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3/2/2013 7:25:23 AM
   
   
Not chatting with single men right now.  its a jerk move but im just going to delete new single men (all types) messages unread.  its too tiring to do otherwise.  so apologies and TIA  
   
lisa    Not chatting with single men right now.  its a jerk move but im just goin

2/28/2013 4:53:52 AM
its 2013, cant cm update an age?  fml, i wish i could stay 27 forever like cm has me frozen.  29 though.  just updated it and feel freakin' old.its 2013, cant cm update an age?  fml, i wish i could stay 27 forever like cm has me froz

1/15/2013 7:07:34 AM
Anyone else get contacted by a 'journalist'?  Apparently in light of the imaginary (dead) girlfriend stuff, New York Magazine is running a story on fake profiles and fake/stolen pictures on this site and others?    
   
I dont think i'll respond again back to her but it was a New York Mag email address.    
   
lisaAnyone else get contacted by a 'journalist'?  Apparently in light of the imaginary (dead)

12/27/2012 10:22:21 AM
   
NOT leaving due to depression.  Not mtg new people right now.  Might have a new profile picture for the new year.  Might not be safe for work but nothing on this site is.  
   
lisa  NOT leaving due to depression.  Not mtg new people right now.  Might have a

12/15/2012 9:11:07 AM
 I should clarify, i work in the mental health field.  Ive got some issues too but mostly it was a helpful reminder to all and not a true cry for help.  Nothing wrong with crying for help though.   
   
during the holiday season, a reminder that depression always lies, it always wants what is worst for us, always sells us short.  and it can be so easy to listen to depression because its your own mind, defining your reality.  but its a funhouse mirror and not reality.  
   
happy holidays to everyone.  
   
lisa I should clarify, i work in the mental health field.  Ive got some issues too but m

10/1/2012 12:26:54 PM
anyone have an especially humiliating (and creative) idea for a halloween costume? and chained up princess leia, consider that one already submitted, this is my second ask, lots of good ideas submitted, dont want to influence the brainstorming by listing them just yet.anyone have an especially humiliating (and creative) idea for a halloween costume? and chained

9/26/2012 9:38:49 AM
   
anyone have an especially humiliating (and creative) idea for a halloween costume?  and chained up princess leia, consider that one already submitted.  anyone have an especially humiliating (and creative) idea for a halloween costume

5/31/2012 6:42:11 AM
   
whenever i see a woman with a turtleneck or high collar, i wonder if she is hiding marks from a wild experience ... especially on mondays.    whenever i see a woman with a turtleneck or high collar, i wonder if she is hiding mar

5/28/2012 9:35:39 AM
   
If you like this entry and picture, you should definitely check out my tumblr and follow me.  There might even be pics of me on it soon.  and might = will.    
   
http://littlelisaten.tumblr.com/  
   
   
ou reblogged scentofslave:  
 
 
this is such an exposed position and it makes her boytits look even smaller and more pathetic.  the heels are a nice touch on the slick floor, the lack of traction adds to the strain, slowly.    
putting her on a table in this position, perhaps with a candle on her belly or a line of them on her torso would be even more wicked.  
 
  If you like this entry and picture, you should definitely check out my tumblr and foll

5/13/2012 10:36:32 AM
   
with the exception of school teachers and authority figures, it seems very strange to prosecute a woman for having sex with a teen boy when his friends will high five him and be in awe of him.  its a clear double standard but i think an appropriate one.  with the exception of school teachers and authority figures, it seems very strange to

5/13/2012 8:20:08 AM
   
if you view my profile and i look at your profile and it's incomplete, you are likely to be blocked by me.  especially the older ones.  of course if you are reading this, it might already be too late.  the wheels will be in motion.    if you view my profile and i look at your profile and it's incomplete, you are likely

4/12/2012 2:10:25 PM
   
   
Worth clicking on ... very hot story and picture... (note, i didnt write this, wish i had but many people have thanked me for writing this and i cannot accept your thanks for it).   
http://maidformaster.tumblr.com/post/21040999486/eenslaved-they-were-at-dinner-when-one-of-his  
   
