| I am not your lover, brother, father or friend. I do not want to take long walks on the beach, hold hands watching the sun set or impress your mother.
I do however want to make you salivate at the sound of my voice like one of pavlovs dogs, make you forget all the things they told you good girls want and replace it with the things you and I know that really make a good girl good. I want to make you remember what it felt like to feel things before you got convinced you had to think things through, what it feels like to be who you are instead of who they said you should be, and the difference between existing and living.
Forget all the pretty ribbons and bows they have convinced you that you need to wrap up your submission in to offer it to me as a gift, I dont want it if it doesnt claw its way to me on its belly, I dont want it if it doesnt pant breathlessly gasping for the air only I can supply, I dont want it if doesnt scream in your head and ring in your ears, I dont want it if its something you do, only come to me if it is someone you are. Only then will I take it, only then will I rip it from your soul and place it at my feet, only when I know you realize you are here because it is the only place you feel complete, only when I know you realize that what drives you to give is your need to be taken, only when I know you truly embrace the person that you dont see when you look in the mirror will I lock you in the chains of your freedom. I accept no less, so dont reason with me, dont try and rationalize what cant be understood, just accept it, because I do, and when I see you standing at the very edge, I will lose no sleep from pushing you over.
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