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7/20/2008 6:59:35 PM |
Master David's slave gets many very nice emails but, this one was so eloquent and beautiful that i just had to share it here:From: SilentWandererDated: 7/19/08 2:20 AM
I am Spanish Warrior King ... My compliments to Master David .. what is His is most pleasing ... live long ... serve well ... and always be the smile in Master David's eyes ... Master has spoken
This very uplifting note was recieved with a very grateful heart.joy Master David's owned servantMaster David's slave gets many very nice emails but, this one was so eloquent and beautiful th
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6/14/2008 6:42:48 PM |
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Friends and Aquaintences who may have been wondering what the heck has happened to me, lately, here's what's been up.Well, it has been a very busy time for me and Master David. He has bought a home for us and He and i have been working our tails off, getting the house ready for move-in on Friday (June 20th). It has been non-stop, daily, going between the old place and the new place, painting rooms, getting furniture sold, sorting things, getting things boxed-up, getting services changed, getting carpets cleaned, getting new carpet installed, getting the pool open and cleaned, etc., etc.Every day, we have been going full-speed and every night we have collapsed, in exhaustion and, then, each morning, got up and done it all again.Master David set a goal two years ago, to buy a home for us and, in spite of some set-backs and trying times, caused by His back injury and the illness and then death of His mother, He has, through a lot of hard work, accomplished His goal and bought the house of my dreams and given us a beautiful place to live as Master and slave for the rest of our lives.Master David never fails to surprise me and amaze me. He is my Hero and, every day, i am reminded that i am the luckiest slave girl alive!!!Hopefully, by this time next week, things will have calmed down and i will have more time to read and write e-mail and catch-up with everyone.Friends and Aquaintences who may have been wondering what the heck has happened to me, lately,
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2/10/2008 5:00:41 PM |
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Valentine to my MasterFor all that You doand all that You areand all that You mean to me,with all my heart, i wish i could sayhow thankful i am but, words fall far shortof what i feel.Sometimesit's just the funof sharing happy timesand laughter.Sometimesit's the trustand openness between us,the warmthand understanding.Sometimesit's just knowingthat You're thereand that You care....These are the thingsthat make Youso special.Wishing You Happinesson Valentine's Dayand always.All my love,joyValentine to my MasterFor all that You doand all that You areand all that You mean to me,with
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9/29/2007 1:06:01 PM |
Cherished words of affection from Master David to His slavegirl, both spoken and written, since November 2005 - present:1. whore of mine 2. You're not allowed 3. Let me worry about that 4. I'll take care of that 5. Just do what I tell you 6. I enjoy seeing you dance, and coming to me even though you know it is going to hurt 7. Most of all i love having you here, kisses, Master 8. On your knees, whore 9. you will always have a place with me 10. you have permission to masturbate today 11. No panties tomorrow, c*nt 12. Good morning joy 13. We will both strive to make our lives better together 14. I'm glad you are my slave and with me today 15. I love you and t, Master 16. my whore, my slut, most importantly though, my slave 17. I can only feel satisfaction in feeling you doing what you are made for 18. you are a wonderful slave 19. we continue to get better as Master/slave Love, Master 20. whore, you will get beat too, want you marked when you leave here to go back to augusta, as in black and blue marks 21. you will have to show me that wet pussy of mine, and put on a masturbation show for me 22. Everytime i take a piss i think of you 23. Hello slut of mine 24. I know you will never let me down in your service to me 25. not wanting just a piece of ass, or a blowjob, I can find that easily 26. I will own you on the 5th of Dec., lock, stock, and barrel 27. When i tell you i own you, it will be that simple 28. I own your ass29. Good night, slave
and, many, many more....... slave joy Owned servant of Master David Cherished words of affection from Master David to His slavegirl, both spoken and wri
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9/3/2007 2:04:47 AM |
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News flash: slaves are people!!! Even though a person has a need to serve and be under the control of another, doesn't mean that she (or he) doesn't have other needs, too. A slave is still a woman (unless he is a male slave) and, just like any woman, she still has feelings and cravings and desires and everything else that made her a woman before she became a slave.Sometimes, a slave needs to be kissed.Sometimes, a slave needs to be hugged.Sometimes, a slave needs to feel desired.Sometimes, a slave needs to feel loved.Sometimes, a slave wonders if being a slave is worth it, if it means that all of her other needs must be squelched and never tended to.Some cars receive more TLC than some slaves. Isn't a slave at least as valuable to her Owner as a car is? If a car is valued enough to receive the care that it needs, in order to keep working well, why shouldn't a slave be valued enough to receive the care that she needs, in order to keep working well? Or, is that asking way too much? (OH, Shut Up, slave, and just be grateful that someone even wants you for the worthless slut, that you are. Quit feeling that you might deserve more.)slave joyOwned property of Master David__________________________________'Are We there, yet? Not quite. We all evolve at our own pace.'News flash: slaves are people!!! Even though a person has
