i've spent a great deal of time in introspect

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harmonious

Lesbian Female Submissive, 30, North Carolina

i've spent a great deal of time in introspection asking myself who i am inwardly and outwardly. What do i want? What do i need? What works? What doesn't? What have been the times i truly enjoyed and why? i didn't feel comfortable with some of the answers when i thought of them. i'd thought of myself as submissive with strong bi-sexual interests, but that was a combination of wanting to please others and not admitting the truth to myself. Even though i'm still not completely comfortable with the truth about myself, it doesn't change it in any way.And the truth is as much as it would be nice to have a man to introduce as "Mr. Right" to my parents, family and friends what i really want and need is "Mistress Right". The other truth is i have a masochistic need and am not merely submissive. There's subspace, and then there's the connection of being who She needs for Her Topspace, and ecstasy in giving myself to Her.i've found i prefer Her to be at least ten years older or more than me. A Domme and Sadist, experienced and sure of Herself, Her wants, and Her needs. Someone who wants a complete relationship that encompasses the emotional and the physical, companionship, love and lust. Mutually caring, nurturing and supportive along with the symbiotic passions and needs of a Sadistic and masochistic union. Someone to lovingly take me into Her arms, and take Her whip to me.

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