within me  the belief that we should always seek answers and never stop asking questions .Ever self evolving ,growing , learning , and developing .Until i get a copy of the Universes teachers edition manual  with full answer key i guess i shall continue upon this path .Who knows even if i had such a book i would  still have  more questions . " Live~ Love~ Laugh~ Life~ Leather /bdsm/fetish  "  
This is just to add how much i am enjoying some recent books i have had my nose in . One boo

8/20/2008 7:15:14 AM
After attending a whip class , i relearned some helpful hints and got  much better  quickly  at my singletails  just from a few well placed  hints and help . Yes as we all know the single tail can not be master in a day week or even longer . I just wanted to say Thanks to those who pass info and learning along  paying the knowledge  forward . I was giddy as a school boy who got a yes answer from a girl he asked to the prom , after the third attempts  the motion was learned and  almost effortless .  The loud well placed on targeted cracks  just bring me joy .. smiles   
After attending a whip class , i relearned some helpful hints and got  much better 

8/14/2008 11:08:49 AM
I have been asked  " how long have you been into bdsm ?" and how long will you be in bdsm ?" BDSM  Has and always shall be  me and who i am , from the early thoughts from childhood til now and  til i have my dirt nap . Time  is a measured thing when you can look back upon it .Time can pass , heal ,be a learning reflection ,growth and life lesson . Sometimes i must repeat those lessons as the universe thwaps me over the melon with lessons i did not  fully grasp yet i try . people and events  come and go and i am honored and blessed that  those people  allowed me to share their time . Sometimes time passes and  what was once lost comes back and bring even more joy  that it ever  could if time never passed  brightest blessing to A/all  
I have been asked  " how long have you been into bdsm ?" and how long will you

6/2/2008 7:43:00 PM
After going through the latest health problems , i just wanted to thank all those who wrote ,called , and gave me well wishes and support and still continue to do so .THANK YOU , it means alot and i am indeed lucky to such wonderful people  with in the community .Conditions seem to be improving  almost daily and i have a positive out look for the conclusion on this issue .Now i am asking the universe for a total turn around  for the second 1/2 of this 08 and beyond .Brightest Blessings A/all - hope to see ya all at THUNDER  in Co  soon .  
After going through the latest health problems , i just wanted to thank all those who wrote ,c

5/26/2008 4:40:39 PM
Non Consensual almost dead lesson .I am posting this as a warning to all using the heath care networks , this was in the USA .Monday of this week i has massive  lower back pains , kidney pains ,they got so bad i made an appointment to an already booked family doctor .On the way there   The pain got so bad i had to grab a towel from the back seat and vomit ,yet i still managed to drive myself to the ER .they gave me pain meds took x-rays ,and a ct scan ,and that doc told me oooh it shall pass and sent me home ,I could not take the next days pain and found out when the specialist would be making rounds and at what hospital making my way to yet another ER as my body was screaming at me that it was more urgent that the first Dr let on .My fears were confirmed at the hospital and i was sent up to the  OR and in recovery it was told to me good thing i made it in as if it was not taken care of i would not be writing this today .In short to all of the community out there  listen to your instinct ,and body , get that second and third option do not take the take two pills and call me in the morning advice . Be well A/all    
Non Consensual almost dead lesson .I am posting this as a warning to all using the heath care

5/14/2008 4:43:52 PM
This sat the 24th it looks like i shall be at the venue in scottsdale vending for the fetish prom , come on by say howdy ..  
This sat the 24th it looks like i shall be at the venue in scottsdale vending for the fetish p

5/8/2008 9:23:08 PM
Ma'am , i know you are here , i hope someday you shall make yourself known , sooner than later .You have to be somewhere  yet i shall keep searching ,growing ,learning , waiting , and looking for you .ok perhaps i do not know your here , maybe i am just wishing your here , yet i do not wish to sound desperate .. ooops have i already / ooh no i so need a beating ..  
Ma'am , i know you are here , i hope someday you shall make yourself known , sooner than later

