HelloMy name is Melissa. I live in Ho

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Badgirlmissy

Female Submissive, 31, Illinois

HelloMy name is Melissa. I live in Hoffman Estates Illinois an northwest suburb of Chicago. Right now I am not sure where I fit in this lifestyle. I know that I love pain. I love recieving it. I have had some of the most powerful orgasms brought on by pain. These days I am not sure how submissive I am. I know I am not a slave. I don't know whats the best way to explain me. Other than I want to learn and experience everything BDSM has to offers. Just about everything excites me.I am here to just meet like minded people. No strings attached. No long term commitments or online only relationships.

9/19/2008 5:45:47 PM: Please forgive me If I don't answer your email. Everytime I log in I get at least 5 emails within a minute or two. If you get deleted it could be a few reasons. If you insult me at any give time I will delete and blocks. If you start of talking about how you want me to suck your cock I will delete and block so simple. I am super busy and just don't have the time to respond to every email. There are some that I will delete and won't block. Don't take offense just something didn't appeal to me thats all. Nothing personal. _______________________________ 3/21/2008 8:58:06 AM: I found this poem on website. And well it pretty my describes me.ReflectionsAs I look in to the mirrorI don't know who it is I see.there's a stranger standing thereand she's staring back at me.Her puzzled stark expression,reflecting how I feel,I move a little closerreaching out to see if she is real.My hand, it can not reach herthe glass is in the waywho is she, the reflectionoh that can't possibly be me.Her eyes look sadly at mewith a look filled with despairI wish I could just hold herand show her that I care.Her smile, it started slowlythen spread across her face so wideshe knew she was acceptedand she didn't need to hide.So, once again I reach outand this time so does sheand as our hands, they touch togetherI realise she is me. _______________________________ 9/12/2007 6:53:58 PM: Conservative BDSM is there such a thing.I am starting to wonder if there is a such a thing. For once I would like to find a couple who lead normal everyday lives. Whatever normal is I guess.Where are the people that lead lives outside of BDSM. The ones with jobs and families and productive member of society. For once I would like to chat with someone that is chatting with me so they can get a quick orgasm and then you never hear of them again. Someone not looking for a quick fuck.I want to meet some honest everyday people. I don't care that you have a big house or drive some fancy car. I don't care that you have been in the lifestyle for 1 year or 20 years. None of that matters to me.