My exploration continues. I am clear now that pain, torture or serious bondage blocks me from responding sensually and sexually to a partner. I do respond to sensuality, erotica and in particular submitting to and worship of a sexually dominant woman, but I am also capable of responding in a more orthodox vanilla / dominant way too. I suppose that may make me a bit switchy.
I have engaged in exhibitionism (kilts are a wonderful garment), anal play and strap on (a pleasant surprise). I particularly enjoy seeing and feeling smooth skin and hairlessness on myself and others so I do keep my genitals trimmed and smooth.
My good friends Daneswood and Mistress Lucinda have been very influential in my education. I am grateful for the guidance I have already received from them.
In my vanilla life I work as a professional in health care services and enjoy theatre, drama, acting, all baroque music but in particular the works of Mozart. I am told I am a good conversationalist albeit with an off beat sense of humour. |