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8/26/2007 9:29:23 AM |
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i revised and updated my profile today, in order to clarify my slavery. i needed to make it clear that i am NOT A slave. i am Master David's slave.What's the difference? To me, it's a big difference. To say that i am A slave, indicates that, should something bad happen (Heaven forbid) to Master David and He couldn't be my Master anymore but, He hadn't disowned me and released me from His collar, then, as A slave, i could become another Master's slave. And, that just isn't the case. If fact, i would not even want to become another Master's slave. my loyalty is to Master David, for as long as He wants.To say that i am A slave, to me, says that i can/will/want to/need to, be a slave to any man, just for the sake of being a slave, and that's just not the case.Master David made me His slave, when He took Ownership of me. i am His slave, and only His slave, because He Owns me and He decided that my purpose for being here is to be His slave. He can use His property for any purpose that suits Him.First and foremost, i am His property. He owns me and He decides how He wants to use me. When i accepted His collar, i agreed to be owned by Him and to be His slave for life, not His life but, my life, both the fulfillment of my life and the duration of it. If He were to leave this world, without disowning me and releasing me from His collar, first, i would continue to be His slave and carry on as His slave, still wearing His collar, and i would not seek to be the slave of another. That, to me, would be disloyal and disrespectful to my Owner.i revised and updated my profile today, in order to clarify my slavery. i needed to make
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7/8/2007 9:44:04 AM |
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Master David's mom had a very bad stroke and now her struggle is over. Her pain and suffering ended when she passed away on Sunday. Wwe buried her yesterday. Wwe are once again getting a chance to be back home, instead of at the hospital or cemetery and slowly working to get Oour lives back on track. Wwe thank those friends of Oours, who have known of this tragic event and have expressed their words of sympathy and comfort. Thank you, friends, for patiently standing by and letting Uus know that you were there for Uus.slave joyOwned property of Master DavidMaster David's mom had a very bad stroke and now her struggle is over. Her pain and suff
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5/29/2007 6:38:58 PM |
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Master David is so thoughtful and good to His slave. Before He left for work this evening, He sent the following IM to her so that she could read it when she logged on. BTW, 'chop' is referring to the pork chop this slave cooked for Master's dinner today.Master (06/02/2007 4:17:16 PM): good evening whore, while i sit here in comfort listening to the lawn mower going, I can only feel satisfaction in feeling you doing what you are made for, chop was excellent Master David is so thoughtful and good to His slave. Before He left for work this evenin
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3/1/2007 7:16:18 PM |
B eing a slave in a BDSM relationship is much more than sex. So much more. The list of things that this slave does to serve her Master is long and 90% is nonsexual. Although, in reality, everything i do in service to my Master is sexual because i get such a turn-on from knowing that i am a slave and serving my Master in every way. All day long, whatever i am doing, whether it's washing Master's clothes or listening to Him as He reads a news article to me or as i follow Him through the store or help Him with a project, i am in a heightened state of sexual arousal simply because i am living my life as a full-time slave. i can't even imagine ever living any other way ever again. The past several weeks have been stressful, especially for Master, and W/we haven't been able to do all the BDSM activities that W/we were used to and i miss it so much. i have found myself lately fantasizing about being forced to do all the things i used to hate, like having to watch a horror movie and getting fisted and even being given an enema. i used to dread those things and now i am craving them, all of them. i just miss that so much. my Master is always telling me how much i do for Him and, yet, i never feel like i am doing enough. i just want to give Him so much pleasure and happiness and comfort and satisfaction and peace of mind. i am always trying to figure out ways that i can do more for Him but, i don't want to overstep my place, either. i don't want to do things that He doesn't want. So, i hold back. i want to kiss His feet and suck His toes and lick His ass and drink His piss and massage His body and ride His dick and beg Him to let me cum and feel His hands twisting and pulling my hair from my scalp and pinching and twisting my nipples and slapping my face back and forth until my ears ring and i nearly pass out. i have so many urges to just throw myself at His feet and beg Him to take me and use me. And, it takes all of my strength to hold those urges down and not act on them. i am a strong woman but, it is my Master who brings my true strength out. my true being is hidden deep down inside, under layers of inhibitions, and He peels those layers off and tosses them aside and He exposes my vulnerabilities and makes me see that there is no need to worry about them being exposed. He makes me feel secure and safe because there is nothing left to hide. i can let my true sexual being -- the slut within -- show itself and enjoy itself without worrying, 'what will He think of me?' and i can just let Him manipulate my body and make it quiver and shake and turn red and hot and wet.
