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i am a male submissive in South-Western Pennsylvania, who is new to the D/s Lifestyle. i am 51 years old and married. My wife has no interest in the D/s lifestyle, which makes trying to travel down this road very hard, but i can feel its strong pull on me. I am currently in the process of learning as much as i can about the lifestyle in hopes that i can uncover why i feel this pull towards being a submissive in the Lifestyle. i guess what is so confusing to me is that my job places a great deal of responsibilities upon me, and also, requires me to be forceful and decisive. my guess is that this would be fulfilling for some , but it leaves me unfulfilled. So, i have set out on this journey – no knowing where or to whom it will lead. i would really like to find a Dominant, who would be willing to help me learn – more about this Lifestyle, and most importantly about myself. i know that my current situation is not really conducive to a development of an ideal D/s relationship, and i believe that i will need to find a very special Person to accept this. Oh, but i long for the feeling of what it maybe like to serve a Domme/Mistress. Someone capable of reaching into my mind, my soul – touching me in ways that i’ve not been touched before. i’ve thought about limits – what i won’t do, things i’m not sure about. Without having that special "One" to guide and instruct me it is hard to know what limits should be set. I know there are things that i think would definitely be out of the question (i.e. bestiality, children, homosexual acts, etc...). I guess being inexperienced as i am, i am looking to find someone who can sort of lead me, instruct me – help me discover my limits. Well i guess that is where i am right now, beginning my journey into the D/s world – searching...
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