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8/12/2008 1:29:23 PM: GOING TO SMART TONIGHT IS THERE ANYBODY ELES GOING
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8/5/2008 8:52:59 PM: 10 shots of whisky make you feel great just thought everyone out there would like to know that
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7/31/2008 12:39:50 PM: Ok so it has been a busy few weeks. i was a best man in my best friends wedding so i had to plan the party witch was great. In this time i have moved on and found what may be a new Mistress it is something that i just kinda fell into. There is some distance between us but not to bad it will be just over an hour drive time. we have been talking alot and have talked about meeting up but seening as how busy i have been i have not been able to make it to see her face to face. i am now hoping that since i am all done with this wedding i will get the chance to go meet her. i just kinda thought i would let everybody know what it is that was going on so u all have a nice day.
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6/28/2008 2:53:44 PM: SAD I AM VERY SAD RIGHT NOW. I NO LONGER HAVE A MISTRESS I WAS TOLD LAST THURSDAY THAT I WAS VETOED. AND I COULD NO LONDGER BE HER BOY AND THAT MAD ME VERY SAD BUT SHE SAID WE COULD STILL BE CLOSE FRIENDS AND WE COULD PLAY AT PRS DURING THE PLAY PARTIES. AN THIS MADE ME FEEL ALIITLE BETTER. SO SAT I WENT TO PRS AND SEEN MISTRESS AND I COULD LOK IN HER EYES AND SEE THE LOOK ON HER FACE AND AFTER TALKING WITH HER FOR ALITTLE AND HEARING HER VOICE I KNEW IT WAS NOT HERE THAT VETOED ME. IT WAS HER LIFE PARTNER THAT MADE THAT CALL AND I THOUGHT IT WAS BULLSHIT BUT I HAD TO LIVE WITH IT. I MEAN COME ON WE WHERE STILL FRIENDS AND I WAS TOLD THAT WE COULD STILL CHAT SO I WAS HAPPY FOR THAT. SO LASTNIGHT I AM ASLEEP BECUZ I HAD A LONMG HARD DAY AT WORK AND THEN I WAS AWAKEN AT 10:26 BY A CALL FROM MISTRESS AND I WAS HAPPY BECUZ I DO LIKE CHATING WITH HER. BUT SHE WAS KINDA CRYING BUT NOT REALLY CRYING BUT I KNEW THERE WAS SOMETHING WRONG JUST BY THE SOUND OF HER VOICE. I WAS THEN TOLD THAT I WAS NOT ABLE TO TALK TO HERE EVRE AGAIN AND ONCE AGAIN SHE DID NOT DECIDE THIS. SO KNOW I AM VERY HURT AND I JUST DONT GET IT I MEAN COME ON I TRYED TO BE THE BEST SUBBIE BOY I COULD AND I TRYED TO MAKE MY MISTRESS AS HAPPAY AS I COULD ALL I WANTED TO DO IS PLEASE HER AND I FEEL I DID BUT I DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT IT IS I HAVE DONE TO THE OTHERS IN HER LIFE TO MAKE THEM SO JELLUS OF ME AND SO ANGRY AT ME. I CAN SEE IT IN THIS PERSONS EYES AND I JUST DONT GET IT I TRYED EVERTHING I COULD TO PLEASE THIS PERSON BUT THAT JUST NEVER HAPPENED THE WORST PART IS I DONT THINK THIS PERSON EVEN GAVE ME A REAL CHANCE AND I FEEL AS IF THERE WAS A PROBLEM WE SHOULD HAVE SAT DOWN AND TALKED ABOUT IT AND TRYED TO WORK IT OUT. SO WHAT AM I TO DO KNOW I IF YOU HAVE ANY SUGGESTIONS PLEASE GIVE THEM TO ME THANKS YOU FOR YOUR TIME
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5/28/2008 7:53:44 AM: 
WOW is all i can say about last night Mistress is great. When i first arrived we sat down and we talked for awhile. Then came the interview i know that Mistress  did not like some of the answers i gave but she wants me to be honest and that's what i was doing. So after the interview we did a photo shot witch was allot of fun(the best part is i got to smell Mistress )i would do it again. During this i learned how to lace Mistress boots up then she wanted me to brush her and i really sucked at that. So after this we relaxed and that's when the fun started. Mistress and i where lying on a air mattress just chating. Mistress F then started teasing me even more. I was then told to get undressed i then had some wrist cuffs put on me and i was put onto the triple cross. From there i was spanked and flogged and some other stuff was done to me i am not really sure what was all done to me i am not really sure but it was just so much fun. i seemed like we where only playing for about 5 min but i do know it was longer then that.i wast hen taken off of that and i sat down and relaxed for awhile from there we ate some taco bell and chatted for a while and what not. from there i was put into a rope harness witch didn't do much for me and that kinda ended the night Mistress F was not feeling good and she wanted to go home and go to bed so all and all i had a GREAT NIGHT and i am still up for the challenge.