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4/23/2008 5:11:03 PM |
Some have asked if my slaveboy is real, or just a figment of my fertile imagination. None of your damn business! ;)Those of you here whom I consider my friends, you know a few of the particulars of my situation. And if you knew any more, I'd hafta kill ya! (evil grin...) So here is my disclaimer for the rest of you lovely, sweet boys: ***You may assume that, as my screen name implies, the things I talk about here are all just my sweet, sweet dreams.*** Everybody needs something to believe in, and for me it is my future with Boy, my only slave. I came here to dream and to plan for my future with him.
Some have asked if my slaveboy is real, or just a figment of my fertile imagination. None of
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4/6/2008 10:03:52 AM |
SLAVEBOY,I know you have been dreaming of suffering the sweet humiliation of an enema at the hands of your dear owner...And as your devoted owner, I want to make sure that I always pay the proper attention to your dreams and desires.... and yes, I do dream of it too... I'll put you naked, face down, ass up in the bathtub, with your face pressed into the cold bottom of the tub ...MMMmmmm... in that ass-up position you'll be so lovely, so inviting... Maybe I'll be so moved by the sight of it, that I'll rim you or milk you for a while before I begin... Or maybe I'll take a rod or a hard leather strap or paddle to your ass cheeks just briefly, to get them all nice and red-hot and stinging, before I begin....Then, I'll have you spread your legs wide apart for me, and I'll keep you in silence while I tell you that 'You're my slave, my property, and that's all you are. That's all you were born for: to serve me. So I just need to humiliate you this way: I need to give you something special to hold for me right now... Cuz that's all you are... Just my slave that I keep things inside... You're just a bunch of holes for me to use, and fill and empty, and fill up again... you're just my vessel, just an object made to hold the things I give you ...To keep them safely tucked away inside you for me...Mmmmm... Yes, that's all you're for, sweet boy... Just a bunch of holes for me to open up and stuff and fill and empty and fuck and punish over and over and over....' And I'll lube up the tip so it slides in easily, and you'll feel it go in, only its not an enema tip... And you feel it go in deeper... Something thin and hard... and I tell you to hold still and you know you need to hold still and be very quiet for me, or you risk hard punishment... But you know that I may punish you anyway, even if you are very, very good and obedient and still and quiet for me while I use you...No, its not an enema tip you feel up inside you now, its a funnel. I don't use a funnel to pee in your mouth, that I do just straight from my crotch into your waiting mouth... No, the funnel is for when I need to pee in your ass. So once the funnel tip is all the way in your asshole, up to the part where it widens out, I'll straddle your ass, and pee in it. I'll take a good long, warm pee... I have been saving it up for this, and there's quite a lot. And all the while I'll be telling you that 'oh, that feels so good...' Oh I forgot to mention that I've made sure that your bladder is good and full for this also, so that you must suffer the sweet humiliation of having me relieve myself inside of you, while your own bladder remains uncomfortably full... I forbid you to ask for your own relief, even though it would be easy enough for you to just pee right there in the tub... I just don't need you to pee right now, cuz I need you to hold your pee and mine, for me, for a while....MMMMmmmmm... Okay yeah then when I've emptied my bladder into your ass I'll pull the funnel out and have you stand and hold it for me, for a good long while... Maybe I'll have you recite your slave's creed for me, while we wait... Or maybe I'll just pull up a chair and read the newspaper for a while, and keep you in silence... Or maybe I'll continue to verbally humiliate you while we wait... you are forbidden to ask for relief, so if I set a time limit and you can't hold it long enough, you'll be punished. I'll be drinking more fluid all the while so just in case you can't hold it long enough, we can start over. Or, since you are forbidden to ask to relieve yourself, then I might not set a time limit, I might just wait for your point of failure, and then punish you.
SLAVEBOY,I know you have been dreaming of suffering the sweet humiliation of an enema at the
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3/13/2008 7:50:33 AM |
slaveboy, if you were mine I would strap you down tight to the bed by your wrist and ankle cuffs and sound your penis while you watch helplessly... I'd lube up the sound and just slooowly slide it all the way up inside you, up the length of your penis... and deeper...while I tell you that this hole is mine... its for me to use... its just another fuckhole to me, like your asshole or your mouth... you're just a bunch of holes for me to fill and empty and use and punish over and over in so many sweet ways... and then I would catheterize your penis and stand you in the corner naked, with heavy chains on the padded leather cuffs at your wrists and ankles...you would feel the weight of the chains...and I would cuff your wrists together behind your back or just have you keep your hands clasped behind you while I hook up the catheter to a bag of saline, on an IV stand. and I'll fill up your bladder until you are very full, because I just need you to hold this for me, for a while...because that's all you are,you are just a vessel made to hold things for me... made for me to put things inside, and to keep things inside.... Whether the saline is room temperature or COLD would be up to me of course... if you have been very good, I could make it WARM....mmmmm.... then when you're full I'd have you hold it.... Oh, and maybe I'd use a rod or a strap on your ass while you stand there filling up... I will need you to be very still and quiet for me while I do this, and while your bladder is filling up... all the while I will verbally humiliate you... and I'll take my time, to make it last, for our pleasure...how long? well once the bag is empty and your bladder is full, I could take out the catheter and just have you stand there for a long while... maybe recite your slave's creed... if I've forbidden you to ask to relieve yourself, then maybe I'd eventually grant you permission. or maybe I'd purposely have you hold it to the point of failure (till you wet yourself) since you are not allowed to ask for release....just so I could punish you....
slaveboy, if you were mine I would strap you down tight to the bed by your wrist and ankle c
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3/11/2008 11:45:59 PM |
okay I'm just gonna start posting my dreams of late, here.
I would have you fuck me with a strap-on, while you stay in chastity, as my slave watches bound and gagged and in chastity himself, from close enough to touch us (except he can't because he's bound).
Or sometimes I'd unlock you and have you fuck me till I cum but you are mostly not allowed to cum in me. if you do I will punish you, with my slave watching all the while... mostly I'd have you fuck me till I cum and then withdraw and fuck my slave's ass, and then cum in his mouth. then I'd clean you up myself, put some baby oil on you and lock you back up in chastity till i need to use you again.
Oh yeah, I almost forgot: if my slave's service is not satisfactory, I would punish him while you watch. he'd better be very good for you while you use him, and also he'd better swallow every drop of your cum. And, if you cum inside my pussy, when you fuck me... my slave had better suck every drop of your cum outta my pussy... if you cum in my pussy without permission (sometimes I would let you) he will clean me up orally before I punish you. So first he'd clean me and then he'd watch me punish you. okay I'm just gonna start posting my dreams of late, here.
I would have you fuck me with a s
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