relocating soon to be with him. i hope to find someone who i an serve for the rest of my life.

It is so amazing how dreams can seem so real. I can still remember the smell of her hair as I laid my head in her lap. She gently stroked my hair and the connection between us was amazing. I felt so protected and loved and when I awoke I cried as her image and the feel of her touch disappeared into the morning sunlight. I still cannot shake the feeling of her touch or the smell of her hair.
A little more about me:I enjoy the both the mental and physical aspects of bdsm. I am very interested in hypnosis and the connection between spirituality and D/s.
I am 40 year old bisexual woman with reddish blond hair. I'm a larger bbw woman and if that bothers you I urge you to move on because i have finally come to terms with who I am and want someone who would be comfortable with me.  I can be very independent and creative. I am a professional glass artist and create beads and jewelry. I am a member of the SCA and merchant at a few events a year.What I seek:
A Mistress or Master, who is comfortable with themselfs. I would hope that they would like to explore a deep emotional and physical connection with a submissive. I want someone who is willing to let me love them. The person I seek would have the desire to get to know me first, gain my trust, and then ask for me to serve them. I have been ever increasingly drawn to the darker side of bdsm and would love to find someone who is willing to explore, guide and protect me as I travel down this road.i am married to a wonderful man who is my best friend. He is also a submissive and is serving someone who will be relocating soon to be with him. i hope to find someone who i an serve for the rest of my life.