Update: I now have a dom.
My submission is not a given. It may not even be a possibility. I do not have the urge to fall to my knees at every man's feet. I am not a service sub. I do not get a kick out of doing housework just because someone told me to. I am not a daddy's girl.
I am a masochist. A hardcore, blood and pain physical masochist. I crave verbal humiliation more than any other sexual activity, particularly if it's preceded or followed by compliments. I am a non-con force junkie. I will fight you. Because that's the point.
What I want is someone who can take me past that point and make me enjoy my submission.
Polyamorous, 30 year old masochist discovering her submissive side. Looking for friendship that could -could- turn into a relationship. Looking to interact through email and chats online for a while before any kind of meeting. I like men near my age or younger (-33) who can be both very sweet and very mean. I'm looking for sincerity and genuineness in everything you do with me. You must be willing to deal with my polyamorous relationship with my boyfriend and my husband, although you won't have to meet them unless things get serious. I am absolutely NOT looking for a permanent monogamous relationship.
I like intensity, aggressiveness, seduction, bondage, being whipped by a belt, being punished, orgasm denial, forced orgasm, and more extreme fantasies. I like being taken to the limit of what I can withstand, then soothed and comforted when it's over. I like being built up as a beautiful goddess, then smashed down to the floor as a used whore.
I'm a full-time honor student majoring in English. I like books quite a lot. I like to be outdoors, especially the deep woods. I exercise and I like girly things like clothes-shopping and dyeing my hair. I'm a huge fan of the horror genre.
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