Please note, i'm not interested in other submissives, switches, bisexuals or poly families.
Please read my ENTIRE PROFILE.. i put a lot of thought and care into what i am looking for in a partner.
If You manage to get through my entire profile (yes, i'm well aware it's longer than what You can see from the front page...) and You are interested in conversing with me, then i strongly advise that You read my journal entries as well before You take the time to contact me. If You don't know how to find the journal on here, i advise You to learn or perhaps, ask.
i am searching for someone who is tall, around 40 who is HEIGHT/ WEIGHT PROPORTIONATE. If a Dominant can't take control of His own body and lifestyle, then how is He going to be able to take control of me?
i need a Master who is very STRONG, experienced, serious, and intelligent. Why? because i am all these things and more, and without these characteristics my Master would not be able to exert the amount of control needed to guide me as i make my way down the path towards my total submission. i am certain already that i seek to give up COMPLETE control in the bedroom and it is my desire to develop enough trust to allow a much deeper control after i am certain He is capable of wielding the power that i hope to impart to Him. For the right Master, i could be a deeply committed slave.
My favorite place is subspace. For me to truly hit subspace i must have complete trust in, and acceptance of my Sir. It brings with it a level of devotion and love that cannot be matched. A few have tried to Master me and have controlled my body for a time, but no One has ever really taken the time to reach inside me and bring out the best that i can be. i have been claimed, i have been collared, i have been marked, but i have never truly been owned.
In truth, i think i may be looking for the unattainable.. an emotionally and intellectually stable man who knows how to communicate effectively, who can reach in, find the submissiveness inside me, understand it, nourish it, and put me into that subspace with a mere whisper or the slightest inclination of his head. A man who can push my limits with care and understanding, cherish my total surrender knowing it is done out of need as well as love, and totally dominate me... mind, heart, body and soul. Preferably a man capable of controlling me in more than just the obvious ways, one capable of eventually fitting our union into a full time 24/7 life that can be displayed without arousing issues within the family life that my children need.
i am a young, strong-minded, open, life-loving submissive woman with a very quick wit and when justifiably angered... a very sharp tongue. i am intelligent, tactile oriented, devoted, have a wicked sense of humour, am extremely loyal and give freely of my time, emotions and resources to those i love.
i have experienced just enough to know that kneeling before and standing beside my One is where i truly belong. i am most interested in the mental and sexual nature of the D/s lifestyle as they are among my immediate needs. i DO have a Very active libido and would prefer One who's libido is also highly charged. i am not a pain slut in my opinion but my limits in this area are largely unexplored.
If You are this man (or know someone who is), if You can understand what this sub truly needs.. and You are tired of playing games (i hate pointless mind games), if You are HONEST, and honestly available (unattached, ready, not just getting over someone), and You know Your heart and mind and what You really want... then please feel free to contact me.
Waiting, not so patiently, for my One, wondering if He even exists.
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she stands outside.. looking up at the stars and out at the lights of the city.. wondering if there isn't someone out there for her. Someone who would truly accept her as she is.. not try to limit her or punish her for the sins of those who came before. One who truly understands and needs her submission and who could nurture it and be awed by its power. Slowly she turns and goes back inside, checks on her children, turns out the lights and climbs into bed.
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