oh and go visit my tumblr... http://littlelisaten.tumblr.com/  
 
They were at dinner when one of his acquaintances stopped by their table. He introduced the woman to her as Karen, and she smiled politely back at the woman. He graciously invited the woman to join the two of them.  
“Is she shy? She’s so quiet,” Karen asked him, after they had all been sitting together for some time, and the two of them had finished catching up.  
He smiled and said, “Tonight Elisa has instructions not to speak unless first spoken to by myself. Isn’t that right, love?”  
She smiled back at him and looked shyly back at him and Karen. “Yes, sir.”  
They paused a moment here because the waiter had arrived. When the waiter asked her if she wanted more wine, she flicked her eyes to him and he directed the waiter to only fill her glass halfway.  
“How very obedient of her,” Karen said to him, though she was watching her.  
The two of them proceeded to carry on a discussion about her as if she wasn’t sitting right there. They never addressed her or asked her a question, so she had to remain silent and listen only. For that night, he had dressed her in a set of undergarments made entirely from lace. They were flimsy and offered little support, when she walked, it was obvious to all that her breasts swayed beneath her blouse. He was looking forward to taking her to a club for dancing later.  
Though he and his friend didn’t talk to her or touch her, they both indulged themselves by looking, their gazes as heavy as a physical touch. Then the woman declared, “I have to go to the restroom. I hate going alone. Do let her come with me, won’t you?”  
“Certainly,” he said, as graciously as when he had invited her to dine with them. “Consider her at your disposal.”  
The woman laughed. “I was hoping you’d say that.”  
She stood up from the table when Karen did and followed two steps behind her as they went to the bathroom. Instead of stalls, it was a single room. As soon as the door closed, the woman locked it and turned on her. The woman’s nails scratched her leg as her skirt was pulled up, then those same nails were scraping her breasts as the woman squeezed. Pinching her nipples and dragging her forward, the woman said, “I won’t have you kneel on this dirty floor, and you’ll thank me for this favor by squatting with your knees apart, and making me cum. You got me so hot it won’t take me long at all.” Twisting her nipples, Karen demanded, “Do you understand, you lovely, dirty slut?”  
“Yes, miss,” she whispered. Then Karen made her squat down, still holding onto her nipples, so she had to stretch her nipples most painfully before she could pull them from Karen’s grasp. Karen hauled up her clothes with one hand. With the other, she seized Elisa’s hair and drew her inexorably forward.  
 
This story is wonderful, I wish there was more.    Worth clicking on ... very hot story and picture... (note, i didnt write this,

4/7/2012 12:09:28 PM
I wish i could block new men from writing me, all men is not what i want.  
   
I wish i could block my photos from people initially because people see the photos and dont read my profile and write 'you are so cute' and well, yay me for being cute.I wish i could block new men from writing me, all men is not what i want.   I wish i co

3/27/2012 6:26:45 AM
UPDATE - OBVIOUSLY I AM NOT GOING TO MODIFY MY BODY WITHOUT PERMISSION OF MY OWNER AND AM OF THE OPINION THAT IF I WAS UNOWNED I WOULD NEVER EVER DO SUCH A THING.  SHOULD NEVER DO SUCH A THING.  (so everyone calm down about how i need to get permission and btw, i am going to block the next 147 men that email me and say i need to get it done today and then test it out on them).    
and i will block anyone that emails me to ask about how many people i have blocked or what the count is up to.  Frankly, chances are, if you are not clever, you will be blocked or unread.  I dont have a ton of patience ... i just dont.  oh, lets not ask me why i have little patience too.  UPDATE - OBVIOUSLY I AM NOT GOING TO MODIFY MY BODY WITHOUT PERMISSION OF MY OWNER AND AM OF T

3/25/2012 6:43:17 AM
just learned my friend has her tongue pierced. shocked but apparently it has been peirced for 2 years and she wears a clear stud at work which nobody has ever noticed and if she wants to be wild, swaps it out for something more noticeable on her own time.    
needless to say it puts thoughts into my silly little head.  
UPDATE - OBVIOUSLY I AM NOT GOING TO MODIFY MY BODY WITHOUT PERMISSION OF MY OWNER AND AM OF THE OPINION THAT IF I WAS UNOWNED I WOULD NEVER EVER DO SUCH A THING.  SHOULD NEVER DO SUCH A THING.  (so everyone calm down about how i need to get permission and btw, i am going to block the next 147 men that email me and say i need to get it done today and then test it out on them).  and i will block anyone that emails me to ask about how many people i have blocked or what the count is up to.  Frankly, chances are, if you are not clever, you will be blocked or unread.  I dont have a ton of patience ... i just dont.  oh, lets not ask me why i have little patience too.    
   
 just learned my friend has her tongue pierced. shocked but apparently it has been peirced for

2/28/2012 4:14:26 AM
   
 
 
 
   
 
 
 
i have a tumblr and hope you enjoy my recent additions   
   
http://littlelisaten.tumblr.com/  
 
 
 
 
     i have a tumblr and hope you enjoy my recent additions  &nbs

11/6/2011 8:51:10 AM
i have a tumblr now ... no pics of me on it yet though   
http://littlelisaten.tumblr.com/  
   
 i have a tumblr now ... no pics of me on it yet though  http://littlelisaten.tumblr.com/