i don't know how i could ever be so free, without being a slave. Master calls me almost every night, from work, and talks with me before i have to go to bed. He is always careful to not wake me when He gets home, even though i wish He would. But, He is concerned about His slave getting enough rest. He smiles when He sees me and He talks to me and listens to me and He encourages me to be myself. No one has ever shown me so much kindness and care. This is a very special relationship and it is getting better with each day.
Thank You, Master, for all that You have given to this slave. You collared and claimed me and took control of me and continue to care for me. It is my honor and privilege to serve You and i am Yours to use for as long as You like.
'Looking out on the morning rain I used to feel so uninspired And when I knew I had to face another day Lord, it made me feel so tired Before the day I met you, life was so unkind But you're the key to my peace of mind Cause you make me feel You make me feel You make me feel You make me feel like a natural woman When my soul was in the lost and found You came along to claim it I didn't know just what was wrong with me Till your kiss helped me name it Now I'm no longer doubtful Of what I'm livin' for And if I make you happy I don't need to do more Cause you make me feel You make me feel You make me feel You make me feel like a natural woman Oh, baby, what you've done to me Oooo you make me feel so good inside And I just want to be close to you You make me feel so alive Cause you make me feel You make me feel You make me feel You make me feel like a natural woman' - Aretha Franklin, 'Natural Woman' slave joy Owned property of Master David B eing a slave in a BDSM relationship is much more than sex. So much more. The list of things
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2/17/2007 3:22:43 PM |
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Much has happened in the life of this slave and her Master. W/we recently moved, not far but, packing and carrying boxes down three flights of steps and all the rest is still a pain. Still no luck in finding a sister for this slave to share her very wonderful Master with. i am a very firm believer that things happen when they happen and you just can't 'MAKE' it happen when you want. So, still feeling positive that it will happen and, when it does, it will be good.............after all, it's all good, when you know who you are and what you want and you are honest with yourself and others. Put out positive energy and good thoughts and good, positive things will come your way. Even though bad things sometimes do happen (they have happened to me), i firmly believe in not letting the bad things keep me down or cause me to become a negative person. Life is, after all, what you make of it and i choose to make mine happy. slave joy Owned property of Master David Much has happened in the life of this slave and her Master. W/we recently moved, not far
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11/24/2006 11:00:47 AM |
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Hoping that a sister slave will be joining Master and His slave in the near future so that W/we may have a nice, happy BDSM polyamorous family together. Time will tell but, that is what this slave is wishing for. slavegirl joy Owned property of Master David (All property rights fully exercised.)PS: Also still hoping for a nice sadistic Domme (or Switch) to use this slave on a regular basis.Hoping that a sister slave will be joining Master and His slave in the near future so that W/w
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11/12/2006 4:17:39 AM |
ONE YEAR LATER and Better than Ever NControlofU (11/17/2005 2:43:24 PM: As of 11/15/2005, slavelinda is under serious consideration to become my personal property, I feel that she will serve me well and without hesitation, and will be the slave that any Master would want to have as their personal possession.
It has now been one year since Master first announced that He was taking this slave under serious consideration. i have belonged to Him and only Him ever since. Even without having met in person and having only spoken on the phone (at great length) and through emails, i knew that He was the Master i searching for and, barring anything truly unexpected happening, i knew that He would soon be putting His collar on me and i would become His slave for life. He has given me a wonderful opportunity to serve and be owned by a Master, who i consider to be the very best anywhere. He named me, He collared me, and He took ownership and control of me. For that, i am eternally grateful and i will continue to strive to become the slave that He desires and deserves. slavegirl joy Owned property of Master David (All property rights fully exercised.) (Slave Register Number/062-808-443)
ONE YEAR LATER and Better than Ever&
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