I am currently dating and living with my Master. His profile is SixFootMaster and our profile together is AbsitInvidia.
"The man who is proudly certain of his own value will want the highest type of woman he can find, the woman he admires, the strongest, the hardest to conquer - because only the possession of a heroine will give him the sense of an achievement, not the possession of a brainless slut."
-Ayn Rand
I've already found that man. I'm keeping the profile up because it describes him, and describes who I am to him...
What I want: A man who will give me a reason to be a woman. The yang to my yin. A man who is not only able to recieve everything I have to give but is able to take it just as easily. I need someone who is able to awaken that part of me that lies deep within my mind, the raw primal part existing before language and without name. Someone whose voice will take my breath away, whose gaze makes my body surrender, whose touch makes my skin come alive in ways the best erotica author can't even hope to describe. I need someone who is able to challenge my mind as well as my body, someone with whom conversations are as passionate as kisses.
What I don't want: I don't want a man who is obsessed with the bondage 'scene.' I don't want someone who would rather spend two hours in a sex club constructing an elaborate suspension than spend those two hours behind closed doors constructing an elaborate seduction. I don't want a one night stand; I don't want a sex buddy; I don't want to be part of a polyamorous entourage.
I'm interested in attractive white guys older than I am and younger than 40 who weigh more than I do and are at least my height. I can't help what I'm attracted to any more than you can so please don't argue or get offended. I also don't want to train someone to dominate me - I bring a certain level of experience to the table and I expect the same.
I want a relationship that will develop - I want to be a partner as well as a precious possession. I don't want a man who expects me to lower myself to submit to him - I need someone who is confident enough to take me as I am, make me his, and challenge me to grow.
I can't do the 'Daddy' thing. I need to be respected as a woman, not treated as an eternal child. I really couldn't tolerate being made to feel so incapable. I would love to have a mentor as long as the relationship is strictly platonic and preferably with a woman. Mixing sex and romantic love with a mentor relationship can get complicated and painful.
I'm not a masochist, I'm not a slave, the best way I can describe myself is a natural Alpha female looking for a natural Alpha male. I want to be the moon to your sun, as cliche as that may sound.
As far as SM goes, I have a few very specific masochistic tendencies: I love havin my hair pulled, face slapped (not terribly hard, I'm a pretty girl, remember?), rough sex, takedowns and rape fantasies. I also like fighting back because it is so incredibly hot to know that I can't win. However I have a very low pain tolerance - if you want to flog me or put clamps on me for punishment I understand, but any sadistic 'pain for the sake of pain' will drive me away. Very quickly.
If you want a masochist you're looking at the wrong girl. I don't get turned on by pain and to be honest, I'm really not terribly 'kinky' - I like dressing up as much as the next girl but my life would be 100% complete without whips, chains, leather, latex and the rest of it. I am interested in D/s, not BDSM as a whole.
I know this is a long profile, but whenever I get an email from someone who hasn't read it they always say "tell me about yourself" so for the ones who do read it - you have the advantage. I have told you about myself, so if you want me to take your email seriously please tell me your astrological sign somewhere in the first email. No, I'm not a huge believer in astrology, it's just something that can't accidentally show up. I used to ask for a favorite color but then I leaked the secret on the forums here so now need a new secret password ;)
Okay, now the real question. Why, after all this, would you want me? I will do everything in my power to make you happy. I'm attractive, intelligent, sweet, feminine, loving, and caring. I am fiercely loyal to the man I love and once you make me yours I will give myself to you completely. I will cook for you, dance for you, give you a massage and listen to your thoughts then lay in your arms and tell you my own. I will smile when I see you and stop and kiss you as we're walking through the park.
My heart has infinity inside it and I'm willing to share. If you're man enough to take it I would love for you to try.
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