e thinks there is. I believe in HIS way, and that's what is relevant to me.

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Female Slave, 44, Sacramento, California

~ In a committed relationship. ~I had no idea it could be like this :)Labels are interesting in that there is such a myriad of ways of defining them, depending on one's perspective. We all have different viewing points, and see things according to our own individual worlds. I say slap any letters you want on me - D/s, M/s, O/p, BDSM, LMNOP, XYZ - and it makes no difference. I currently define myself by five letters - HAPPY - and that's all that really matters to me. Aren't we all in pursuit of happiness in some form or another, after all?I am owned. I submit to the man more and more as we grow together. He is my Daddy, my Owner, and my King. I am his baby girl, his slave and possession. He is leading us into a relationship that is unique to us, and defined by what works best in our world, rather than anyone else's. All I know I know is I am HAPPY in its development and there is nowhere else I'd rather be than with him and in his service.I am here on CM to enjoy the message boards. I am not a believer in any "one true way" regardless of whether or not anyone thinks there is. I believe in HIS way, and that's what is relevant to me.

1/31/2010 5:15:34 PM: As his slave I need to give him everything ~ even my struggles. But this one struggle is something I've always been ridiculed and shamed for, so I kept it for myself. Yes, I was afraid. I was afraid I'd disappoint him, and I didn't want to feel that disappointment from him.But by keeping it for myself, I was serving myself, not him. I know better, but fear prevented me from exposing my vulnerability. Ugh.I told him about it. I told him what I didn't do, which I should have done. I told him I was afraid. I knelt before him and apologized, and waited to be beaten down, yet again, because that's what my past told me would happen.But I don't live in the past anymore, and he didn't meet my expectation. Instead, he climbed into my pit with me, and he took my hand, and he led me out of it. This isn't my struggle anymore, he said. It's our struggle. This isn't mine to fix alone ~ it's ours. And instead of beating me up for it, he laid out a solution, simple as that. He held me as I cried and he helped me climb over my hurdle. Our hurdle. This isn't mine to deal with alone anymore.His goodness overwhelms me. His love blankets me and makes even my struggles lose their power over me.Thank you, Daddy. I can let go of it all now, and hold onto you instead. I love you. :) _______________________________ 12/1/2009 7:07:58 AM: Note: Daddy does read ALL mail sent to this account. _______________________________ 8/30/2009 7:55:31 PM: Ready For Love~ India Arie ~I am ready for loveWhy are you hiding from meI'd quickly give my freedomTo be held in your captivityI am ready for loveAll of the joy and the painAnd all the time that it takesJust to stay in your good graceLately I've been thinking you're not ready for meMaybe you think I need to learn maturityThey say watch what you ask forCause you might receiveBut if you ask me tomorrowI'd say the same thing ~I am ready for loveWould you please lend me your earI promise I won't complainI just need you to acknowledge I am hereIf you give me half a chance I'll prove this to youI will be patient, kind, faithful and trueTo a man who loves musicA man who loves artRespects the spirit worldAnd thinks with his heartI am ready for loveIf you'll take me in your handsI will learn what you teachAnd do the best that I canI am ready for loveHere with an offering ofMy voice my eyes my soul my mindTell me what is enough to prove I am ready for love?I am ready...

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