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SubSammie

Female Slave, 22, San Francisco, California

I know a lot of people want to play with, and own me but after some hard thinking I've decided that I don't have enough free time to give myself fully to anyone right now. I need to be focusing on school for now. I hope everyone understands. I'm still available for play off course.please note, that this does not mean that I'll play with anyone and everyone that asks, or even respond to most people that write to me. I get tons of one line emails that I just delete.I have been staying up much to late, so I'm giving myself a mandatory sign off time of 1:00 am PST, sorry if that offends anyone, but I need more sleep than I'm getting. Thank you to everyone that reminds me to go to bed on time.profiles that are red, pink or purple get answered in priority over the blue ones.After chatting with some people, I definitely seem to have a preference for couples or dommes, the guys on here just aren't doing it for me...that's not to say that I don't like guys, far from it. It's just that I find most of the guys on here very uninspiring and even boring. If you can't hold my attention for a few emails, how bad will things be in person? So, continue to write if you're interested, just have something good to say ;)I am a sub with some slave tendencies, I'm learning what I like as I go. I'm looking for someone experienced that can show me the ropes and teach me some new things. My last bf used me extensively, so who ever owns me text will have to be creative to keep me interested.You don't have to have model type looks, but please be hwp, if you can't take care of yourself how can I expect you to take care of me?So far I know that I like restrictive bondage and torture. Add humiliation to the list of turn ons. I am also a huge masochist and it turns out I love stretching.I always play SSC, you should to. If you write me, please include a short description of what scene you have in mind (you don't have to be to explicit) and include a recent picture.I'm also very bi, so girls feel free to writeoh and no, I won't chat with you, it always crashes my computer. -SS

1/2/2009 9:39:15 PM: I'm back from FL, I had an amazing time. Thanks to all the guys and girls that made it so much fun for me! _______________________________ 12/13/2008 9:14:03 PM: I'm done with finals after this week and will be taking a trip after that, see you all in the new year. _______________________________ 12/8/2008 1:45:39 PM: In today's age of google and instant searches, why would anyone say that they wrote something when they didn't. That's called plagiarism...If you want to send me a hot story, that's awesome but don't claim you wrote it if you didn't. It's still a hot story and can be an enjoyable read and will more than likely gets me off, there's no need to lie about who wrote it... My current mood is sad and disappointed. _______________________________ 12/1/2008 2:49:00 PM: I want to clarify for everyone why I can't give myself to anyone at this time. Right now I need to make sure that I am devoting enough time to school so that I pass all my classes this semester. School is an important stepping stone for whatever my future may hold and I need to make sure I do well. I may be a slut, and a whore or a cunt, but I want to be those things out of choice not because I'm broke or jobless or homeless, with no education and that is my only option left in life. Education equals opportunity and in this economic environment I think we all need as much help getting and keeping a job as we can get. Unless you're in the top 1% with multimillions of dollars so you don't have much to worry about but then again, I haven't see too many of those people writing to me...I hope that makes sense to everyone and even if you don't agree with what I'm doing, at least you can understand why I'm doing it. _______________________________ 11/12/2008 11:18:03 AM: I had an amazing Friday that I want to share with everyone.I had my afternoon class canceled, work called and said I didn't need to come in and my roommate took a road trip with her bf, so I had the place to myself for once. Put a slut like me in an empty apartment and you know something will happen, I just can't keep my mind from wandering lol. I decided to work on my biggest fantasy, anal stretching with the goal of being able to be fisted. I started around noon and kept going until 9 with a few breaks for lunch, water and to rest a little. I wasn't able to fist myself, but by the end I was so so so so close. If my hand was just a little smaller or if someone else was doing it to me I think I would have had a fist in my ass. Someone else could get a better angle on insertion as well as keep pushing through my groaning, it's hard to do it yourself and keep going when it hurts and makes you groan. Or who knows, maybe if I had someone here on on-line encouraging me more I could have done it. It was porn from my favorite wet dream belladonna that got me closest. I think if I had more of her porn and a little more stamina I would have gotten my fist in. Her video of being double fisted by Jenna Haze is so damn hottttt!!!Also of note, I was able to take a voss water bottle in my ass. It was 7.125 inch circumference and notable because voss bottles are not tapered at all, they are a perfect cylinder, meaning that my ass was loose enough to immediately open to 7.125 inches. I felt so full with it in me, it was amazing. I can only imagine what it will feel like when I eventually do get my fist in, or someone elses fist... I spent a long time stretching and did it right, nice slow stretching - no rushing, ripping or blood. I also got a lot of attention from another Mistress, which has me intrigued and very interested.