4/29/2008 8:33:50 PM
I feel so greatful this night for a wonderful day of email exchanges i had with a very awesome Domme .Thanks so much for taking the time and sharing your day with me .Out of respect for Her i shall not post her name though she knows who she is .  
I feel so greatful this night for a wonderful day of email exchanges i had with a very awesome

4/27/2008 5:14:39 PM
Once again Thunder in the Mountain s plan s are almost set and done ! If your also attending  Please drop a line and say howdy! I plan on attending  some  parties and after events too .I would LOVE to sneak over to the Stanley Hotel  if time allows  and  say hello to the ghosts and spirits .I can not wait for this event to come , and some other great Arizona people shall be tagging along too . Yes i am very much into ghost hunting investigations too .booooo  
Once again Thunder in the Mountain s plan s are almost set and done ! If your also attending&#

3/28/2008 8:19:00 AM
THUNDER IN THE MOUNTAINS plans being made now .. will you be there ?  
THUNDER IN THE MOUNTAINS plans being made now .. wi

2/18/2008 5:14:16 PM
I have seen you , your dress always in top form ,your stance always straight true and proud .You exhibit power ,grace ,elegance ,and strength .I have seen you walk , you walk with purpose , with a goal , never wandering  ,never faltering.I have seen you enter a room  stopping conversations , making all eyes gaze upon you , and your beauty .I have seen you and felt your presence and felt your light and energy.I have seen you , will you see me ?    
I have seen you , your dress always in top form ,your stance always straight true and proud .Y

2/10/2008 8:26:55 PM
 
What i found amazing the other day , i was shopping , wearing a nice pair of leather pants , a fine shirt , and some very fetching boots .When a woman could not stop staring at me and this was not over the top fetish bdsm attire .I have seen local bikers decked out far better than myself on this day .She kept staring and when i pushed the cart and passed by , it was almost a look of fright in her eyes , she called aloud to me .She said Sin SIn Sinner growing louder ,I said nothing -Jesus LOveS you she exclaimed  VERY loudly .She did not know me ,was i sinning buying food in leather garments ?She said again very loud YOU SHALL BE JUDGED ! very angry at me . I thought to myself -wow it looks like you are already judging me yet for what i dont know .Never saying a word just taking it all in ,a male companion grasped her arm and guided her out of the store leaving her cart of food .All the way out of the store  she kept speaking  and looking at me very errie .Now i did not have 5 colors in my hair , nor do i have one single tattoo ,never spoke a word to this woman nor have i ever seen her before ,I have no piercing ,No 4 foot mohawk . And not that ANY of those things are bad , i just point them out as sometimes they garnish attention from the general public .Why she acted this way i really dont know , i just found it very interesting as a bdsm'er .So much so i had to jot it down documenting it .Sure i am a freak , a deviant ,a BDSMer ,fetishist and more .Maybe this woman could see all this by just looking at me .I for one am proud of Me and could care less what her judgent s are or were .Yes i have my freak flag and it took decades to get it -nor am i ashamed .I do feel kinda sorry for people like this woman though .live- love - leather , Brighest Blessings A/all  
What i found amazing the other day , i was shopping , wearing a nice pair of leather pants

2/10/2008 1:22:28 PM
In past entries here i have stated that i  gave up on the search for a Mistress /Domme in my life ,i think i need to redirect that  in typed form in my journal .Yes i still seek a Domme , Mistress .No i do not nor can i afford the pleasures  of paying a pro , and i feel i need a closer  relationship that  just handing someone money  even if i had it to have a bdsm exchange . No i shall not move as one offer was  made available to me , as that just can not happen . What i do not seek is a bunch of  shallow  exchanges . Maybe i have a higher standard , or maybe i am picky ? Yet i have been in this for too many years  and know my value and worth .If your a Female Top i invite you to  just say hello , share some  time  and see what happens .I shall be going to Thunder in denver this year and very thrilled about that .Maybe due to me not mailing out to every Domme on this and  every other site out there is hurting me  but that is just not my way to  bulk mail and see what sticks .I still hold hopes in my heart to find a strong , skilled  Woman to place my trust  tward  and have some amazing  exchanges with , thanks for reading  Brightest blessing one n all .PS if your planning to go to thunder  i hope to see ya all there .  
In past entries here i have stated that i  gave up on the search for a Mistress /Domme in

