| i have a life, friends, family and a job i enjoy but what i don't have (or rather what doesn't have me...) is a Dominant. Someone who can take me outside myself and the daily routine now and then to another place, a secret place unknown to family or friends, untouched by workaday concerns, above and beyond judgement or conventional rules, a place where there is only this moment of pleasure or pain and the delicious anticipation of the next...
although i have been haunted by these desires for as nearly as long as i can remember i am first and foremost new to this world and have only just begun to discover it, exploring its dark avenues alone in the solitude of my home and computer. i both fear and long for the time, hopefully soon, when my self-education ends and i may enter the tutelage and service of another, perhaps even You who are reading this posting.
if You are out there, reading this, alone in the dark as i am, please know that i long to be there with You, kneeling at Your feet, hungering for Your touch, eager to do as You command, desiring only to please You. Know that i am already Your toy, Your slut, Your slave. You have only to claim me and i am Yours.
If You even for a moment suspect that You might have use of me, that i might be worthy or capable of serving You please write. Let me know that i am not alone, that there might be someone out there in the night who might be willing to take ownership of me and draw back the veil separating me from that place where i may become something simple and pure, a creature existing only for Your amusement and pleasure....
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