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My closest girlfriend (vargagirl here on CM) who is brand new to the lifestyle, and i have entered into a relationship with the same Master. We are owned by Him. Yes, He is a Master from CM. i trust, admire, and respect Him and believe strongly that in time we will form a very healthy and fulfilling poly union.
You ask why sometimes I say stop
why sometimes I cry no
while I shake with pleasure.
What do I fear, you ask,
why don't I always want to come
and come again to that molten
deep sea center where the nerves
fuse open and the brain
and body shine with a black wordless light
fluorescent and heaving like plankton.
If you turn over the old refuse
of sexual slang, the worn buttons
of language, you find men
talk of spending and women
of dying.
You come in a torrent and ease
into limpness. Pleasure takes me
farther and farther from the shore
in a series of breakers, each
towering higher before it
crashes and spills flat.
I am open then as a palm held out,
open as a sunflower, without
crust, without shelter, without
skin, hideless and unhidden.
How can I let you ride
so far into me and not fear?
Helpless as a burning city,
how can I ignore that the extremes
of pleasure are fire storms
that leave a vacuum into which
dangerous feelings (tenderness,
affection, l o v e) may rush
like gale force winds.
-marge percy
Original profile post: i am attracted to intelligence and i crave a slavery that is above all, active and challenging to mind and soul, as well as body.
i am recently out of a 2 year+ M/s relationship with a fantastic Master and trying to find my bearings again. i am not sure exactly what i am looking for, i am just sure that i miss the lifestyle and getting to interact with those of a like mind. If nothing else, i crave intensive intellectual discourse with those who -get- me as opposed to those who think this lifestyle is one of abuse and degredation in unhealthy and damaging ways.
i am not a doormat nor do i think that i am deserving of abusive or subhuman treatment. i am not consumed with self loathing and i am not using this lifestyle to affirm negative self concepts. i understand that a good slave is a highly self actualized individual who has the courage to fight the tide of current societal consciousness and embrace her needs rather than deny them. i believe that our current culture is highly emasculating which causes men to feel enormous pressure to give up their biological imperatives for power. It also forces women to behave as masculine combatants instead of the feminine animals we were created to be.
i am perfectly capable of existing without a Master to mold and guide me. i am financially independent and well educated. i simply seek more than existence and i understand that for me, a full life ... a life worth living involves the power exchange elements of M/s. Kink can be found anywhere if one looks hard enough. However ... M/s is a concept ... a symbiotic relationship that few can truly understand and appreciate. |
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