"I want to live deep and suck out all the marrow of life,[and] if it
were sublime, to know it by experience, and be able to give a true
account of it in my next excursion." ~Paraphrased from Thoreau Maybe its oversimplification, but I'm really just an adrenaline
junkie. Sex, pain, bondage... I do it for the rush. I'm into sensual
pain. So, passion is absolutely necessary for the health of a sexual
relationship with me. Its part of the package. Also, I want a real
relationship. The rest of it would include things like other shared
interests, comfort, appreciation, and similar levels of intellect.
In the interest of dreams: The man I want doesn't have to be tall,
dark, or overly handsome. He is an intelligent and well-read person. A
person of the world and not only of his hometown. He is successful
because he is happy with his position in life. He doesn't need to be
rich. He is tactful but honest. He is emotionally available and
comfortable discussing anything. He is caring and mature. He is funny
and light-hearted about most things. He seeks out great people and
intellectual discussion. He is content to spend time cuddled in bed on
a rainy day but also enjoys being out with friends. He is not a
workaholic. He leaves work at work and comes home to play. He is
sadistic because he enjoys creating sensations in his partner. He loves
to see her squirm. He loves to touch her mind.
Of course, I strive to be the partner that a man like that would
want. Its all a process.
Expressing myself makes me tick. I enjoy learning itself more than
anything else in the world. Quotes help me to feel connected with
history, it's comforting.. like standing on the shoulders of giants.
I'm a bleeding heart. I love to volunteer for local festivals, help
animals, and contribute to any charity that touches my heart. I am NOT
the type of person who would ever enjoy hunting or fishing. I do enjoy
the outdoors, especially cool-weather camping.
I really don't mind what religion anyone else is, just leave me mine.
My spirituality is quiet and reserved, I will never push it on anyone.
I expect the same.
INTERESTS: Interesting people, philosophy, quantum theory, religion,
politics, psychology, computers, and music. I'm a metalhead chick, I
love the local music scene and hanging out with friends on my time off.
I read a lot. I have 2 miniature dachshunds who are my best friends and
NO man will EVER come between us. I'm Buddhist. I love and accept all
people... though may not enjoy everyone's company. I reserve the right
to tell you to FUCK OFF if I think you're creepy.
I'm a strong person, perhaps both despite and because of my past. I
value myself more now because I have battled all my life to become me.
I am a very caring person. I am interesting, intelligent, and funny. If
you aren't then we probably won't get along. |