1/30/2008 5:04:19 PM
CONGRATS TO THE NEW YORK GIANTS !!!yeahhhhhhhhhhh baby !!  
CONGRATS TO THE NEW YORK GIANTS !!!yeahhhhhhhhhhh b

1/19/2008 3:23:06 PM
SEEKING - Glass Fire Cups, for expansion of my Fire cupping  collection .I do not seek the suction type plastic type .If you have some  please let me know or if you know where some may be  as well . Thanks   
SEEKING - Glass Fire Cups, for expansion of my Fire cupping  collection .I do not seek th

1/16/2008 12:16:12 PM
This past weekends events refections also gave me time to pause and think and ask a question .What does a collar mean ?I feel no collar is needed in what i have  with a dedicated person in my life now  ,she is in service to me ,we have  spoken about  it and  we both came to the same conclusion .Yet  i gifted her and presented her my collar  and she  wore it very proudly  at an event all weekend  and it gave us both joy .This was not done in a formal ceremony not with many people in attendance  just her and I , my eyes looking deeply into hers as i fastened about her and seeing her added glow as she was placed into it .I was so filled with joy and happiness i even forgot to ask her is this is what she wanted , though i did say after i placed it on her neck will you wear it and accept me collar .True to what i knew of her and my dynamic  she said of course and she would be honored to .Now i knew from the first time we met we had this connection  and the dynamic continues to grow .She and i both agree we do not need nor require a collar as we already have it established .Many people came up and congratulated me on her wearing my collar yet we both felt even prior to me clasping it about her neck she was already wearing one .In the end the question comes to light again and i have to say i feel a collar can mean many things depending on  the dynamic involved.It can be old guard , It can mean protocol ,protection,honor and service , and much more  depending on what the people involved place upon it .I guess our smiles say enough .Thank you lil one .I shall enjoy our path no matter where it takes us .  
This past weekends events refections also gave me time to pause and think and ask a question .

1/16/2008 6:58:37 AM
If your using the terms "scene " and" lifestyle"- i  would NOT be interested , as i am not in a lifestyle this has never been my choice instead this is who i am .Though i am Not gay i can relate with so many people saying the gay lifestyle to these people .This has and always shall be who i am  not a clique cool  trendy scene or a "lifestyle " choice , Not like a piece of clothing i take off and on as i choose .yes i have twisted freak DNA and proud of it .  
If your using the terms "scene " and" lifestyle"- i  would NOT be int

1/13/2008 2:09:01 PM
Wow South West leather is over and i have recovered , what a whirlwind weekend filled with everything .Thanks to all that helped me out and or bought a lil something from me while i vended .Great to have your support .There are so many people to thank , but most of all  i wish to thank Glee  for everything she did and  does THANK YOU !Thanks also to the  Dragon Clan  i am so honored to  be a part of this Clan and family .I highly doubt people even read this so i shall just end with a big :) permagrin from the  past weekends events ..Now on to planning  for Thunder !  
Wow South West leather is over and i have recovered , what a whirlwind weekend filled with eve

12/19/2007 6:21:23 AM
Yeahhh !! i finally got a picture aproval after many attempts .hope ya all dig it ..Wish they would have shot that same pic a  bit later in the event as the waist cinher was still getting warmed up and not fully drawn tight .oooh well enjoy the Holidays one n all .  
Yeahhh !! i finally got a picture aproval after many attempts .hope ya all dig it ..Wish they

12/12/2007 5:05:39 PM
Thanks to all in the local and  well over all bdsm community;s for all the well wishes and offers of support and  help with my post car wreck .GleeGal thanks so much for all you have done  your amazing .I am very lucky to have all your well wishes  and pos energy comming my way .smiles .now just try'n to get better ..   
Thanks to all in the local and  well over all bdsm community;s for all the well wishes an