10/21/2011 3:57:43 AM
i have decided to set up a tumblr so thanks for all the photo sharing ideas.    
i will post the address once it has been set up, please stop filling my email box up with 'address please' and 'cant wait to see it' notes.  i have decided to set up a tumblr so thanks for all the photo sharing ideas.   i will po

10/16/2011 5:53:03 AM
clarification, does anyone know a photosharing site that is anonymous and i can post racy pictures on.  occasionally i get emailed a picture i would love to link to but do not want to email to everyone or put in my profile.    
   
just two things to note, please do not send me to lists of links or reviews of sites and say try these.  please dont say 'have you tried...' or 'i think this might work ...' or 'i use a pay site (unless you want to pay and give me the password and username)'    
   
its ok if you dont have a solution, honestly.  but so far 99% of the suggestions have been a complete waste of time.  oh, please refrain from asking me if i have found a solution, i will post it here when i do.  if you ask about that and dont provide me with one i am just going to block you.  i am block crazy lately.    
   
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update, i know the link doesnt work.  someone here ratted to google and had the photo pulled.  anyone know a place i can post a picture someone sent me with a link?  and if someone suggests just putting it in my profile, i will block you.  i.know.i.can.do.that.  i.dont.want.to.  
   
original post with bad link follows.  
   
 
 
 
   
 
 
 
this is an incredibly creative and degrading punishment, maybe even more so if she was not tied up. https://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/OIAhTvEt0FOPmD7m_meFWOPCMPtG98YY-NCsKUw6eI8?feat=directlink  
 
 
 
 
 clarification, does anyone know a photosharing site that is anonymous and i can post racy pict

10/8/2011 7:57:44 AM
a frustrating position....a vulnerable position...  
   
http://lovewellwhipwell.tumblr.com/post/5839721544a frustrating position....a vulnerable position...   http://lovewellwhipwell.tumblr.com

10/6/2011 4:01:09 AM
update, i know the link doesnt work.  someone here ratted to google and had the photo pulled.  anyone know a place i can post a picture someone sent me with a link?  and if someone suggests just putting it in my profile, i will block you.  i.know.i.can.do.that.  i.dont.want.to.  
   
original post with bad link follows.  
   
 
 
 
   
 
 
 
this is an incredibly creative and degrading punishment, maybe even more so if she was not tied up. https://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/OIAhTvEt0FOPmD7m_meFWOPCMPtG98YY-NCsKUw6eI8?feat=directlink  
 
 
 
 
 update, i know the link doesnt work.  someone here ratted to google and had the photo pul

9/28/2011 6:28:38 AM
this is an incredibly creative and degrading punishment, maybe even more so if she was not tied up. https://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/OIAhTvEt0FOPmD7m_meFWOPCMPtG98YY-NCsKUw6eI8?feat=directlinkthis is an incredibly creative and degrading punishment, maybe even more so if she was not tie

9/23/2011 5:33:06 AM
love this picture, the poor girl is trying to get up the nerve to show how good she is with her mouth.    
   
https://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/FKL3lEvxDD6h3vZjDtaHQ-PCMPtG98YY-NCsKUw6eI8?feat=directlinklove this picture, the poor girl is trying to get up the nerve to show how good she is with he

9/8/2011 8:30:09 AM
   
i tried to be nice but 'hi' notes and notes from submissive men and notes from new profiles with no pictures or details.  i.will.just.block.you.  have probably blocked 100 people this month.  have no problems blocking 100k.    
   i tried to be nice but 'hi' notes and notes from submissive men and notes from new pro

8/20/2011 12:51:56 PM
 
answers from my request...longshot but anyone have know of a video of a woman struggling to receive a golden shower for the first time?  not a porn actress grinning her fake 'yummy yummy' grin but fear and terror in her eyes, hesitation.  ideally, some sort of link to it and not 'i filmed this and am awesome, etc'  though that sort of note is of interest too.  And if you read my journal, you will learn that i have had this done to me and am you offering to pee on me and film it ... my answer is simply, 'take a number, your number is more than 500, not yet serving 1'  
http://www.yaptube.com/watch/Anastasia_Blue_golden_shower.html  
this one is pretty humiliating too.  
http://motherless.com/g/crying/AD51551  
ditto  
http://motherless.com/g/teen/B26575  
no pee but this woman is being trained but is having a hard time of it. ('do you love me, ... open your mouth and prove it')  
http://motherless.com/g/crying/B316498  
 
  answers from my request...longshot but anyone have know of a video of a woman

8/20/2011 6:58:07 AM
word for the day (kudos to SoulessViscious)...Cuckquean/Cuckqueen - a woman who is compliant in her fetish for her man's unfaithfullness or adultery. The female equivalent of the male cuckold. Comes from the Old English word cwene, meaning Queen. The true cuckquean will be a willing participant in the sex act between the husband and the third part female and may be subjected to humiliation and degraging sexual acts by both husband and partner.word for the day (kudos to SoulessViscious)...Cuckquean/Cuckqueen - a woman who is compliant i

