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Looking2bslaved

Male Submissive, 27, Colorado Springs, Colorado

New pic and updated profile 9-26-08New pics and journal entry added 7-5-08Updated 6-15-08i am a slave, i am just uncollared. i am a slave at heart and in the very core of my soul.i exist to serve and please under the will of a GODDESS.i seek to be enslaved. by all means do i realize that to be a slave i must work. i must contribute to the house in which i serve.this is not a quick and or easy search. it is not like i will achive this goal in life tomorrow or even next week.but, i am as serious about this as i can be. i have sought this in my life for many years. i have learned as much as one can without much actual experience.i will treat anyone who writes me with honor and respect . i only ask for the same for this point in time. i do not want emails that say only "tribute me now" because if you don't take the time to introduce yourself and talk to me, the last thing i am going to do is tribute you. so please respect me with the respect you would want yourself. things, of course, may change in the future.i am primarily looking for a Dominate Female or Dominate m2f trans. but friends are always welcome.as seeing how things are on this site, taking my time and making honest attempts to connect with Domina's. It seems to me that what most women want on here is my wallet. not my service.I exist to serve, to please. I seem blunt headed over trivial things because in my head it should be one way, and it is not.I am not a perfect sub/slave, this much i know. I do not expect to a Domina to move mountains for me. All I really want is someone to take the time to grow a seed that can't nurture itself. To take this unmolded clay and mold it into what it exists to be.and still why is it, that time after time, you even think you're getting friendly, with someone and they just vanish? things a slave should know:1. the slave's owner comes first above all2. the slave is property and can be used as such.3. a slave has no rights except those the owner allows them4. the slave's owner comes first and formost5. Punishment is neccisary and is to be learned from.i know these things. as to the point of having practical use of these basic things is practically nil. A few Dominate girlfriends, a ex wife that was Dominate. But, i do not seek a girlfriend. i seek a Domina to attend to. Someone truly worthy of worship and who can exert the will of a slave.i admit i need training, guidance to be a better slave. But being a slave is not something i take lightly. i have been interested in Female Superiority since i was about 14. i discovered a love of bondage in the games the some children play. my love of being controlled by my first "girlfriend" of sorts.i am not on here to play games or act foolish, if i write a domina, i will write a full message, not some foolish one liner. i am not here to Dominate anyone from the top or bottom. i am on here purely to seek a Goddess to serve. i am willing to answer any questions anyone may have. i am just as happy to make friends in the bdsm world if anyone ever wants to chat. i have msn, aim, yahoo, and myspace. please just ask for the SNs or links if wanted.

9/22/2008 4:34:53 PM: sometimes i feel as my goal is to never be achieved. sometimes not so much. i am looking at the way i do things on this site. they way i approach Domina's. i have always been respectful and written tailored letters to each Domina and their profile. and still i get ignored and rejected.which is fine. i am a slave at heart and i will serve a GODDESS at some time. just finding the right one is half my fun i guess ^_^ _______________________________ 7/9/2008 7:46:35 PM: and to the person whom the "incident" occured with, I'm sure you know who you are, I didn't not mean to be rude, but you never even introduced yourself. _______________________________ 7/9/2008 7:45:34 PM: Due to an incident earlier , i will not be speaking to Domina's who require a gift or tribute without even having a decent conversation on a human being level first. I am not on this site to have my wallet drained, bills and lving life in boston drain it fast enough as it is. I am not adverse to paying tribute or giving gifts to those who show that they can be not just some money grubbing "Domme" but a human and friend as well. _______________________________ 7/1/2008 5:10:59 AM: Just as the stars shine in the sky, some people are just plainly submissive. When talking to other people in the lifestyle, but more so with people interested in it, i get asked the question "do you dominate or switch?" Well, no, i do not switch. I was born submissive, it runs through my veins and is seemingly coded into my genes. (Wouldn't it be nice to isolate the Dom and sub genes?) Just a update for those I talk to or those i try to talk to. I don't play online (i didn't turn on my cam to show you my cock or anything like that Miss Lisa :P )Anyway, happy whippings. _______________________________ 6/11/2008 7:29:14 AM: And so how do you feel? No that you've lost it all the love you'd gained The life that called And from whence you came To where you're headed A storm follows over Your feet feel leaded And still you journey Over mountain and stream The lessons you've learned Not all you dreamed But always more Is there to learn Like a giant book The pages you turn You you travel and read Through this life we're given New lessons learned A hatreds forgiven Do not lose hope And do not frown The loss of one Shall not make you drown by Looking2bSlaved 6-15-2008