12/2/2007 8:29:26 PM
Dec 3rd i was involved in a wreck , a teen driver took out her car ,while running a stop sign at a high rate of speed in a 25mph zone ,also taking out  my jeep , and I also am hurting .I am VERY lucky my  lil one who was with me suffered no ill effects other than the inital shock of her first car crash .If i do not write back respond to your emails etc right away KNOW no its nothing personal i am healing  and dealing with alotta stuff  right now . VictorianDomme on this site  has generously set up a fund raising  effort feel free to ask her about it .Now it s back to bed with me .Thanks to all in the community who have already called , mailed , etc with well wishes  and pos energy .THANKS  it really  does mean alot .THANKS TO MISSSCHRIS.com for setting up the  fundraiser , once again you have touched me .to all who read this PLEASE BE CAREFUL out there .brightest blessings one n all  
Dec 3rd i was involved in a wreck , a teen driver took out her car ,while running a stop sign

11/26/2007 4:14:15 AM
An amazing thing happens when one stops looking for a Domme yet still the heart and soul being stilll searches . The universe is a Playful Mistress and knows  ooh boy does it know .~M *> Thank you  for giving me so much and for showing me a new path .  
An amazing thing happens when one stops looking for a Domme yet still the heart and soul being

11/15/2007 6:30:47 AM
LIVE IN USA ?you must watch if not own "SICKO" .Change must happen now !I suggest if your just visiting or on holiday or planning to go on a trip to the USA you need to watch this  film aswell .  
LIVE IN USA ?you must watch if not own "SICKO" .Change must happen now !I suggest if

11/11/2007 10:30:50 AM
 
Taken from one of my fav songs good enough by evenessance - under your spell again , i , can't say no to you .Crave my heart and its bleeding in your hand , I can't say no to you .Should nt let you torture me so sweetly -now i ,cant let go of this dream i cant breathe but i feel good enough , i feel good enough - for you ...Ive completly lost myself and i don't mind ..  
Taken from one of my fav songs good enough by evenessance - under your spell again , i , ca

11/8/2007 3:37:33 PM
YEAHH no more 90's outside !! I have had a recent drive for new music adding Nightwish ,within temptation ,the new scum of the earth ,rob zombie live ,jack off jill ,and Rammstien to name some i added to my vast collection.I am always on the look out for most tunes , though i dont know how many more i can fit  LOL . I also found a copy of 'SHORTBUS " the movie made by the same people that did hedwig the angry inch .I watched it and  found it  interesting take a peek if you get the chance .Next i shall be viewing SICKO i am sure that may just piss me off  who knows .I shall be in the  ole kinky workshop tryin to turn out  new items  and preparing for  the jan-SouthWestLeather  conf .  
YEAHH no more 90's outside !! I have had a recent drive for new music adding Nightwish ,within

11/2/2007 9:41:02 AM
I had a grand time  on halloween playing the  not quite undead  zombie and frightening  across the board . Lookin foreward to parties  , pals , gatherings when i am able and hope to be rid of the 90 degree temps here soon .Nov 6th and its  still 95 outside  good gravy !I will be calling for  Models soon for a fetish shoot i hope to put together , if your local and would like expand your portfolio this may work well for both of us .I hope to post several places when this event is to take place . Thanks   
I had a grand time  on halloween playing the  not quite undead  zombie and frig

10/20/2007 12:55:12 PM
FYI - APEX has killed the nov 3rd Kink Karnival needless to say i wont be there as its a dead event now . I shall be at the  08 Southwest Leather Conf- vending  in phx in jan . Other than that  HAPPY HOLIDAYS and  one of my favs is  approaching VERY fast  Helloween  hehehehe ! Hope more event get planed for 08 .Stay  Kinky people !  
FYI - APEX has killed the nov 3rd Kink Karnival needless to say i wont be there as its a dead

