| There is (imho) a HUGE difference between giving 'up' ones self, and giving 'of' ones self. Givinig 'of' herself she is willing to do completely, giving 'up' ones self is never an option.
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i am cerebral, a jaded optimist (does that count as a romantic?), abstract and dichotometric (that's a word right?). There are things i will not do, because i would like them way too much. i like what the Marines brainwashed into me and much of that i wish to retain within myself.
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i am a synesthetic. my senses overlap, making things like emotions have texture, color, movement, sometimes smell, sound and shape. i dream as if in real life, with all my senses assaulted throughout, except i have never heard my own voice in dreams. It is easier to say i feel like yellow stars weaving thru a� field of purple twirling triangles than to say i am looking excitedly forward to something. i'll feel the feeling, but the words won't come to mind as quickly as the description. Rememberance is one image, wistful rememberance is 2 combined...to make one...happy rememberance...something else..but still the teal rectangle of 'rememberance' is in all 3.
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This girl was introduced to Gor back in 1999, but has known she was different since 1980ish.� She has a BS in physics, and would like to keep pursuing more and more knowledge in that field. This girl is a Marine, geek, nerd, freak and has ADD... she loves almost anything science, philosophy,� history, and most intellectual pursuits. girl is called tyrasia everywhere online and if interested much can be learned about her thru our friend G, as well as some popular free social sites, vanilla, BDSM and hypnosis. (exclude results refering to planets, and colored girls, they are not me) Another place to learn is the journal on CM. Not consistantly written in, but consistantly me.
this one thinks that mental stimulation, enslavement and domination is just as or more important as physical in this lifestyle. Very big...very...yes...big on mmm.....Control *puddles*
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Seeking:
honest and honorable,
integrous
Gorean/Old Guard/Militaristic..need boundaries and protocol... control�� Mentally Dominant,
One�who can�enslave my mind, 'get in my head' (on purpose), and stay
Skilled Hypnotist with ability/desire to understand and twist my mind for His pleasure
not a micromanager all the time, (there are r/t things which need to be considered)
knowledge in psychology a plus (i have ADD)
a Man who is able to respect a woman's position even if it is just the position of a slave
In touch with inner child, playful, (ish)
misc. things a girl likes, thinks, feels etc.
"If we stand too close to something, we can touch it, but may not see it clearly for what it is. Back away, we see it clearly, but can no longer touch it.
Perspective is subjective. We see what we see, no more, no less.
Touching is subjective, we feel what we feel, no more, no less.
Finding a way to feel and touch but not to lose perspective is a challenge."
"So in the dark we hide the heart that bleeds, And wait, and tend our agonizing seeds."
Only a life lived for others is a life worthwhile. ~Albert Einstein~
*it is possible he was wrong*
Take all You'd Own, and Own all that You take. ~tyrasia~
How singular is the thing called pleasure, and how curiously related to pain, which might be thought to be the opposite of it; For they are never present to a man at the same instant, and yet he who pursues either is generally compelled to take the other" - Plato |