8/12/2011 12:58:59 PM
 
 
 
 
UPDATE 8/16 - best one so far... http://www.yaptube.com/watch/Anastasia_Blue_golden_shower.html  
 
 
 
 
   
**** 8/12 journal entry follows****  
longshot but anyone have know of a video of a woman struggling to receive a golden shower for the first time?  not a porn actress grinning her fake 'yummy yummy' grin but fear and terror in her eyes, hesitation.  ideally, some sort of link to it and not 'i filmed this and am awesome, etc'  though that sort of note is of interest too. UPDATE 8/16 - best one so far... http://www.yaptube.com/watch/Anastasia_Blue_gold

8/8/2011 1:28:23 PM
   
longshot but anyone have know of a video of a woman struggling to receive a golden shower for the first time?  not a porn actress grinning her fake 'yummy yummy' grin but fear and terror in her eyes, hesitation.  ideally, some sort of link to it and not 'i filmed this and am awesome, etc'  though that sort of note is of interest too.  
   
UPDATE 8/16 - best one so far... http://www.yaptube.com/watch/Anastasia_Blue_golden_shower.html  longshot but anyone have know of a video of a woman struggling to receive a

8/5/2011 5:38:17 AM
   
Just a couple of clarifications and answers to a common question.  
Q:  why is watersports a dislike and you are an expert.  
A'  It might even be a 'hate' for me but two of my past owners enjoyed using this as a punishment and training method.  I can smile while enduring it, well, smile with all but my eyes.  Ditto enemas and diapers, much less experience but equally horrified.    
   
   Just a couple of clarifications and answers to a common question. Q:  why is wat

8/4/2011 9:45:52 AM
At the risk of being flamed, i am going to state that i will delete emails block users that are from profiles that are new or that have less writing than the email i get. Not always but it's likely. Very likely. Other rules still apply.  
update, i am probably just going to block and not delete but my Mistress might unblock you.  She reminded me that i cannot delete emails, oops.  
Using the N* word is likely to get you blocked especially in your first email.  Its not a word is like to see even in 'clever' misspelled sorts of ways.  UPDATE:  I am NOT interested in having discussions about how I am a racist or how the N* word is fine, etc.  I just dont have the energy and will no longer even reply, i will just block so why spend the time writing me.At the risk of being flamed, i am going to state that i will delete emails block users th

7/15/2011 7:10:14 AM
   
little pale girl with small tits getting owned by a real woman in a wrestling match. guess which one i identify with but PLEASE dont tell me what your guess is, i get enough mail as it is.    
   
http://www.bdsmsextube.com/videos/16th-vs-5th-bella--her-huge-natural-boobs-absolutely-destroy-the-rookie,-brutal-submission-holds-8416.html  little pale girl with small tits getting owned by a real woman in a wrestling match. g

6/29/2011 9:27:31 AM
was just told by a white 'dom' that my ass is too flat and i am undesirable.  and then he blocked me, insecure guys are so sad.  but what is funny is that while i might agree deep inside about my ass, attacking my tits or freakish freckled skin would have stung much more, much much more.was just told by a white 'dom' that my ass is too flat and i am undesirable.  and th

5/11/2011 10:29:05 AM
   
She is suddenly deliriously happy, and is feeling better, maybe there are rainbows and not always grey skies. Maybe when one door closes, its because another door opens.  She cannot stop smiling, it is not a big broad smile but its unfamiliar enough and experession to make her notice.   
   
   She is suddenly deliriously happy, and is feeling better, maybe there are rainbow

5/11/2011 8:06:36 AM
   
what is it about being naked or nearly naked around a person who is clothed that makes me swoon?  and resting my cheek against a clothed thigh, feeling so unequal. cuffed or hobbled is even better, ditto being posed or exposed.  
   
   what is it about being naked or nearly naked around a person who is clothed that makes

5/4/2011 4:00:50 PM
   
A quiz that my former mistress had me take, not sure what the 7% dominant is from but she scored the quiz. I think the switch answers come from me wanting to please and to submit but more to please my betters not just to submit in general which is what she said.  
   
You Scored as Submissive  
   
Submissive 100%  
Degradation Lover 93%  
Experimental 93%  
Exhibitionist / Voyeur 86%  
Masochist 82%  
Bondage 71%  
Sadist 32%  
Switch 21%  
Dominant 7%  
Vanilla 7%  A quiz that my former mistress had me take, not sure what the 7% dominant is from but

    

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