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7/18/2008 12:30:29 AM: What is the determining factor when searching for a Dominant to own you and for a Dominant to own someone. Is it looks race gender,age or their kinks or your fantacy of what they may do to you? Or do you look for growth stability and chemistry. i try to look to the inside and service what a beautiful thing service is but alas its not about that lately you may be a very good service sub/slave but who will give you the chance to prove it mmmmmmmmm maybe someday i for one can only hope. 
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7/17/2008 8:06:59 PM: Fear of the of the unknown that is a very real fear do you just take a leap of faith without knowing what will happen on the word of someone you never met in person. Well i guess some do this everyday in this life but are you a player which some say you are for not taking this leap i ponder this daily. Well just my thoughts would like to hear yours if anyone desires to share but i know some on here dont care to do that they just want to keep it to themselves and dont care to teach and help others that desire to be taught correctly and properly. i myself never want to stop learning how to become a better servant no matter what the cost or what labels people want to put on me . 
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7/12/2008 8:39:58 AM: Well today was the day from hell lost my job in Jan and my ex took me back to court and the judgement i signed was upheld so know i get to give her 500 a month which means who could i actually serve if i had to work full time outside of home it wouldnt be fair to the one or ones i did serve now would it. But no that isnt all of it was supposed to leave in a week to meet a great couple and then i find out my unemployment ended which puts me in a finacial bind so i cant go. To all those out there that doesnt think Masters and Mistresses put alot of time and effort into meeting the right sub or slave dont they do they truly do. Not that i am a goody two shoes but please for their sake and yours please make sure that everything is taken care of in your personal life before you waste their time and effort they put into meeting you .No wonder it is so hard to meet good people in our way of life for the disappointments are many. i myself have a deep hurt that i have disappointed them one i hope will heal for them and me but mostly them .
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7/5/2008 2:35:46 PM: life decisons are tough to say the least but the decison to turn your mind,body,soul.and whole being of to the Power of someone else seem to some to be like taking out the trash i know there are many that say this or that and never really mean it but to just say you will do these things without seeing or feeling the chemistry of the ones you are to serve to me is very unfair to all parties concerned but that is probably why there are so many still seeking the ones to serve or the ones to serve them. Time to ponder time to think time to care and feel the true submissiveness you have longed your whole life to feel. The journey is long and the paths are many one can only hope that their path will cross with the one that they are meant to serve and turn their will over to them . At least that is my hope . 
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7/4/2008 6:03:13 AM: Just would like to know what others think on this subject . You talk to someone 1 or 2 times via email and before you even get to know anything about them at all the ultimatium is get rid of all your possesions and come here and give up your rights and thoughts in 1 week and become our property now this is just my opinion but isnt that very ufair to all parties concerned , If i am wrong please tell me and i do answer all my mail. Safe,sane,and consentual i was taught been then again your never to old to learn new things,