| Official Caterer to CMunch *smiles*
I keep rewriting this trying to find the right words to say whatever it is that I'm trying to say.
I'd describe myself as a submissive sadomasichost. And it all really depends on what hat I'm wearing what side of me you'll see. I can be fairly cliche in my subbie ness, and as well as bondage, blades, breath play, impact play and biting, I like pain. That's the masochist.
I'm drawn to humiliation, in various forms, I'm trying these out slowly, some in public, some in private. I'm lucky enough to have people in my life who will insist on pushing me, whether in a club or on a train, and who are gradually to the point where I feel comfortable with that.
I love clingfilm, so blissfully relaxing, and the best birthday present I ever got :P
Then there's my sadistic side, and this is for the sub males who send me memos... I'm not a dominant. I'm not a domme/mistress/goddess or anything like that. I'm one of those rare people who are simply the thing that works the crop. I like to tie people up (though that's optional) and then impact play/biting/blades... I'm open to experiment, but, well, I'm a cautious girl, I like to know what I'm doing before I set about doing it.
I love my crops, and floggers. Am less familiar with canes, but getting there. Need hours more practice with a single tail, hate the sound of a violet wand so am not going near one anytime soon, would have fun with an EStim if I got my hands on one, am confident enough with needles, and have some viscious finger nails and incisors that make me melt to use.
I'm currently attached, although there are a few people that I play with, in addition to that relationship, on a semi regular basis. Some as a sub and some as a switch. The more you get to know me the more complicated you'll realise the situation is *smiles*.
What I'm looking for... well first and foremost friends, because life is changing faster than I can keep up with it and trying to fit more into it is turing out to be harder than it looks. That said, I do like to play, it's cathartic, amongst other things, and I do play with some of my friends. I think I'm leaning towards exploring the sadist, at least for the next few months. The masochist in me is sated fairly regularly, afterall, but the sadist... she wants to play.
It may have been a year, but I *still* don't know what to put in these boxes. Ask questions, they usually get answers, even if they aren't the answers you want. |
