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sweetdream

Female Switch, 33, Weatherford, Texas

No one can make you feel inferior without your consent. -Eleanor RooseveltWhat can I say here? I'm just a girl, looking for what can be.. letting go of what was.. and suprisingly enough, not too upset about what is. I love to meet new people. It may not be some great romantic connection we have, but I truly believe you can never have enough friends with like minds...*those would be kinky minds if you didn't catch that* I'm in no hurry to place myself at anyones feet or to place anyone at mine.. Don't bumrush me. Please, keep in mind, I'm 33 years old. If you are more than 15 years older than me, there will be NOTHING more than a friendship. It's just a preference. I don't do married folks, sorry.. Not even with consent, it's just way too much drama. And please.. just be yourself. I don't need an email that starts with you calling me "lil one" or "girl" or "Mistress"... I am none of those things to anyone. I am just a person, who loves this lifestyle, and wants to be involved in it as much as I can. I do attend munches in my community, I do go to Sanctuary as often as time permits. I don't do the online thing.. so please don't ask unless you enjoy being ignored.

11/21/2008 5:44:40 PM: You see so many on here talk about the "fakes" and the "wannabe's". Well if there are so many of those here, who's real? I probably run across 15 profiles in 20 minutes stating that most of us girls are fake... How bout trying to see the interior aside from the exterior. If you want a flippin barbie doll go to toys r us. Those of us that are real, may not be perfect in the eyes of society, but we have what is needed to make us most definately real. So stick THAT in your juice box and suck it!!! _______________________________ 11/19/2008 8:28:28 AM: To rest.. to be weak.. to wearily close your eyes and dream. To open them to reality and let the stars and night sky fade to brightness. To have a need.. so painstakingly great consume you and your thoughts in the brightness of day. Pain is my friend. You cannot take my friend away from me. It is the comsumption of my thoughts.. the ONE thing that holds me where i kneel.. when i kneel. I do not bring this pain to myself.. although i wish i could.. give it to me.. want it for me.. tortured flesh so greatly in need of torture.. its quite the conundrum. _______________________________ 10/22/2008 1:32:57 PM: These Clever Women Close your eyes, my love, let me make you blind! They have taught you to seeOnly problems writ on the face of things,And algebra in the eyes of desirous men, And God like geometryTangling his circles to baffle you and me.I would kiss you over those eyes till I kissed you blind; If I could--if anyone could!Then perhaps in the dark you'd get what you want to find:The solution that ever is much too deep for the imnd; Dissolved in blood.....That I am the heart, and you are the gentle hind.Now stop carping at me! Do you want me to hate you? Am I a kaleidoscopeFor you to shake and shake, and it won't come right?Am I doomed in a long condition of words to mate you? Unsatisfied! Is there no hopeBetween your thighs, far, far from your peering sight?D.H. Lawrence _______________________________ 10/14/2008 7:57:03 AM: I'm not sure why I still come onto this site. There are so many people who say one thing and mean another. Nothing is real in cyber land, and I'm not sure why I ever thought that it might be. If I don't answer, don't be offended, I'm just not really up to continue playing these stupid games with these people. No one pays attention to what you say, they take a look at your photo, and judge you from there. Ok, maybe I have an ok looking face, but there is so much more to me than that. I want the person that realizes that and isn't just interested in how well I can tie him up, or how much of a beating I can take from him. I wonder all too often when I get a message if they even read the words that I had originally written on my profile. What I seek, and what I do not want to bother with. It only takes seconds to know. I will still be attending Sanctuary as often as time permits, I'm actually going tonight. So if you want to speak with me, that is your best chance. You can't miss me.. I'm the overdressed for the occasion redhead flitting around the social circles, and watching the scenes with longing and wonderment. There has only been one person on here that made any difference in my life.. I miss him often and still don't understand why we lost touch on so many levels. I want that sort of connection again.. I just think that I got my one shot and maybe blew it. _______________________________ 9/22/2008 7:21:08 PM: Well.... I'm a brunette now.. pics will be up as soon as i take them.