10/1/2007 3:22:26 PM
Yet another Fetish Ball cometh this sat  oct 6th ! WAHOOOO .. hope ta see ya all there .For those     Locals  here in AZ i shall also be Vending at SWLC  in jan a great event .  
Yet another Fetish Ball cometh this sat  oct 6th ! WAHOOOO .. hope ta see ya all there .F

9/19/2007 5:12:51 PM
the first version of the website is now up and viewable - http://www.freewebs.com/azfetishtopsandbottoms/index.htm Take a peek .I know i shall be at the  oct ball and SWLC thus far ..  
the first version of the website is now up and viewable - http://www.freewebs.com/azfetishtops

7/27/2007 7:27:58 AM
 
Yet another monday night goes in the books and I helped out the night by co-presenting , the topic on the subject of electricity .What a great night and seems all took something away be it laughs , marks or info , some got all the above LOL .thank you all who came out and I thank the clan for allowing me to be a part in any way i could . Also congrats to one sweetie of a subbie for her smashin a wall and getting over a fear of the shocking electricity .WAY ta go ...  
Yet another monday night goes in the books and I helped out the night by co-presenting , th

7/20/2007 11:34:35 AM
after  the monday night meeting  where i was a co-presentor , i feel very honored and blessed  people came out to  see hear  ad learn and grow . Thanks if your reading  for turning out .I also thank those that have mailed  and said how much they enjoyed the class, always great to hear positive feedback  from your leather bdsm tribe .I had some email exchanges again with one from the  fetish ball productions .I will say it sounds like i will be vending again in  oct for the  phx area ball .I am also hoping to vend at the  APEX Kink Karnival again , and south- west leather to name a few .be well ya all til next time ..  
after  the monday night meeting  where i was a co-presentor , i feel very honored an

7/3/2007 6:03:34 PM
I know nobody reads this  so  more like  a real journal , if you are reading it  wow  must be a boring read *L*..Well i have  , no Dommes  and i do not see it getting better , yet i keep  pluggin away . Moving forward atleast in that general direction .I think the search maybe over as i am about to give up on the search , it really is pointless , and yet something inside really still hopes even if i do  shelf  my search for a Domme  one may yet come. For now i am just gunna be.... Brightest Blessings ..  
I know nobody reads this  so  more like  a real journal , if you are reading it

5/25/2007 4:12:26 PM
Just a note to thanks all those that stopped by the vending space at the fetish prom , even just to say hello  or buy a lil something it was an honor to share and experiance  one n all .Thank you . i also  thank  ya all for the support wich you have shown me personaly and my biz .see ya all next time bigger and better .  
Just a note to thanks all those that stopped by the vending space at the fetish prom , even ju

4/10/2007 6:48:36 AM
reading the last entry and seeing its now april and no website yet guess the search  goes on for that to still get done . Not that anybody reads this stuff  but it does make a good reminder LOL . april seems to be my slow month , just kickin back .maybe vending at the  fetish prom  here soon ..   
reading the last entry and seeing its now april and no website yet guess the search  goes

12/13/2006 8:26:41 PM
Last entry of the  year , wow it has flown  right by . Thanks to all who have made it a special year , all those who have supported the fetish business  as well . I will try and continue to bring new , fun , and afordable items .Thanks for the  people who i have passed and met and gotten close to on this years journey  you touch is noticed  and  thanked . be safe and well  in the holidays and the new year . see ya all at  South West Leather  in january 07 !!!Last entry of the  year , wow it has flown  right by . Thanks to all who have made i

11/11/2006 1:01:15 PM
here it is yet another month gone by , the kink karnival past , and my class went extreamly well , better than i thought . Met lots of great  people  at the karnival and  some new faces  at the class as well . I guess 1 or 2 people do read this thingy cuz i had some email last month WOW the email does  work  lol . Looking foreward now to the south west leather  convention as well as the up comming holidays . I was asked to vend at 6 more events  comming up in 07 , and was very flattered . Hope to attend them all . I will be vending at  SWLC too .I also hope to make it out along with the rather  large group from az  to the  denver THUNDER event too . HAPPY HOLIDAYS  and have a spankie new year :)  
here it is yet another month gone by , the kink karnival past , and my class went extreamly we

