| Seeking YOUNGER dominant man with DEEP thoughts...for a VERY YOUNG older woman...
Also, hoping this person would be a ONE woman man...a man with substance and a compassionate & generous heart.
And before you read any further...I warn you...my profile is loooonggg...so if you are not into reading alot...you may not be able to make it to the end...(lol)...
Anyway...My life right now is all about "changes"...I lately feel a sudden urgency to recreate myself...where this leads I have no idea?...but hopefully it will lead me to a better place. About me? God, you may as well pull up a chair...that is...if you have that much curiosity in me to continue to read. And sorry this is sooo long...I normally don't ramble on this much...as I also have a shy side...but I'm in a crazy mood at the moment to chatter so here goes...
Currently I am a professional singer songwriter & perform in a local band. On occassion when time allows, I sing freelance for other bands or studios that need a fill in singer. During the day I work in the Health Insurance field.
I am also now going to school for Massage Therapy at nights after work...so my life is hectic & busy at the moment...but I hope it will all pay off in the end. As far as my music...Music/performing is my love...it is who I am...it runs in my veins...so whoever I am with is hopefully a music lover as well.
And I don't know...but for some reason...I feel compelled to say a bit about my past...though...I normally don't dwell on the past. Honestly though, I think we all carry a little of the past into our current personalities & blue print of who we are.
As far as my past...I grew up in an orphanage for part of my life & have walked in many shoes...and also along many DARK roads. Though I will not disclose all of the details here of my life...I can say that, through it all, my past experiences have helped me to see the world from different angles...& so I have developed a very sympathetic & open heart. I try to be respectful as best I can, loving & forgiving in a way that I would like to be treated in return.
On a positive note...I hope not to sound like a "bragger" at all so, please, I hope no one takes it that way. Actually, due to my shyness growing up...these were the things that helped bring me out of my shell...and below are some of those things...
I was once an ex-gymnast (taught it on the side to kids) & I was also a big tomboy in High School. I was extremely strong for a girl...could bench press 200 lbs. Sometimes guys & even some football players from my high school would line up in the high school cafeteria or gym just to have a shot at arm wrestling me...and I would take them all down!...with the exception of ONE HUGE football player...will never forget him...he was a challenge I tell you...but I never let him beat me completely...haha...I would hold him there and made him sweat a bit just so I could see his eyes squinch...and freak out cause a girl was giving him such a hard time (smile) so I guess you could say I was very competitive back then...oh well, what can I say...(lol)...
Let's see...I also ran track in high school & was the fastest "girl sprinter" in my high school for 100 yard dash. I think I ran the 100 in 12.1 seconds. I have always tried to be the best in what I was blessed to be good at. I know I can never always be number one but I try to give it my all. I've slowed down a bit these past few years...needed to catch my breath I guess...& let those days go...but I still try to keep in excellent shape for my older age.
Straight out of high school...I joined the Military "Army Reserves" back in 1980. I was in the Reserves for 6 years. When I came out of my basic & A.I.T. training I took up weight lifting/body building. I thought of taking that to a competitive level...but music was starting to take center stage for me...so just settled on doing weight lifting as a hobby...decided to be a singer instead...and the rest is history...
Let's see...I love to laugh! I can watch Stand up comedy & laugh 'til it hurts...tears falling out of my eyes...balling over in pain from my stomach hurting from laughing too hard...I'm silly that way...I have been known to laugh & cry...all at the same time...& I love to be around people that can make me laugh!
Because I have to sing/perform in clubs/bars
on occasion...I'm NOT a big club person usually. Don't get me wrong...I may go out once in a while to paint the town. I love to dance...love music...but only go to bars/clubs on certain occasions. Just don't like being around all the smoke and honestly...sometimes...when I look around at all the people in these sort of places...after a few drinks...it's as if I can see emptiness staring back at me...no one seems real...I want something REAL...
I love nature in all it's many forms...from camping in the woods (roughing it WITHOUT the essentials). Growing up and even as a child, I'd sometimes walk through the woods at night all alone just so I could be totally in tune with nature. And, by the way, I just LOVE the ocean (wrote two nautical songs on my last album about this subject)...would love to visit a tropical rain forest...stay overnight in the middle of it all...in a hut...with all the sounds of nature surrounding me...this may sound crazy maybe to some...but to me...it would be a little slice of heaven on earth.
I enjoy the arts & history & would love to travel oneday and see the world from a different point of view...It would be fun to be able to take a break from the REAL world...and be a gypsy & live/camp out in an RV...travel across the United States...This I would absolutely LOVE to do oneday.
I sometimes write...when the mood strikes me...be it music, poetry, songs...erotic stories... And I sometimes like to draw & paint...but have to be in a special mood to get going with it. I Also love anything vintage/old or unique...or that sparkles & shines! And this sounds corny I know but, I guess but I sort of have a Marilyn Monroe fascination...think she was beautiful, sensual & innocent for her time...she revealed only enough to catch your eye...never exposing herself in a degrading way...she always seemed to carry some mistique about her...which I think came off as quite erotic & sexy...even today.
I also have a huge knowledge & interest in Holistic/Alternative Health...HIGHLY important to me...Which means "All Natural~no preservatives, no artificial flavors or colors"!! LOL... Well...maybe just a little? I cheat sometimes...but I try hard to live the Vegetarian lifestyle most of the time...only for health reasons ofcourse...as I love food (ALL kinds) as well as the next person...seriously. I have even considered becoming a Raw Foodist though that is a very strict way to go...but then again I am quite disciplined when I set my mind to it. I am fascinated by the Holistic way of life as an alternative to treating illness & disease WITHOUT drugs!
Who I'd like to meet? Well let's see now...I have a crazy and eclectic list here...rawfoodist's, singers, poets, writers, dreamers, artists, philosophers...interesting & unique people...or anyone who finds me interesting...(smile)
If you have read this far...then congratulations on reading the longest profile I bet you've seen in a while...and if you like what you read...I welcome you to message me... Take Care ;-)
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