| When I first created this profile or should I say recreated it it was with the sole purpose of trying to learn how to be a Dom for my wife so that we could be together and happy. She had found that she needed to be dominated and I could not do that, I have been told that I am a natural slave/sub. lots of arguments and her playing around online later and we have split up. Even after all the pain and heartache I am still finding part of me wants and prays for her to come back to me though I know this will never happen she has a Master online and even a sister slave and plans to go and meet him next year.
So that chapter of my life is over though not gone with limited resources we are still having to stay in the same apartment, which can be tense to say the least ( she offered me benefits though I am thinking it is a bad idea)
so where dose that leave me and the answer is I have no idea. Am I a Dom, sub or slave I can not answer that my head and heart is no place for that kind of decision anymore so for right now I am just here to hang out and chat and get to know folks. |