10/11/2006 6:49:32 AM
 
i really wonder if anybodys reads this but me ?Oooooh well , been a couple months since last i updated , and i was involved in 3 more demos , for teaching . I also have an upcomming class and the big Kink Karnival  . Looks like Nov is going to be a great month . I skipped the fetish ball in oct and i doubt i will do that again , from all the reports i got i missed out .I was also right about the Top vs bottom population as i am still Topping and i so need it the other way and soon ! Hope to see everybody at the Karnival at APEX . i really wonder if anybodys reads this but me ?Oooooh well , been a couple months since la

8/24/2006 1:13:27 PM
Well its been another  fun month and a great ride too . With  events ,vending ,parties , demos and more . What a fun ride this whole bdsm journey is  week by week .This past weekend  i guess there was a Top,s shortage as i stepped in to fill that need with a few who connected with me and i them , thanks for  that wonderful experiance . This is why i hate labels cuz you just never know what is around the next  corner . I also had a wonderful time  doing a photo shoot and who would nt  :) Plans are also in the works for me to be involved in teaching , more demos , more vending of course and a couple more fetish  photo shoots . I am now preparing my biz for an upcomming novice night here in phx for a vending  night  aswell as the AZ-Kink -Karnival .Til the next update kiddies , be safe and well . I am still on the look out for more pony gear if you know of any please inform .Well its been another  fun month and a great ride too . With  events ,vending ,parti

7/23/2006 9:23:31 AM
just some refections of a weekends past .There was a private dungeon party i attended this past fri very fun and feel very lucky to have been invited .Great time had with high energy THANKS .Then off on sat afternoon to another vending event where i sold my fetish line to gleeful patrons .After that a sat night dungeon party where i had a break through scene with a special Domme who gave me not only attention but some very eye opening energy .No names and if she reads this  you know who you are  THANKS .seems i thanks alotta people this way in the ongoing journal not only for myself but i really do feel blessed in the gifts and attention i recieve  from the local az bdsm/fetish/kink leather tribe here .also for my own refections .Monday was an interesting demo where i again  did some vending and again THANKS for having me and to those who showed intrest and support in my sales . Those who picked up a new somethiing to me  looked very happy and some had a nice cat ate the finch look about them too . Look out people some new toys just got new owners !til next time , best wishes one n all and  take care of you and eachother .Happy bdsm kink fetish journey !just some refections of a weekends past .There was a private dungeon party i attended this pas

7/6/2006 6:07:06 AM
This past sat had a grand time at a  event where 3 got to experiance thier time with my violet wand  and they all seemed to have  as much or more fun than i did , then it was my turn to  not only be a demo and teaching tool for  another to learn to flog .And i aswell got some much needed attention that was long over due THANKS and you know who you are if your reading this . The ole slap on the forehead sayin ahhh i really needed that ! Looking forward to the  coming weeks ahead as i am getting  quite full in the booking dept .Also looking forward to the next fetishball in tucson aug 5th . hope to see a great turn out as ussual again .Just an update TAKE CARE blessing 's to all This past sat had a grand time at a  event where 3 got to experiance thier time with my v

6/11/2006 11:10:38 AM
Since the last enrty i had lots of kudos on the pony play and pics THANKS all . i also attended  3 more classes and demos , and the fetish biz is building  at a good speed aswell . I have yet to find that one Domme  so i shall  hope to continue to grow , learn , and be apart of all i can . I have met and played with several Tops  and luv them al and thanks them here n now , look foreward to more special time aswell . THANKS . More updates to follow  love in life and leather and more .Since the last enrty i had lots of kudos on the pony play and pics THANKS all . i also attende

