I was new to the life i have not experienced it real as yet my desires have kind of ceased sadly ...Through my journeys so far i have made many F/friends and have learned many things about my self in the process i know i would have made a good submissive and perhaps one day that dream shall come true until then i remain me . i am happy with whom i am and know that deep down there is a subbie begging to be set free Dont assume im desperae and will submit , it will take a very Strong Person to perhaps gain my trust again so please if Y/your about games move along . One day i shall be where i belong perhaps until then the passion and desire and lust i have for this life will remain deep in my soul..i am not seeking a Dominant at this current time i am just learning more about my self and O/others so please dont assume i need a Master or Mistress, i am not a weak person nor again as i mentioned desperate i am here just observing different aspects of this life to better grow and understand my self ( smile) i For the record i do not serve Women i am not into female's at all smiles