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OK - I stupidly managed to hit the wrong key and deleted my entire profile!!
PS I do NOT live in Alabama!
While I am now re-creating my profile I might as well write something this time. After a protracted absence I am back but still full of serious doubts about online mediums to meet people! I crave seduction behind closed doors and dark exploration - within a meaningful relationship. Random play holds absolutely no interest. Neither does dating games, affairs, one-time meetings or whatever the hell else doesn't constitute a REAL relationship! I am looking for someone who is serious about the power and sensuality of Dom/Sub dynamic.
Good stuff about me - I am what I say I am and see no point in bullshitting. I am open, honest and affectionate and the glass is always half full. I am dynamic and prefer doing stuff to inactivity.
The bad stuff about me - I have put my hobbies and interests and freedom well over and above a relationship for a long time, so am seriously rusty at relationships, but have learned a lot about myself and what I want from life and a partner.
More bad stuff: I have very little experience of internet chatting/dating. Also I can quickly become insecure with "sulkers" who can't express affection or with-hold it in a relationship, as a means of expressing discontent. I put up with this for three vanilla years of desperate unhappiness, before finally realising I was not the problem. Therefore I can still confuse lack of affection with anger/feeling that I did something wrong. I am working on it.
Although new to this, certain "types" now manifest themselves with frequency, from doms that are far too serious and so exacting that they don't stand a chance in hell of ever finding anyone, to players only interested in casual stuff. A reasonable middle ground does not seem to exist, except quite possibly in my imagination!
Life is about give and take and keeping an open mind and a sense of humour.
I'm laid back and fairly chilled out BUT - I have great difficulties in expressing myself in the written medium. I'm a people person and prefer proper communication mediums.
So - here are the things I am NOT looking for.
Bisexual women - NOT MY STYLE..
Dom/Sub couples - NOT MY STYLE. Random/casual play - NOT MY STYLE.
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