Ok here is an update to all
i am no longer available---
i have found the Master i want, he seems to be happy with me. We are going slow but things look good so i am not looking or accepting any more offers at this time.
This Master is strict, dominant, controlling, firm, demands obediance immediately, with no excuses, at the same time is caring of my welfare, generous of praise of work well done, is considerate, fair, honest,
i am completely content with him.
AT THIS TIME I AM SEEING A DOM SO AM NOT INTERESTED IN MEETING OTHERS.
i just spent 2 weeks in MN with a Gorean Master it was almost perfect. i had a miner stomach virus which he then caught, so that messed up the time for about 4 days. But i was able to find out he is what i have been looking for and i can't wait to move to join him.
i finally was able to experience being flogged once and enjoyed it very much. My sex life is nonexistent but oh well that has been true since 1997 so what else is new. My ex husband was no good then either. i was celibate until the lifestyle, i was only able to be actually have anything to do with a man when i was with a Gorean Master. i left him due to missunderstandings and in some ways i wish i was with him again.
ok on to who or what i am.
i am a applachian country gal. i am not snobbish or snooty, i am just a down to earth female that will call a kettle black and if you don't like it get the hell out of my way. i am strong willed, strong minded, except to a Master though even to him i feel i have the right to ask at times why or what is going on. i am not a doormat but i know what it is to kneel and lick my Masters feet and will do so if he deserves it. He has to master me first though. It can't be done with you saying "honey will you please fix something to eat" or begging me to bring you a cup of coffee i am the slave you tell me to go fix you a cup of coffee NOW. And that you want a chicken dinner fixed at 5:30 sharp.
i am a great cook, i love the outdoors, i like movies a wide variety, i like music a wide variety, i love animals. i have a cat that is 11yrs old. Have had her since she was a kitten she is fixed and declawed, i could never get rid of her. She is a good cat.
i will tell some honest things about me now as i always try to be as honest as possible. i had a stroke in 1996 it has left me with some medical issues of, dizziness at times, a limp occassionally, a weakness on the left side. Those are the physical issues now the mental ones from the brain trauma is, short term memory loss, cognitive processing issues. i have solved the first one by keeping lots of tablets and post it notes around the other i have to have someone go with me to appointments to make sure i understand what was said. If you are telling me something then make sure i understand don't assume i do.
Now the kicker i have bi polar II, i am lucky in that it is a mild case and that i have my meds all set now so i am mainly level, just like everyone else. i can still have mood swings but they are not as strong i am in control.
i think that covers it except for i prefer to deal with a Gorean lifestyle i just like that way of life better.
patina
i am adding this excert to let others know about something that happened to me.
The Dom i have been with decided to rob me. My diamond jelwery --my super nice cookware-- a dress coat-- from me while i went back to my family while my father lay dying.
do not trust this man run away as fast as possible he is a 58 yr old african american man who is in a wheelchair due to a broken leg and polio, who lives in Columbus,OH. He goes by initials of KH do not trust him in any form.
i just filed a police report against him. He will lie, cheat and steal from you and others, plus he refuses to bath, and he is just plain nasty in all aspects of his life.
i know this may be against the rules but i have to warn others so they don't lose items too. |