5/26/2006 7:43:44 AM
WOW my hopes came  true , the May 27th 06 fetish prom was a large blow out event  with tons of  eye candy and  had a grand time . Thanks to the trainers and friends who attended  with me .can not wait to get the rest of my pony gear made !Kudos for all the  people who showed up and dressed up to make this a fun  night .Looking foreward to all the upcoming events this year . what a great ride !WOW my hopes came  true , the May 27th 06 fetish prom was a large blow out event  wi

5/14/2006 12:56:25 PM
I was recently envolved in  a corsetry demo and class  thanks  to all envolved  for allowing me to be a part of that , and hope to expand on that more , demo class time , and maybe be also envolved in a southern az  demo and class . That was also the  first offical vending night of  the new  fetish  side  of my biz and i thought it went well .Thanks to all who supported me . And i  will  continue to gather new items  for vending  fetish toys and clothing  for future events . Who knows maybe i will be  at an event  near you soon . Still looking forward to the  may 27th fetish ball here in AZ  and preparing for that .hope to see alotta people at this upcoming  fetish prom .I was recently envolved in  a corsetry demo and class  thanks  to all envolved&

4/19/2006 4:19:52 PM
First of all i reflect on the past 6 months and when i first wrote my profile .I feel i need to amend the fact that i am not in a total fetish dry spell anymore  THANKFULL and happy about that . looking foreward to the next arizona  fetish ball  in may and though i really wanna revel what may take place , well if you in town i suggest ya all go and see  for yourselves  smile ! Aspecial thanks  to a couple of unamed Tops for a grand sat night . Thank you ! T/C  smiles w/ marks and bruise's  wearing them with honor .First of all i reflect on the past 6 months and when i first wrote my profile .I feel i need t

4/13/2006 9:04:09 PM
I guess that was  a very  ummm well intence weekend  i spoke of prior - i took a couple a weeks off , and also did alotta work stuff that needed to be done too .Now with my fetish batteries recharged  i think i need to turn up the amp's again  LOL . I have also been  building my biz inventory , making  some toys for the new  venture aswell , I hope to  be sellling some fun fetish items  soon as the stock is well  STOCKED UP .Who knows i maybe  vending at a fetish ball or event near you , crosses  fingers .At this time i know of atleat 2 demos  i will be envolved in , here in the phx area . wel just thought i would  update a  bit , and once again THANKS to the local Arizona  leather tribe and bdsm  people i have met thus far have been  AMAZING .I think of all the many years wasted  not wishing to join the local set now i am wishing  i had all that  time back , instead of traveling all over for my kink/bdsm/fetish . Just goes to show ya never know what  lays in wait in your own area . be well and  take care .I guess that was  a very  ummm well intence weekend  i spoke of prior - i took

3/22/2006 3:40:39 PM
This whole weekend was a massive blast on the fun meter ! I would like to thank my APEX fellow member/s for  showing me  a GRAND time ! I would also like to thank jg-leathers for his demo /class and  his model 'puppet' what a total blast . If you have never seen  anything of what jg-leathers  does please look into it , it s  a wow factor for sure .jg-leathers if you ever get the chance to view his creations  do so . I know i will be glowing for weeks from the weekend , in a great way .This whole weekend was a massive blast on the fun meter ! I would like to thank my APEX fellow

3/2/2006 1:15:09 PM
Well here it is Monday , and now i can reflect a bit on the past weekends  SouthWestFetish  ball  , here in  southern AZ . At first i thought the location was questionalble , but all envolved  ded a awesone job , The vendors were all great , and the performers rocked as did the dj all night  long . The eye candy at that event was amazing !! To the gal who did the  flyin peterpan susspension YOU ROCK ! And Desert Dominion  of tucson your all great people , Yeah u too bruce LOL . Hope to see ya all again soon and thanks for  making me feel so welcome .It was a grand  night  , and  fun was had  by all . BTW i am in the  midst of making  my oct  fetish ball outfit now  and hope it will be  done intime for the OCT ball !Well here it is Monday , and now i can reflect a bit on the past weekends  SouthWestFetis

