" terrible news.. I cannot stand it anymore.. the new slave which was showed to me to sign with Chr..."

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 nummer30

 Female Slave

 Assen, Netherland 

 Netherlands

 5'5"

 145 lbs

 36

 Bisexual

 Other

 03/21/08

terrible news.. I cannot stand it anymore.. the new slave which was
showed to me to sign with Christmas was to extreme. They want a
complete free hand for bodymodifications, including (among others!)
breasts, clit, voice and marks. They told me I will be modification and
there will also be a possibility I will be sold to a new Owner. Someone
(forener) is interested in this slave to transform to a complet pony,
whitout a voice.. This is to far for me, so I quit... I will be back
alone in my appartment..  I am very sad and feeling lonely, this will
take some time.. free again.. but disapointed, what will happen to me??

I am a bi sexual slavegirl, 36 years old and complete into rubber clothing. I am trained as rubberponygirl, schoolgirl and other ageplay and maid (among others, my ex-owners loved roleplaying).

I lived for about 4 years, from 2004 till December 2008 with my ex-Owners. They trained me to a 24/7 TPE slavegirl. I had got restrictions applied on everything I am allowed: Eye contact, speaking, the use of bathroom, meals and drinks, clothing, walking upright or crawl, everything I was allowed to was in total control by my ex- Owners.

Ex-Mistress is an enormous fetishist, She enjoys to turn Her slavegirl into a rubberdoll, a schoolgirl, rubber baby, a pony girl etc.. She dresses the slave in rubber, leather, corsets, high heels, chastity belts, diapers as well. She uses the power of restrained to objectify the slave and mold the slave into a toy. The slave is the personal Owner of the slavegirl.

The slave was also used by the Master. He used the slavegirl for His pleasure, sexual and He trains the slave masochistic. He loves to be a very sadistic Master, using whips, canes, nedles, clamps, electro and BDSM in the way of INSEX, His great example of how a slave will be used with metal chains and cuffs in cellars.. The slavegirl has also to work for Him as an escort girl for some of His business companions. Sexy and clothes in nice clothes , sometimes even in rubber dresses, but alwys in style.

I lived with my owners om a farm in the North of the Netherlands. On that farm I got my own cellar en cages, I also stayed in the stables when I was dressed like a pony. My owners are very strict and try to trained me in complete 24/7 TPE slavery, just as I like to be. We all are very fetish, as told, rubber, leather, straightjackets and I also had to wear a chastity belt (Neosteel). The slavegirl has been marked twice with a branding. I was complete satisfied with the slavery situation, but that changed when They offered me a new slave contract, including body modification. things in that contract were a step to far me as a slave. Also there was a possibility I should be sold in a short time to a foreign Owner. So I decided to quit.... Now I am alone again... it takes some time to get used to my new situation.

At the moment I am not looking for a new trainer or Master. I long to a 24/7 TPE slave situation, that is for sure, but where and with whom? I love the lesbian Dominantion, but also the Master...

I need some time and I like to chat with Dominant Masters or Mistresses about total slavery and obedience. I also like to chat with other 24/7 TPE slaves. I wont make any appointments at this moment with other Dominants or slaves, except chat and email contact.

Als slavin was ik tot december 2008 inwonend bij mijn eigenaren. Zij bepaalden mijn kleding en gedrag. Ik leefde sinds 1 oktober 2006 als 24/7 slavin. Daarvoor op afroep vanaf 2004. Het sm en fetish gebeuren had een belangrijke plaats in ons leven. Ik ben nu vooral op zoek naar mij zelf en niet naar een Meester of Meesteres.eerst maar wennen aan mijn nieuwe situatie en dan zien we wel verder....

interests
*Maid training
*Corset and figure training
*Bondage and rigging
*rubber pony play
*objectification
*sensory deprivation
*rubber servitude
*anal training
*conditioning
*erotic pain
*humiliation
*fetish training
*lifestyle spanking
*visualization
*alters
*chains
*chastity
*whips and cane
*bullwhip
*rubberdoll
*baby and age training