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7/3/2011 4:41:25 AM |
Good morning one and all
This morning and previous night has Brought just simple pain like no other,
it is with much regret last night My Famed Ranger ...my most beloved rescued horse sliped to the waiting place at exactly 1203 am.
He Collapsed yesterday durring a calm ride he gave no indications anyhitng was wrong he stumbled and fell and never woke up untill then end, the Doc's and vets tech's called me in as he was in distress and trying to get up but couldnt he opend his eyes and ate one last pepermint from me and then sliped away ...allthought blind id like to belive his sight was restored so he knew who, he had saved in more ways then one, needless to say, my soul has been crushed like nothing ive know not loseing men in combat have i ever known such a, hurt emptiness as i look fondly back into his now very empty stall, preperations are being made for him to be laid at Rangers how the Place ill rest when my time Comes with 306 of his felow bretheren when my time comes WarWolf and Ranger will lead me ...to the waiting place, where i will await all my lovers, my best freinds, and the animals that new if only for a bref time ....love and knowing not people are bad ..
This Ranch ive built sweat almost gone to prison for, almost killed for would defend to my dying breath is the reason i still breathe
I found a song that totaly encompases Ranger and I to an absolute T
it is From Staind.....the Song is ' something like me'...please download it listen to the lyrics youll understand ...
He will be burried by an honor Gaurd of undisclosed millitary personel ...with the fullest honors i can give as well as local Hopi indians who cared for Ranger will do a ceremony as well all the Vet Tech's and Doc's whove over the years will attend at this time i simply cant have anyone else attend there simply isnt room but all of you the ones i call my freinds i would happly offer and invite, but please respect my wishes no money is needed other then the love of of said company is wished and wanted ...
Rest in peace my Freind for youve shown me life is worth living now your free no pain no worries never hungry and you now are once returned to the majestic Mustang herd i see roamining ....un brideld unharnessed you can run just as fast as you want in endless feilds nothing to hold you back ....your mane free flwing like my tears of sorrow ...you carry on ...and be what you are ....Free ......your lbood burns strong now in agian the shell of a man ......words simply cannot say how much i care for you, and your fellow rescues all know something is wrong ....and go looking for you in your stall ...but youve left for a far better place ....
' everytime you say you love me i have to stop and catch my breath ......how could someone like you love something like me '
Rest in Peace Ranger2 July 7 2011 forever young and brave a Warriors warriorGood morning one and all
This morning and previous night has Brought just simple pain like no
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11/21/2010 9:39:47 AM |
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Good morning slightly frozen ...and was ready for a weekend ride in the Mountians of colrado ...but snow and obsenely wild conditions have post poned that idea least till its a lil more hospitable outside, even ranger knew something was up so ...todat at about 10 thousand feet we turned back and all most got lost ....sighs somedays it doesnt pay to git outa bed ....Good morning slightly frozen ...and was ready for a weekend ride in the Mountians of colrado .
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11/3/2010 2:32:01 PM |
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well hello traveler ...agian we meet at that ever so familiar cross roads, well stranger as i set down my gear and simply take up walking stick in hand, ive had it the journey for me is over as it manifested 20 years ago the greatest love i could ever imagine a Kkink Ffamily of my own ...then uncle sam sunk his claws in and ive never been the same since ...please understand, im tired ive had enoughe of the rt bullshit and .....well you understand, ive reached the end of a life i loved more then my own breathing at times, to my Original Kink Family love never dies it never grows old it simply ...is,TO my first Mistress the Godess who awoke the warrior prince thank you for my love in and of you will never die though you rest and continue to watch over me in heaven, ' i am nothing more then a little boy inside that crys out for attention yet i always try to hide' ' forget all the things i should have said' 'cause i talk to you like children though i dont know how i feel'Those quotes are from Stained .....Epiphany.More Music that i remeber days of old Five finger Death Punch ' far from home' , 'Death before dishonor'Chris Daughtry ' feels like tonight' 'home'Joe Satriani 'home' 'summer song'Jim Brickman ' titanic theme'Joshua Kadison 'jessie'Gary Allen ' good morning beautiful'and a million others ....that i simply cant remeber here is you shell of a warrior that hardly even recognises himself in the mirror any more please my love please forgive me ...as ive given up im laying down my arms im quiting the battle ...I Am a casualty of war, this war of whos who, whos the right one how do i choose i am so lost with out you ....Taylor Swifts 'fifteen' for my sisters ...of my Kink Ffamily ...i love you all to my dying day ....thank you for your useing me ...teaching corecting ....makeing me the man i was even in the army i remeber lessons taught both sexualy and disapline you truly will be in myheart forever and My Freinds ...in this lifestyle lay me down in the cold cold ground ...burry me with honor and remeber never ever will i abandond your backs as i will always have them coverd ...thank you ...well hello traveler ...agian we meet at that ever so familiar cross roads, well stranger as i
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8/24/2010 2:46:27 PM |
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Today had 3 new rescues died from there abuse and neglect ....why do people need to do this .....is so drained and devoid of life in general ....Today had 3 new rescues died from there abuse and neglect ....why do people need to do this ..