2/23/2006 4:58:34 PM
Well i would have to say  a lil rain fell upon my fetish dry spell  in 2006 thus far  ,NOT ALOT just a  pitter patter- enough for me to hope the monsoon comes big this year !After today i have 5 more day to wait til sat 's SWfetishBALL  ! hope to have a good time in my newly aquired  outfit . I will be at the  fetish ball and the dungeon  party at DD aswell , spank me  very much / tie too i hope  lol .At the very least i  know i will have to have  clean  glasses for all the  eye candy . be well all .Well i would have to say  a lil rain fell upon my fetish dry spell  in 2006 thus far

2/17/2006 4:31:10 AM
 It seems  yet again  i have to put this into writting , and it is really getting old .NO I AM NOT GAY nor AM I BI ,NO -NO -NO -NO , and no . You men that keep writting  me ,try'n to hook up w/ me  ,some saying that you can change me,? NO!! you can not , EVER , i love Females thats it .IN-SHORT give it up your wasting your time and no more  responces will even be  given to the gay/bi guy trolls . ENOUGH ALREADY .dammm now i know what some women  must go through . Lets hope  this  shall pound that message  home .And on a personal note , i have gotta say joining the local groups , and events here has been  great thus  far , and i hope it just keep's getting  better !I just got back from the rennissance faire  wow what a long day and the place is like a  vacume attached at your wallet ,spent money and i have no idea where it went .And i may have to return cuz i forgot the cameras. Some of the outfits i saw were amazing  , and inspiring cuz i also make alotta my own fetish , renn,  highland wear & Kinky  stuff - WINK .Tons of idea's came outta that presidents days trip .Lots planned  for the coming weeks and months , maybe going to the tuscon fetish ball  aswell .To All the new people i have  met CHEEERS , i have not met one bad one face to face yet since the SWLC .and i thank ya all  for the warm welcome. I am also glad i do not have to  keep going outside the state for events , its great to see  things happening in  my own prevebial back-yard . I still plan of  going to  outta state events , as in years past .And those that i have met outta state  and know  me  for decades prior Yes i am  try'n to make those events .  be well til next update ..  It seems  yet again  i have to put this into writting , and it is really getti

2/9/2006 7:47:14 AM
 well after some play parties  , i got a lil affection's from some  I newly met U know who you people  are t/y  for your kindness you have shown to me  :) .This  past sat on the  11th of  feb i attended  the az fetish ball , interesting , though i had  fun , still unsure if i will go to another one of thier events ,Not here to slam on it or the people . more of a personal  note on my view .APEX here  is looking  like i shall spend more  time there , and if your also an APEX member or a desert dominion member gimmie a wave and a hello , if you wish  .  well after some play parties  , i got a lil affection's from some  I newly met

1/21/2006 8:40:20 AM
WOW i just attended the  SWLC  , for you not in the know  ,  thats the  south west leather convention . VERY  cool event ! glad i went  , and now  have joined in a leather  community , also in a tribe - still have yet to  fine  a play partner , but never say never . i can not wait to get to the  next event !WOW i just attended the  SWLC  , for you not in the know  ,  thats the&nbs

11/10/2005 2:21:38 PM
I thought i would add a journal note , To date i have yet to find a Domme to scene with me .I have written to a few and some  just wish too much .I again can not service nor serve a male .Trust is a big issue for me , and i will not play  upon a first meeting ,i still concider safe and open comunication key .I do not demand much , like i said before i can not pay a pro Domme , but would welcome conversation and poss more from a lifestyle Female Top .I am not looking for a wife ,nor will i put up w/ drugs. I feel they do not have place in this life /realm.I am open , honest ,upfront ,and have many years experiance , but do not wish to paint your house , mow your lawm , you be your money slave . I hope to  read from someone soon that desires R/T . games are fine as is  role play  but please no BS  .I thought i would add a journal note , To date i have yet to find a Domme to scene with me .I

    

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