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8/12/2010 2:21:48 PM |
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Staind ....song is Called 'Tangled Up in you' it reflects the Woman my first Mistress today is the very day 5 years gone ....your missed you are loved wished and wanted ...and id gladly switch places so you could grow old with someone ...Staind ....song is Called 'Tangled Up in you' it reflects the Woman my first Mistress today is
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8/9/2010 1:32:21 PM |
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A Day of loss, this day saras call a morgan horse with promise rescued from a horific place ....has gone on to ...the waiting place ...waiting for me when my time comes ...The Song Shoot High Aim Low...From the Group yes .....says it all ...your missed lil miss sara for now your free to raom as far as you want .....eat al lthe fatening hay you can posibly eat ...and munch on pepermints till there popin out yer ears ...dont fret when my time comes the ride iwll be grand and mighty with the rest of your'family' there to look after you, btw if you run into my Grandfather and Grandmother ....let em ride you please tell em i said hello alls well ...and i miss them, tell my soldiers i miss them togood bye ....Nolan A Day of loss, this day saras call a morgan horse with promise rescued from a horific place ..
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8/8/2010 12:41:40 PM |
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good lord i smell yahell at work now the god dam chat rooms have gone tits up ? to ...video journals and simple porn videos thanks to the nigerian a hole who thought this would enhance anything here ....good lord i smell yahell at work now the god dam chat rooms have gone tits up ? to ...video jo
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7/17/2010 2:48:37 AM |
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Good God ...ive come apon ....yet ANOTHER suposed Iraq private security FEMALE who says she was captured ect ect ...this i know is a flat out lie ....i cant stand you ASSHOLES, no wonder we have the need for stolen valor laws .....these people make me so sick, stolen valor is like ...saying you an intel geek who was ambushed in the compound of the North Carolina based XE and taken to iraq ....then saying 'ive been there done that' its all crap sorry for the vent but this is bullshit Good God ...ive come apon ....yet ANOTHER suposed Iraq private security FEMALE who says she wa
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7/11/2010 1:08:09 PM |
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I wish i may i wish i might tonight be that night ...im taken by force, chained cuffed lead ...freed ...crop in hand Mistress will lead me to that promised land, subs or slaves my wish be ture i so need wish and want you ...both side of me screaming like the soaring Eagle .....free to soar yet so grounded when it needs, struggles untold ...wounded as a warrior destroyed as a prince my broken body and gift return to offer up either side who wishes and wants ....who need and desires ...who comands and oders,who leads and takes charge ...i know not where i may land but the future is untold and uncertian ....I wish......i may ....i wish i might ...for this night ....all is well sleep my brothers and sisters your night is safe ...and free to dream, to love ...to become what ye seek ....For my Men ...my brothers in arms ...youvepaid a horific price, rest well watch over me ...keep me safe wait in the waiting place ....for when my time comes ....it will be a grand reunuion rest well I wish i may i wish i might tonight be that night ...im taken by force, chained cuffed lead ..
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7/6/2010 2:20:08 PM |
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a New Day .....the Dawn return of a Warrior whos had enoughe of war, like in the Narnian Books of Old the Dawn Treder has finaly Docked , a voice from my past has striped me bare to my core and breathed new life in my tired Body, Nolan has been reborn so many times he does not know who he is any more but of this new birth he know knows his purpose Whether to Lead or be lead ...his calling he knows is in his service ....the voice from his past and the Now angelic Mistress who looks over him from heaven urges Nolan to countinue to search ...strive begin agian with clean slate strong heart and covictions only the right hand of God,his mother or Future Mistress could change ....for those whove read this far a journey like no other has begun for Nolan ....his life forever will never be the same, surviving,iraq and afghansitan have proven ...time and time agian all though wounded many times he can carry on ....scared forl ife he prodly displays his scars to let the world know down ...wounded broken ...he is NOT out of the fight ....yet so with this renewed strength .....he will carry on andl ook and hopefully be hunted wished wanted desired ....More to come a New Day .....the Dawn return of a Warrior whos had enoughe of war, like in the Narnian Books
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